Depressed After Poor Result

I had surgery with Mr Bulstrode early last year and i have only just got over my depression following the less than satisfactory results. I wanted my breasts to look fuller as ive always felt it would enhance my figure in clothing and just generally make me feel better about myself. I wish now I could go back to my smaller natural breasts.
I feel Mr Bulstrode was quick to dismiss my concerns and told me I had body dysmorphia which is ironic as his career involves people with a certain degree of body dysmorphia. I feel the implants Mr Bulstrode used are too large for my frame even though he convinced me it would look natural. He then lied about the size of the scars which are still very noticeable after more than a year and the worst part is my nipples are too low down on the breasts and look very strange. I can send private pictures and give more information about my experience if anyone is looking to go through a similar procedure with Mr Bulstrode as im sure it will make you think twice.