POSTED UNDER Breast Implant Removal Reviews
50 year old with leaking implants and very under weight.
UPDATED FROM marjo23
5 months post
The good bad and not so bad!
marjo23August 28, 2017
WORTH IT
Ok so, these are my lastest pictures. Not great but, I'm ok with it. I must say that finding cute bras makes all the difference. I fill just the one side of the bra. As you can see I have very little left of my right breast. I'm still getting use to it but hopefully I will gain some weight then decide if I will do anything about that breast.
I have found the best thing for myself is finding clothes that fit well. Tops now fit much different some better. I perfer fitted tops I feel like I don't look like I'm swimming in them. I think small boobs look just fine and can be really feminine. I do still have times when I miss having big boobs since they were apart of my life for so long.
I have also never had boobs this small even before implants. Mind you, I have never been this thin either! Lol So, I feel like I at least match top and bottom!
Much love
Xo
I have found the best thing for myself is finding clothes that fit well. Tops now fit much different some better. I perfer fitted tops I feel like I don't look like I'm swimming in them. I think small boobs look just fine and can be really feminine. I do still have times when I miss having big boobs since they were apart of my life for so long.
I have also never had boobs this small even before implants. Mind you, I have never been this thin either! Lol So, I feel like I at least match top and bottom!
Much love
Xo
UPDATED FROM marjo23
5 months post
6 month update
marjo23August 28, 2017
Hello beautiful ladies,
I know it's been a while. My health issues continue so that is why I have not posted. My weight is even lower, I'm 88lbs! I do eat and I'm under multiple doctors care. I had a spinal fracture and have been diagnosed with osteoporosis.
With my weight so low that, I honestly cannot say what my result is at this point. I have creases and some puckering in the scars. It's really difficult to say if due to weight loss. My butt and boobs match at this point they are both all skin and no fat.
I will post pictures soon. I'm not sure if the will be of much benefit. My right breast is so small and the bottom is just flat so my bra tends to ride up a bit. It's. frustrating because I'm always adjusting. I just have nothing on othat side to keep it in place.
I notice every pound makes such a big difference. My tiny little bras seem big now and a month ago at 92lbs my left boob filled it better then it does now. I'm hoping one day soon my health issues improve so I can just get on with life.
Sending you all much love
I know it's been a while. My health issues continue so that is why I have not posted. My weight is even lower, I'm 88lbs! I do eat and I'm under multiple doctors care. I had a spinal fracture and have been diagnosed with osteoporosis.
With my weight so low that, I honestly cannot say what my result is at this point. I have creases and some puckering in the scars. It's really difficult to say if due to weight loss. My butt and boobs match at this point they are both all skin and no fat.
I will post pictures soon. I'm not sure if the will be of much benefit. My right breast is so small and the bottom is just flat so my bra tends to ride up a bit. It's. frustrating because I'm always adjusting. I just have nothing on othat side to keep it in place.
I notice every pound makes such a big difference. My tiny little bras seem big now and a month ago at 92lbs my left boob filled it better then it does now. I'm hoping one day soon my health issues improve so I can just get on with life.
Sending you all much love
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August 28, 2017
Hi! So glad to see your update. I'm sorry to hear your health is not improving. What are they saying? I know it must be so frustrating for you, but I know they'll get you well. I know you're taking good care of yourself, but here's a reminder to make sure you're pausing enough and giving yourself smoke opportunity for laughter. I've always thought it's the best medicine for so many things. So I'm here in Houston with this darn storm for three days and s fog who won't get her little princess feet wet. Well last night I let her out of her crate. I couldn't sleep so I figured she'd be s good lap warmer. Long story short she ended up pooping in the corner of the dining room. I stepped in it - tried to hop to the kitchen. Next thing you know my hallway is s skip and slide of Yorkie poop. I slid in it as I circled back to clean up. Fell on my buttons in dog poop and ended up scrubbing me and the floor most of the night. It wasn't funny then to me but reliving it now sure is. Hope it made me smile. I hope I smell okay too. Hugs to you.
August 28, 2017
Thanks, you are wonderful! I hope you did not hurt yourself when you fell! I also have a little princess! They are awesome even if they are a pain in but sometimes! Lol
UPDATED FROM marjo23
2 months post
2 months
marjo23May 2, 2017
So, I'm just over 2 months. My health is still a huge issue and my weight is only 93lbs. I'm eating and following doctors orders, still more tests. I have had a few set backs but, as for my implant removal I think that is going ok. I can feel that things are still changing. I'm still using the tape for scars. I have no idea if it is making a difference since, I'm using it everyday.
I know that my body is not healing quickly but, I think it goes with all the other issues.
Looking at my breasts I am ok with the results so far. I have noticed many other women on the site have had a better result but at my weight I cannot expect much. I am wearing a small in bras, I have not bothered to look for anything in a cup size. I would think that I would be a AA. The right breast has so little to it that I'm never sure if my bra is going to move to the middle of it! The crease line is really unclear. I hope in time it fills in a bit. I'm sure if / when I gain some weight my result will improve.
Sending all you beautiful ladies lots of love xo
I know that my body is not healing quickly but, I think it goes with all the other issues.
Looking at my breasts I am ok with the results so far. I have noticed many other women on the site have had a better result but at my weight I cannot expect much. I am wearing a small in bras, I have not bothered to look for anything in a cup size. I would think that I would be a AA. The right breast has so little to it that I'm never sure if my bra is going to move to the middle of it! The crease line is really unclear. I hope in time it fills in a bit. I'm sure if / when I gain some weight my result will improve.
Sending all you beautiful ladies lots of love xo
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May 2, 2017
I think it's great that you're eating. And maybe wrapping your breast in a binder Will help bind things together . I have been wearing mine for a whole month and plan to keep it on 24/7 for another month . I wear it over my sports bras and honestly i dont care for regular bras, im so laid back and love the comfort of sports bras. Now a days theres all kinds of sports bras out there including padding and underwire. Your breast look good and will improve. Also did you get a capsulectomy? My right breast is smaller too, i am pretty sure its because im a heavy house cleaner and always use my right hand so theres more muscle and burns more fat. Maybe you can try to use your left hand for things like grabbing groceries, cleaning and holding stuff . It looks like theres wrinkles but from what i see on this site they go away so hang in there. Wrap yourself up and keep us posted.
May 2, 2017
I am wearing a sports bra at night and most days but, maybe I will try the binder to see if it helps. Thanks :)
May 3, 2017
Yes it will, the inside is cut up and needs to heal. The tissue will bind together better. My dr said after a week i could stop wearing it but i still felt sensitive and was gettinng twitches. I am not sensitive anymore but im just gonna keep it on. My doctor said lots of tummy tuck women keep their binders on way longer than needed and it wont do harm. I cand wait to get out of it though . Lately when getting out of the shower i have been spending time and massaging my breast to get familiar with them. After all the hacking i think they will be fine. They look less and less butchered everyday . Alot goes on in there and all we see it a tiny little two to three inch surgical incision. Let me know how you're doing . I am on this site often . I dont face book or Instagram. Im a 30 year old with the fun factor of a 80 year old man lol.
May 3, 2017
And my binder has to be ten feet long and four inches wide. I feel like a geisha getting dressed but i know when im healed completly in another month or two itll be worth it. I cant wait to get a good stretch and sleep on my stomach. I still feel sketchy when i try so obviously im not ready but ahh sleeping on my belly and not worrying about waking up with a pooped boob is gonna be great ! Im so glad i decided to explant. When i got pregnant my mind rejected them. The rejection caused additional anxiety . I even got bells palsy last year but no blame to the boobs i was going through hell! But with them out my bells palsy feels 99.9% gone, before explant it was like 85% thank God! We are so lucky and im humbled to have gotten them out. Theres women i see commenting on explant videos and they are sick and dont have money to explant . My heart aches for them. I was asked so many times why id take em out without having problems wuth them. I did have probelms , they were huge and annoying. Like hanging out with a drunken sloth they weighed my mind down. Now i feel lighter , not completely because im 25 pounds over weight but mentally i feel like a teen , a free spirited teen.
May 2, 2017
Be patient with yourself and concentrate on healing and getting well. My breasts continued to change and fill in for 8 months!! So it does take time. I was told another that hers were still changing after 15 months. You may want to try collagen hydrolysate (not sure if I mentioned that before?)...it can help nourish skin, hair, nails and joints and also heal the gut. I'm glad your eating and I pray you find a solution. [RS bleep]
May 3, 2017
Thank you so much and I will check the health food store.
You kindness is much appreciated. Xo
You kindness is much appreciated. Xo
May 3, 2017
Ive been making cilantro sauce . Its like salsa but to be eaten with garlic bread. Its called aji. Its basically cilantro, lime,garlic salt and a little mayo. I use sweet hamburgers bums to make garlic bread. I put butter on a nonstick pan and sprinkle garlic powder then throw half or quarter pieces of bread. Its so good and cilantro is like a magnet. It yanks out metal from your body. Great for detox.
May 8, 2017
That sounds so yummy! I didn't know that about cilantro either. It's just another reason to love it!
May 2, 2017
Progress! I'm so happy to see your update. You know it was at least three months before I started to feel like my hearts looked like breasts. At six months they are still taking shape. What I do find is weight gain - even throughout my cycle- changes them a lot. I still feel grateful every day they are gone. I hope you continue to heal well and to regain your health. I believe the mental aspect of our health plays such a big role. I hope you continue to take good care of yourself. Take tine just for you! I hope you have a lovely day!
May 3, 2017
Love your strength. You may also want to see if they can check your immune levels, you've gone through so much and it would be good to know that you are healthy (other than the weight issue).❤️
May 3, 2017
I'm having blood work done regularly and I have some issues happening. I don't think it is implant related but, I do have an enlarged lymph node in my right arm pit. My family doctor has seen it and it is being followed. I see the surgeon soon and she will also check it.
Thank you for your kindness xo
Thank you for your kindness xo
May 3, 2017
Hello lovely: as soon as I read your weight I scrolled up to check your previous weigh and it seems that you are improving ! Yes! Slowly but surely. I've been always underweight but at my age and after I overcome my divorce and separation things got better on the eating department my ex husband was an enormous source of stress. I eat in small portions bc I feel full very easily, I try to eat more veggies than animal products bc funnily enough, and apart for the ethical reasons I had to become veggie my levels of anxiety diminished a lot when I became vegetarian. I'm not selling you my diet! But just a thought about maybe eating every two hours I always carry a healthy snack in my bag. A Dr i saw once asked me to never find myself hungry. I must always eat something. I have 2 main meals and then 3 other snacks during the day in between. I used to have big brekkies but not anymore. I hope that help! ❤️❤️❤️
May 3, 2017
Oh, it's so nice to hear from you! I have always found myself more drawn to veggies but, I do eat meat. I am snacking and eating 2 good meals and a small lunch. I snack late morning so I'm not very hungry at lunch.
I cook from scratch almost everyday. We make our own bread. I do boil my bones, I know that some of the ladies have talked about that and I told my husband. He stated laughing because, I have been doing it for years but, I use the stock for gravies and soups. I have lots of it in the freezer. So, I'm using it as much as I can!
My big concern is that I have lost a huge amount of bone density so, tomorrow I see the doctor to discuss my options. .
I agree stress is a factor. My husband and I have had some issues and it just adds to things.
That is interesting about the anxiety, I certainly have that these days.
I would probably eat less meat if I was just cooking for myself 2 out 3 of my children are vegetarian. My husband eats a lot of meat so, with just being the 2 of us now it's just easier to make the one meal at dinner time but, when the kids were home I would do both. It's certainly something to think about.
Thank you so much for your thoughtfulness, I really appreciate it! :)
I cook from scratch almost everyday. We make our own bread. I do boil my bones, I know that some of the ladies have talked about that and I told my husband. He stated laughing because, I have been doing it for years but, I use the stock for gravies and soups. I have lots of it in the freezer. So, I'm using it as much as I can!
My big concern is that I have lost a huge amount of bone density so, tomorrow I see the doctor to discuss my options. .
I agree stress is a factor. My husband and I have had some issues and it just adds to things.
That is interesting about the anxiety, I certainly have that these days.
I would probably eat less meat if I was just cooking for myself 2 out 3 of my children are vegetarian. My husband eats a lot of meat so, with just being the 2 of us now it's just easier to make the one meal at dinner time but, when the kids were home I would do both. It's certainly something to think about.
Thank you so much for your thoughtfulness, I really appreciate it! :)
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