Hi ladies. I've been browsing here for quite some time. In June I wanted to go privet and saw a surgeon from mybreast and was informed it would cost £6000 due to the size of my breasts (at the time I was a 36k). He said I needed to lose a bit of weight to reduce any complications so I figured since I have to lose weight anyway why not give the nhs another try. I saw the surgeon in early Sept and she said if she was to submit the form as it is the nhs would refuse it based on my bmi. She gave me 6 months to lose weight and try again. So now.... I am 5 ft 4, was 89kg now 81. I've been working with a personal trainer who took pity on me as gym wasn't an option. Now I don't no what's normal and what's not as I don't know anyone else Who's as big as me. But I feel that my bra and it's contents sit on my stomach and cause it to pout out so it looks like I'm always bloated and the part it sits on between the ribcage has this uncomfortable ache. Also, I struggle to breath, I have to hold my breasts an lift them up so my ribcage can expand fully. Anyone else experienced this? I'm really struggling and could use all the help I can get.