35 years young ,Soon to Be Old Boobies..435 CC silicone cohesive Inspira Full projection - Toronto, ON

Like many of us here , I finally made up my mind and decided to make my dream come true.
First let me tell you about my stats..
35 years young
Single , divorced 1 year ago...need some confidence to go back in the dating pool
Breastfed my baby girl for 9 months. She is now 6
Height: 5.7
Weight : 135lbs
Training 3 to 5 times a week, high intensity cardio ( Lesmills Body step) and Body Pump are my 2 favorite, body shred sometimes as well
Profession: Software sales account exec.
Current cup size: 32b I think...I always wear padded bra and never bothered to find out my true size..
Desired cup size: preferably full C or D
375CC HP ,Under the muscle, under the breast. not finalized yet
The PROCESS of selecting a PS
I always knew that one day I will get my boobs done but i needed to carefully manage the timing and my finances, I am single mom after all . I have been spending a LOT of time on this website reading about everyone stories and slowly building up some courage to finally do it ...I am so grateful this website even exist because I am simply terrified by the idea of going under knife, I have never been operated before but I gave birth naturally and went through the pain ..so I think I can do it , I am trying hard to convince myself.
So the process...I thoroughly researched PS in TORONTO , visited their website and their before & after photos , cross referenced with this website, reviews etc...and came up with a short list of 3 PS that were in my top3. I scheduled my first consult with Dr Edelstein, I was very impressed with him, he took his time with me and answered all my questions. Measurements were done and suggested sizes also ( 370CC, 375CC and 425CC and 2 more that i don't remember ) . I then went to my other 2 consults and received a 290CC and 330CC recommendations talk about confusion ladies...this was not fun at all. They had different ways of rationalising their size recommendation and my measurements , of course I want a natural result but I don't want to pay all this money and end up with tennis ball or a tomato size implant in my boobs so by that time my instinct is telling to go with my first choice, Dr Edelstein . I was confused that I may not have done such a good job at selecting my top3, because if I had done a good job , they would have had similar or at least close to one another recommendations but nope ..that was not the case. Unfortunately there are not many ladies from Toronto posting their complete reviews on realself but I found an amazing review with great before & after photos from a patient who had her BA with Dr Lista . I initially did not have him on my list simply because I knew he is extremely busy and I don't like delays however I was very surprised that i was able to have appointment the next day at 8am. So i showed up on time but had to wait which i don't like ..When he came in the room , he was extremely knowledgeable, very personable and really took his time with me . First, he took the time to find out about me then he did the measurement and then sizes....He came up with same recommendations as Dr Edelstein. I was giggling, regaining some confidence about my choices. I explained to him that i was confused about the sizing and why etc...He looked at me and took his measurement tool and measured me again and asked me to look ..then he explained how to achieve a natural and yet beautiful result one more time . He was suggesting that i go under the armpit because he is looking for that perfect breast with no scar but if i wanted under the breast , he had no issues!
I went home and had a chat with myself ,i listen to that little voice inside of me and the next day i made my deposit with Dr Edelstein. Both staffs were equally amazing , Heather at Dr Eldestein is very knowledgeable and has been very patient with me . Rosie at Dr Lista was so great when doing sizing with me and went to get Dr Lista to have his opinion on my choice . I am grateful that i had the chance to do this and feel comfortable with my decision because i don't want any regret!
Questions for you Ladies:
1- Did you experience a little sense of guilt spending all this money on yourself to make such a dramatic change in your body
I did because of my own personal circumstances... I was laid off in September with a good severance package that is allowing me to do this , but still . I am actively looking for work and feel confident that i will land something within the next 2 weeks or so...I want to have my new boobs before the holidays and before starting my new gig...Maybe i will feel less guilty when i secure my job
2- i am surrounded by men 95% of the time in my line of work , i have to be polished and look very professional at all time . I know that i can dress up my boobs and dress them down ... i think that 375cc is not going to be big at all ...what do u think.
Please check my photos below
3- I would love to find out about how it feels when you see your boobs for the first time right after surgery in the recovery room, how does it feel, overwhelming happy or ...
4- I am looking for a surgery date buddy to boost each other morale ...anyone having BA on November 21st
Thank you ladies

I absolutely intend to go topless in summer 2015 during my vacation in the French Riviera...Dr Edelestein please don't let me down...

I was reading a review last week about a BA postponed due the Anemia...It's a condition that runs in my family : my sister is severely anemic and cannot even get her tooth removed , she needed a blood transfusion .I have been anemic few times in the past but I don't know what my condition is now...and it didn't click to me until last week when I read the review. I called Dr Edelstein office today and they emailed me my blood test requisition , I'm going in first thing tomorrow am to get it done . Results in 24hours , Crossing my fingers
Hopefully everything is okay because I have my preop appt on Thursday to decide sizing...