Hate Them, Too Big, Want Them Out!

I just had my augmentation three weeks ago on Sept 4th and I immediately knew I hated them. I feel so alienated from myself and I feel scared to death. I had nothing but bad experiences since surgery, espcially a severe allergic reaction and hives resulting in an ER visit.I adamently and specifically told the dr that i did NOT want to be big...just fill out the empty volume my breasts were missing since i had already had a reduction about 14yrs ago. I was happy with my size just wanted them filled out.I know everyone says to wait and give it time...but they are too big regardless. i HATE these things and I want themn out NOW...what steps does this involve? I have my followup on next week and I plan on telling the dr but Im so afraid he will be mad at me..I did it becasue Im a personal trainer and I just wanted to fill out some volume that was missing in my breast.I know everyone says to wait and give it time...but they are too big regardless. i HATE these things and I want themn out NOW...what steps does this involve? I have my followup on next week and I plan on telling the dr but Im so afraid he will be mad at me.. -- Updated on Sep 25, 2009: Anyone else have severe allergic reaction or Hives post-op? I broke out with the worst case ever...it also attacked my joints and my limbs swelled up so bad. Ended up in the ER and to my primary several times and was just given drug after drug, but still no answers as to what may have caused this.