46 Yrs Old - Natrelle 410 - 2 Grown Children - SC

Hi Everyone,
I have been reading and obsessing over my new boobies for the last week! I am really excited, but also really anxious about it. For some reason I got up this morning and watched a YouTube video of a breast augmentation. Geesh that was stupid.
I am about 10 days away from the surgery and headed to the Dominican Republic for about 5 days, so that will help my anxiety, I hope! Sure wish my bathing suit would be filled out better on top, but I will survive this one last vacation without boobs!
I am a 36B - deflated and breastfeed both kids. Both are now in college and I decided to just do it! I am getting the Natrelle 410's and a partial lift. I am so worried that they will be too big and make me look fat. LOL! I am 5'1 and about 135. I had a Tummy Tuck about 12 years ago and Lipo about 2 years ago. Very happy with both and same doctor for all 3.
Super happy to have found this site! I will keep you updated on my progress.
I have my zip up jackets, a foam wedge to keep me at a 45' angle so getting up isn't so bad, ice packs, pillows and all my med's filled. Anything else I need to have ready? Doctor is providing the sports bra.
Any advice to get help me feel less anxious? Not sure why, I have done this before. I guess I was always reducing the size of my stomach and thighs. Now I am increasing the size instead?
Not sure, but any advice is welcome!

I have 3 days until the BIG DAY! Luckily I have been busy working on my taxes so they are done before my surgery. Starting my Bromelin tomorrow to help reduce swelling. Nervous, excited and worried all in one.
Come on April 3rd!

It is finally done and I am so glad that it is behind me! I had surgery about 9am this morning. The staff was incredibly wonderful and Dr. Graper so very caring and warm and totally in tune with my wishes. I am a 36 B cup and want to be a full C cup. My boobs were a little off in size, so I got 295cc in my left breast and 335cc in my right. He said the size was perfect as the skin on my breast was really pulled tight. He also said he wasn't able to get the right breast TOTALLY under the muscle for some reason. He told my hubby but he really didn't understand the whole thing, so I will ask on Tuesday for my follow up. The 45 minutes surgery lasted about 1 1/2 because of the small complication. He told my hubby my right breast would be more sore too.
My main worry was pain after. The pain today has been totally manageable, probably 4/10. I fell asleep about 8pm thinking I would wake up at by 9p for my next dose of pain meds. Slept till 10pm and woke up in a lot more pain. I would rate a 7/10. I won't miss another pain med's 4 hour window. Anyone ever set an alarm clock to wake up to take the meds so I don't wake up tomorrow in massive pain?
I am very pleased so far with the entire experience and I will post some pictures once I can shower Saturday.
Any questions welcome! Thanks so much!