I have a basal cell cancer on upper eyelid. I am scheduled to meet with Mohs surgeon on Monday. I am devastated. I am worried it may be the 'infiltrating' kind as my eyelid is a little swollen and tender (I had this even before biopsy). I know even with skin grafts or flaps, I am going to have a 'wonky' eyelid from now on. I sit up on the internet at night and scare myself sick. Thing is, I have NEVER been a sun person, always taken precautions (more a vanity thing than concern for skin cancer). I feel very angry at having this. If anybody has any tips for coping, I would sure like to hear them.....Sorry, I just needed to vent. My family thinks I'm blowing this out of proportion.