Its strange looking good. Do you ever feel so ugly even though you look good?
Byon 01 May 2013
Growing up ugly certainly defines you and makes you the way you are. Just think of middle School. Thats when girl really start to notice that some Are skinnier than others. some Are growing boobs. some are wearing expensive clothes and when they cut their hair, everyone goes out and gets the same hair cut. boys like them. and then there's the other type of girl, the type no boys like even though they're very nice. I think being born pretty makes people mean. Have you ever wondered if you would change after your surgery? Change on the inside I mean. Become arrogant because we look so good and we worked for it, paid for it, suffered for it. Our beauty is a prize to be won, not something that's handed out to everyone--the ungrateful bunch who are just born pretty through no effort of their own. Guys who previous would ignore my calls/texts/emails because they were attractive and wouldn't give me the time of day or simply wanted to remain casual acquaintances are suddenly interested in me now. It feels strange. I have never had a cute guy interested in me before. I don't know how to handle it. It makes me uncomfortable. What do I do! I was so comfortable in my role as the ugly funny girl whom every guy wants as his friend, but things are different now. Have any of you felt this way?