Getting my Dream Boobs! 26 YO, No Kids, 4"11, 125 Lb - Vancouver, BC

Well hello there. So far I am at the stage where I have decided to seriously go inquire about breast augmentation, and possibly nipple inversion. I have two consultations booked with two different doctors to get some opinions and information regarding the surgeries. So when I was younger, a group of friends and I decided to get our nipples pierced. At the age 16, I found out that I had inverted nipples from the piercing technician. Well there isn't much I can do about that. Although last week I went to see my doctor to inform her that I am considering this procedure and for her to look at my nipples and give me her opinion. She said they are fine, they are actually really big, almost the size of my areola (?) if I understood her correctly. When I tried to tell her that they don't "poke" out and I don't have much sensation when stimulated or anything, she kind of passed me on. So that's some information but who knows, I feel like she was trying to talk me out of it. My thought process to date has been that, if I do have inverted nipples and will have trouble breast feeding (for kid(s) I may or may never have), am I going to let the future hold me back and keep me insecure. I've decided that I'd rather deal with this now, feel better and more confident about myself and deal with the breast feeding problem, IF I ever have children. And then there's the whole boob size. I am not flat, I do have some breast tissue which does fill a 34A/B - A on the right, B on the left. But I have some other medical problems which has resulted my rib cage being higher on one side than the other and it happens to be on the same side I have the bigger boob. My boobs are naturally uneven, as I think most ladies are but then I don't fill bras evenly and have a, what I believe to be, a noticeable size difference. I don't know what my "dream" size would be, I do not know how to explain that to someone. I think it'd be in the D range. I would like my boobs to be more perkier, so that when I look on the side my stomach does not protrude more than my boobs - that's a huge thing I am insecure about currently. And I would like them to drop a little bit. I like the idea of having a slope on the bottom of my boobs and currently I don't have that.

In the last few days I have done a couple things. I've been playing with rice sizers! This was at first so cking and scary. I filled then up with 1 cup, 1.5 cup and 2 cup rice. So far the best combination I like on me is 1 cup on my left and 1.5 on my right, but it is a bit too much. So I guess I'm interested in about 280-350 cc range.

I've also gone bra shipping. I ended up leaving super stressed. I found that I fill 34b's, and sometimes the c's. Or at least the bigger of my boobs does. Then I forgot my sizersand I was super lost in the c, d and dd bras. It was hard to tell how much of the sizer would fit.

Also I've found some wish boob pictures which I think have been useful to me to get an idea of what I like. Before I wasn't sure but the when I went through them I see patterns. I definitely like round boobs with a lower pole, not very full in the top. So that'll be something to share.

My first consult is this week, and the second doctor is in one month! I'm so nervous.