Much Needed Mommy Makeover ( Lipo to Abdomen & TT with Breast Aug W/lift) Voorhees, NJ (see photos)

Well today I had my final checkup with my PS and I will miss him and his staff because they've been wonderful. I'm healing well and basically now it's just a matter of maintaining. I know I keep doing the same poses and seems like the same picture but I will post where I'm at now because it's almost 4 months post surgery. I'm very pleased with the outcome in this scar to be lightning quite a bit. Happy with my shape and I'm trying to love being in my new skin. Anyone that's been through massive weight loss can understand that mentally even though your body and the scale may look different your mind is still very much attached to being heavy. And I was heavy for so many years that I got used to being chubby and although I am very happy to have shed the weight I just I'm having a bit of a mentally hard time adjusting to being smaller. I definitely don't regret this surgery one bit it's just taking a bit longer for my mind too catch up with the changes. Here is my recent photo at 4 months post almost

Okay so I lowered my underwear and I'm hoping that this picture you can see the incision line better . Also I wanted to show you how well the underwear covers it when I'm wearing it properly even though you've seen me an underwear a billion times at this point.

So this is about 7 weeks post. These jeans are size smaller then my size pre-surgery. I am finding a little bit that it's becoming challenging to find jeans that fit around my waist but also accommodate my legs. Believe me I'm not really complaining I don't want anybody to think that I'm not happy in any way it's just something that I've had to figure out what brands of jeans I can wear and things like that. I need more space in my upper thigh area but after the surgery I'm finding I need a lot smaller waist. Needless to say I'm thankful for thrift stores not saying that's for everybody but it's for me. I've had so many clothing adjustments through this journey and I'm talking not just the surgery but I'm also talking the massive weight loss as well. You know I really can feel all sides of people's pain so for this I'm thankful. I know what it feels to be heavy I know what it feels to be fit and I know what it feels to be skinny. I know what it feels to be out of shape I know what it feels to be in shape. I can say though my mind hasn't quite caught up to where my body is so I still find myself avoiding looking at myself naked or Mirrors 2. I avoided these because I felt depressed. I'm slowly trying to accept everything and I am very happy with the results but I still get highs and lows with my moods regarding my body. I just thought I would share that