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I Can't Wait to Get Rid of These Water Balloons Under my Skin - Utah, UT

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Still happy I had them removed

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skinnymarie43
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I am happy with my real boobs. I am 45 now and although my girls look like I breast fed and had huge implants for 13 years :), they are mine and I love them. My husband I are ended things awhile ago. 16 years of my life for nothing. :( It's ok. I am a single Mama again as I am raising my two grandbabies age nine months and three years all by myself. My daughter will be in prison for 12-15 years. Dating is scary. I'm afraid to let any man see my small boobs due to all the rude comments by my ex husband and other men. But, I know I will meet a guy at some point who truly loves the real me and is ok that I am 45 with two little babies.

I hope this website continues to help women who are considering breast implants, DO NOT GET THEM!!!! They are not you and any man who makes you feel like a less of a woman because you have small breasts is not a man you need around. Stay strong and love your REAL body :)

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March 3, 2015
Thanks so much for the journal of your experience, it really does serve to help people like me! Having mine removed as well :) Thanks for your positive insight!
March 3, 2015
PS, don't worry about the X............my hubby doesn't care what it will look like as long as I am happy and healthy..........you need a man who loves you for the goddess you are, scars and all, and now you have the life changing event that will only help to move you forward in life to a more loving relationship! There are still guys out there like this ! I should know, I kicked guys (x-s) to the curb all my life...last 12 years, I have the right guy now! Thanks again for all that you have shared with us! You seriously rawk!
March 4, 2015
Yeah for you! Best wishes for a bright future with your grandchildren. You deserve it.
March 4, 2015
Hey pretty girl.........you are a survivor! Screw anyone who says anything bad about you!!! Screw you dumb X! I think you look so much better , you have great results! And you will continue to change I'm sure. Congrats on your explant! Hugs xo
March 4, 2015
You deserve way better than your ex! thank you for sharing your story. You are an inspiration to me. Bty your breasts are beautiful! My results are worse Than yours I'm getting much smaller implants to replace mine. Good luck in your future and you will find a man who will love you for you and Not your breast!
March 16, 2015
Just swinging by to say -- no implants for me and never will, but sometimes I browse removal stories. So glad I read through your entire journey. You look gorgeous, your breasts look fabulous and more than that, you are clearly a spirited and powerful woman. You are taking the world on your shoulders with your grandchildren -- so I'm glad your shoulders don't have to carry the "water balloons" for you too. ;) Mostly, honestly? I can't imagine how painful it was, but I actually stood up and cheered when I read that you and your ex had split. You deserve better than someone who prioritizes and desires a literal object (the implants) over your natural, healthy, feeling, sexual and sensual body and your own wishes for it. Your ex, frankly, sounded like he needed to grow up. His loss that he didn't, but you have a bright future ahead. There will be love in it -- and scorching hot sex. Have fun, when you're ready.
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New photos! It has been two months since surgery....

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New photos! It has been two months since surgery. Im fine with my real boobs. I rocked a bikini in cabo san lucas, mexico last week. It was nice not having fake big boobs falling out of the tops. I hope the dent in the left one goes away but only time will tell. Any other ladies have dents? My husband says hes ok with them, but he never touches them and i caught him giving them a disgusted look one day. He noticed the dent in my left boob. Oh well. I keep hoping things will improve with him. 14 years together. He was staring at a girl on the beach with large boobs when we were in mexico. I said nothing but of course it hurt my feelings.

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March 17, 2013
You look amazing. I'm sorry your hubby doesn't think the same. He's missing out on some really nice natural boobies! :) I had a dent too, in my left one and my PS fixed it a week post op. He cut me again under a local in his office, and unstuck the tissue. Now I'm 4 days after that fix, and feeling fine. I will post updated pics. You should talk to your PS and he may be able to fix it. I don't know if it's the same thing I had, though. Good luck! You really look great already, and it looks like you have a lot more tissue than me. Are you a B cup? Also, I can't tell you have a dent. :)
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July 31, 2014
I'm an A cup mostly. My right boob is bigger than my left. I'm so busy with the babies I don't have much time to think about my boobs anymore. Single Mama again. You look great! Thanks for sharing your story and helping other women with their journey to be their real self again :)
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March 17, 2013
Youre Boobs are looking great. you aren't just a pair of Boobs, youre a beautiful woman in every way x x
March 17, 2013
So glad to see an update- I think you look great!!! :) Sorry the husband is still being a dweeb. :(
March 17, 2013
You look great, way better than those huge boobs b4. I have a dent in one if mine also, no idea why, prob lack if tissue or where the implant may have damaged it. As for your husband he needs to realise what he's got at home!! You look fantastic and he must be off his head looking at other womens boobs. Next time hit him over his head with a bucket and spade! lol x
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March 17, 2013
I can't tell you have a dent....they look great to me. I think your natural boobies look so much better on your tiny frame....they totally fit you! And I'll bet you really rocked that bikini in Cabo, wooohooo. Sorry about your Mr. Mine says he's ok with the change, but he's said stuff like, wow, they really are small, aren't they? Hmmpphhh....men
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Feeling depressed today. As much as I say I'm...

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Feeling depressed today. As much as I say I'm thrilled with my 32A's, it is difficult seeing myself in clothes. Valentines Day is soon and I am unable to wear anything sexy for my husband. I saw my PS yesterday for two week appt. He said I am doing well, but cautioned me, no house cleaning, no laundry, no walking my golden retriever (he weighs 110 lbs). I still need to be careful and take it easy for another two weeks before he allows me to go back to a normal routine.

My two daughters are 17 and 23. My beautiful girls are endowed naturally more than I ever was. They both wear padded push up bras everyday and sometimes it is hard for me to see it when they wear lowcut revealing shirts. It makes me sad to know I will never be able to look like that again. I am happy that my daughters are all natural! They weigh more than I do, but lucky girls on them the weight goes to all the right places. :) I am 5'7" and weigh 115. I've always been a very skinny girl. I'm hoping after a month when my poor 32As fluff a little and I can wear a padded push up bra that I will feel happier with how I look.

I will try to stay positive. Recovery is going well, I have my health and a wonderful family. Who cares if I have the chest of a 13 year old girl? Love and hugs to all you ladies out there in recovery. Thank you all for your support. This board has meant the world to me in my explant journey.

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February 1, 2013
You are tall and skinny- there is no way you can't find a dress to look sexy in! I am short and stumpy lol, it's hard! Your dog is really big lol. Ok, seriously, my heart is aching for you right now, you sound so sad, but you look so great! And you are still recovering. I think once you get back into your old routine, you'll start feeling SO much better! Do some inner work, and don't fret about the outside you. Remember sex appeal is all about confidence, find a dress for Valentine's, go out with your husband and wear your confidence! I hope you feel better soon
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February 3, 2013
Thank you for the support. My PS said I can start walking again, but no jogging. I went for a two mile walk and couldn't stop smiling! I need to accept my 32As and be happy. Hopefully my husband will improve his attitude about the changed me.
February 1, 2013
You are doing great. I've felt the exact same as you and some days are worse than others. My boobs are changing though for the better and so will yours. wait, relax and give it time. You've been through a lot. Now being sexy comes from within not by flashing a cleavage. Look at kiera knightly i think shes lovely and shes as flat as. Do you Ever see men and wonen who are not good looking and are not in great shape but they are attractive and have something about them? That's called sex appeal!! Now, get some padding for your sports bra, get yourself dressed up and go for it. Treat yourself to maybe a new hair style or get it styled at the saloon and you will feel great!! Your man won't know what's hit him on valentines! I've gone into one but you get the gist-you are far more than a pair of boobs xx
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February 3, 2013
My 17 year old read your comment and said all her guy friends make fun of Kiera Knitingly for having mosquito bite [RS bleep]. Not very nice, but that is how alot of me are. :( It is hard to be ok with my change when my husband gets whiplash staring at women with large breasts. Then he denys doing it and says I am insecure and he wasn't looking at anything. I have started doing my walks again and it improves my mood. Thanks for all your support!
February 3, 2013
Really?! haha. I think it's def a generational thing as my male mates in their late 30's love her. I like the fact she hasn't conformed. I'm like you an A cup, so i know how you feel (i dont have the added stress of a husband tho) actually I don't think I'm even an A as I don't even fill it by half, a big gaping space at the top! Maybe a AAA! I'm even having to put pads in my sports bra so no one calls me mr! That aside I really like the feel of my au natural breasts it's a world apart from saline. But i havent been so firtunate as other ladies have. I think it all depebds on the amount if tissue you have. I am still considering implants - that's my last resort tho, not for size but just to give me done volume. Your implants were very large and it may just take your husband some time to change his perception of what's attractive - personally I think big fake boobs are not a good look but each to their own. I'd give yourself some whiplash and start checking out the men who arent balding and with 6 packs :-) Whats good for the goose is good for the gander! No ones perfect x
February 3, 2013
Yeah, my husband is 38 and has always loved Keira Knightly and Natalie Portman.. I'm very thankful for that lol
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February 4, 2013
My husband prefers Pamela Anderson, Denise Richards, Jenifer Love Hewitt. All large breasted women. Big shocker. I however think Natalie Portman is female perfection. Gorgeous talented woman.
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February 5, 2013
you do not have the chest of a 13 yr old, you have the chest of a slender woman! i too seem to think my husband is looking at girls with large boobs, but he is just looking at other women because that's what guys do! i think you look much better now than with implants. if your husband likes looking at women with fake breasts, let him. and let those girls deal with the fallout and maintenance implants require. pam anderson's boobs are totally nasty at this point, and if that's his ideal look, i would question his taste in breasts! my husband was talking to her briefly in a club over a decade ago, when she was still a big deal, and he said she was kinda gross up close, even in the dark lighting in the club, like a blow up doll gone wrong.
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February 24, 2013
How are you doing skinnymarie? Hope recovery is going well for you.
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March 17, 2013
Feeling much better. Thanks for asking. Boobs look fine except for dent in left one.
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March 17, 2013
Doing great. Thanks for asking.
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February 24, 2013
I hope you are doing better. How are things with your husband?
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March 17, 2013
Im doing great. Thanks for asking. I think i have to accept the fact my husband is the kind of guy who stares at other women usually with large breasts. It sucks.