20 Yr Old Dancer Ready for a Fat Ass and Bomb Shape - Miami, FL

Hey RealSelf sisters!!! I just want to start by saying that we I really really am interested in each and everyone of you guys' stories. No matter where we all come from, we are all similar because we all want the same thing to some degree and most importantly we are all #TeamPlastic lol. Even if your one of those who will deny this surgery till the day you die lol we are all willing to go underneath the knife for something we just [RS bleep] want, despite the sometimes not so nice words of #TeamNatural. I'm only 20 and for a while I'm been stuck between "am I just young and dumb making a mistake, possibly falling into the trap of what's on social media, or am I just doing this because I dance and enjoy dancing" and "I'm young but I know what I want and I'm not afraid to get it... And most of all I believe in myself!" As much as I am not the type to listen to others about something that I truly want, this is something life changing! Something I cannot take back unlike anything else I've ever gone after. To be honest, I'm an exotic dancer/pole instructor/student. I started dancing about a year back and honestly fell in love with what I do, not because of the industry or what I was doing at work per say but just because I loveeeeee to dance! And even though I am not a professional I feel as though I can still showcase what I got lol. Not to mention I'm a person of high sex appeal and I am currently studying sexology in school. Sex just feels like my line of work lol... But I must admit sometimes I worry that I've lost my way... Or maybe I just created my own way who knows lol. I have a pretty good shape to start out with and by no means do I feel as though I need this surgery but I [RS bleep] want it lol (I cuss a lot btw). Right now I rate myself a 9.5! (I hope every single woman on this site would rate themselves the same or higher) but I feel like this Sx with transform me into the full 10 I know I could be. It took me a longggggg time to really feel confident and I just want my [RS bleep] through the roof at this point lol. Being confident feels SOOOOOO much better than feeling unsure of myself as I once felt.. I'm slightly in a financial bind because I have take out a great deal of school loans plus I just moved into my first apartment a few months back but I am pushing for this surgery in December with good ol Dr. Fisher (or should I say, good young fresh and fine as [RS bleep] Dr Fisher. lol)... I applied for their financing because I wanted to have a great deal saved up since I can't work after surgery plus you know recovery house, garments, arnica gel and etc... But I'm worried about the interest! Can anyone tell me about Blueberry financing?? Anyway... This surgery is about three weeks away. Maybe less less but it's 4 am and I'm afraid to exit this app to check because I don't wanna lose what I've written so far. Anyway I think it's probably gunna go down on December 11th with vanity! And I cannot wait ! Although, I am super nervous about being in debt, but I have financed many things before and was financially stable enough to pay it all back.... Also because I'm choosing the financing option, I will have to pay full price . Ugh ! 6,400, with 5,999 covered by blueberry plus 2,700 saved to pay rent for three months and financing monthly payment. We will see how this goes... Just means I'll have to shake the [RS bleep] out this not so great ass in order to upgrade to my full voluptuous ass lmao. I'll only post about 4 or my most favorite wish pics and two pics of my body now. I know usually when reading reviews I look at the pics first and I hate having to scroll past a [RS bleep] ton of pics lol. Let me know if you think my goal are achievable. Btw shape and a natural look are what's most important for me !! My hips are real weak looking lol

so I'm headed to New York for the thanksgiving holiday and I'm so excited! But my Sx is sooooooo close I need to get everything together ! I'm hoping I can make lots of money in New York this weekend! Besides that, I need a recovery house in Miami! I tried calling Keyla and she said she's completely booked ! Helppppp!!!

so guys I'm officially freaking out! Being that I'm in Miami, I went in yesterday to do my blood work and sign my life away lol. Really made me excited but also let me know there def no turning back now. I feel super unprepared and freaking the eff out ! I just hope I get the results I desire and I have a speedy recovery. Here some more before pics .... And I actually like pretty darn good !