34JJ No Longer Needed to Be the Busty Girl.

I've always been the busty girl and for most of my life I was happy to play the part. I'm a curvy girl and my whole life I've been told I looked balanced or that I carried my weight ( or specifically my chest) so well. So I thought that's just how my body was meant to be. It didn't start out that way. I remember how awful it was trying to go bra shopping as a teen. Every shopping trip ended up with me in tears because the only bra that fit me had rows of closures going down my back with thick straps to hold everything up. These were the days of spaghetti strap tanks and Joe boxer bras at least for the girls with smaller boobs. I eventually became comfortable being the curvy girl, until one day I wasn't. It wasn't until I turned 30 that I started to actually love myself and my body. I'm not thin and that's ok but the strain on my body due to my breasts was not. I have lived through bras I've paid $80+ for bruising me, cutting me and still not giving me the support I needed. My back and neck constantly cracking just from sitting up straight. My posture was atrocious and I was sick of having to dress myself around my boobs. So I told my family Dr. ( who had mentioned a BR before) that I was finally ready. She sent me the PS that she sends all her clients to. I was so determined to have this procedure that I almost booked my surgery with the first doctor I met even though I wasn't 100% comfortable with him. After my second appointment with him where he compared me to a car ( know your audience), I decided to look elsewhere. Through here and word of mouth, I found the right PS. He was wonderful and comforting. The day of the surgery I was so nervous I had never had anything done previous to this, not even dental freezing. He and his team were amazing. They talked me through everything. I even got to walk into the operating room on my own and got introduced to everyone involved in my surgery. Next thing I remember is waking up. It's been 4 days now and right now I can't sleep, I'm exhausted and I'm very swollen. But I'm also excited, thinking of bra sales and button down tops! My post op appointment is in 2 days and I'm dying to see what's under my dressings. Sorry this is so long. Again I can't sleep and I needed an outlet.