I had my BA 2 weeks ago. From day 4 I knew they were not for me. I feel all of the emotions you could feel: shame, depressed, anxiety, ticked at myself, sadness, and the list goes on. I get to see my PS this week and am so scared the answer will be I have to wait for healing of original BA. I have read numerous answers from PS on here that they can be removed at any time. Anyone else in same situation? I really want them out ASAP so I can move on and heal-physically and emotionally, and maybe start to forgive myself. Please note-I know a lot of women go thru similar emotions about their BA because of after surgery effects, drugs, pain, etc. This is not the case for me. I just realized after getting them in, that I do not want these foreign things in my body. Why I didn't know before, well, I think because I didn't let myself think too hard on it because I really wanted them and didn't want anything to change my mind. Stupid I know, but it is what it is. And I have to accept that.