33 y/o, 5' 3" 125 lb, 34B to 34DDD, 475 cc silicone Mentor MemoryGel smooth round high profile, subpectoral, inframammary.

I am 33 years old and have wanted breast implants for as long as I can remember. I have always made excuses for why I shouldn't get them at that time (e.g. money, work, time, etc.), but I finally decided to just do it. My surgery is September 8, 2014. I am EXTREMELY excited and a little nervous. I had my pre-op yesterday, August 26, 2014. I am currently a 36A and want to be a full D. I decided on 450 cc silicone Mentor MemoryGel smooth round moderate plus profile implants placed subpectorally through an inframammary crease incision. My doctor uses the Keller Funnel method.

My biggest fear is feeling nauseated and/or vomiting after surgery. I already can't stand feeling nauseated. I think I would choose pain over nausea. I can't even imagine how horrible it must be to vomit after breast implant surgery. I'm not TOO worried about the pain, but that's mostly because I've accepted that it's going to hurt no matter what and if I want breast implants then I have to deal with it. That's what I've been telling myself over and over, trying to prepare my mind for "just deal with it and it will be over soon."

I'm a very tiny bit afraid that 450 cc will make me too big for my liking. I really liked the way the 450 cc sizers looked on me, but I don't know what they'll look like naked. Speaking of naked, I'm also a little concerned about what it will look like when my pec muscles are flexed, which will apparently distort the shape of my breast. I can’t seem to find a picture of this on a “normal” body as opposed to a body-builder body.

To prepare my body for surgery, I’ve been trying to drink plenty of water (95 oz. per day), eat a little healthier, and get plenty of sleep. I’m also taking pre-op vitamins that I ordered from makemeheal. I have a couple of lists of things to buy and do before surgery. I'm really enjoying shopping for all kinds of stuff to make my life easy after surgery. It feels like September 8th will never get here!