5 week update - Tucson, AZ

So I have always wanted bigger breasts since I can remember -at like 14 when it was very apparent that I wasn't getting any for sure! I am now 38 5'6 and 125lbs and a 32a. No kids. I always thought that to was too expensive or that I would come down with some horrible affliction if I got implants, but about a year ago my husband befriended a PS on one of his club teams and I joked around about how I should see if this guy could get me some boobs! And my husband said do some research on the procedure and then let's talk about it! So I did and with the help of this website and a few others I decided this is what I wanted!
I had my consultation in April and it has been a long 8 months! But it gave me time to really follow everyone's blogs and see some actual results. At my consultation I told the doc that I am very athletic, I like to run half marathons and have 6 more days of P90x to do and I don't want huge boobs, I just want to be proportionate for once! Looking for a full B. So we talked about 250 or 275cc. Under the muscle, silcone. I still want to be able to stay in good shape and not be restricted too much.
At one point during my months of research I was worried about not going big enough, but as I get closer I seem to be thinking go smaller! I am worried about a huge change in my appearance. I do wear the push ups bras, but I know everyone knows that I don't have much!
I haven't told anyone at work. I have told only a few friends and one of my brothers. Everyone I told has been very supportive, but people I work with are very negative and get jealous when they hear about fabulous vacations I am planning! So I don't want to flaunt another large purchase. In the end I don't want to care what they think, but I know I do. I have saved all year and given up lots of little things to make this happen, I am good little saver!
My pre-op is Friday and I am nervous, nervous, nervous! I know that I want to do this, but am just nervous about the size, I don't know why! I know that the cc's are not huge, but I have seen girls get 300's and end up with a d cup. I have a small frame for the most part, so I am anxious to try on sizers again on Friday and hopefully that will calm me down and reassure me that I am going to get what I want! Wish me luck!

I went to my pre-op on Friday and sat down with the office coordinator first and got all my prescriptions - Percocet, Valium, antibiotics and nausea pills. I thought Percocet and Valium were both pain killers, but is Valium more of a muscle relaxer?

Anyway, things went smoothly with her, gave her my check, so there is no turning back! Then off to try on sizers! Started with 250's, then 300's, then 350's, which were way too big. So then I tried on the 275's - which is what the doctor had suggested in my consultation. I brought a t-shirt and tank top to try on over the sizers. The 275's looked like I had on my push-up bra with a fuller (real) boob. Exactly what I was looking for! So 275cc it is! Not too big, not too small! I spaced on taking picture, so sorry!

I wanted to thank everyone for their support so far! You have all helped to ease my nerves. This is really a great place to share. Now I only have 10 days to get my world together before I take over the couch!

Well at this point it is almost 3 days and I can't believe it is this Thursday. At work I am busy and time flies which it great and then I come home and it is all I think about! I got all my pills filled over the weekend and bought a sports bra that zips in the front. They told me to bring a sports bra that fits me now??? I know I am not going huge, but really? So I would usually buy a small, so I bought a medium! I am assuming compression will be good, but I don't want to feel like I can't breathe!

I have definitely got the urge to clean the house, my husband is at work, so I have been on a marathon to get everything clean and shiny. As I was cleaning I was thinking the next time I clean it will be with some boobs!

I have had a bit of a nervous belly this past weekend, but I know I will be happier in the end. I keep telling myself this is what you have always wanted! I just hope that recovery won't be too bad and I don't have any issues with them. I even asked my husband this weekend if he thought this whole thing was ridiculous (I already knew the answer), and he said no because I have seen how excited and happy I have been about it. He has been so supportive!

So I am staying positive and trying to keep my excitement up. Hope all of you are doing well! Thanks for your support!