25, I am a single mother Latina and I've never wanted anything more than this body transformation!

Hello beautiful people!
So I am 25, I am a single mother Latina and I've never wanted anything more than this body transformation! I won't bore you all with my life story (even though it quite interesting, I think I can write a book!) anyway As i mentioned i have two beautiful children that mean the world to me & they're wonderful existence is the reason I am scheduled for a mommy makeover BUT I see it as a price to pay for such an amazing outcome. So I am very strong willed and independent (by force-life has been tough) and I am very self less I've dropped my social life since day 1 so I could be a mother and father to my children, I put myself through school and am proud to say I graduated and now have a B.S. i was working part time while in school and every penny was accounted for and went to my kids which I've always supported on my own. I was lucky enough... Wait, scratch that.. I was *blessed* enough to obtain a job just a month after graduating and I am now making decent money. I have wanted a mommy makeover for over three years now, and even though I was counting pennies before, I knew that somehow, some day, I would have this done....And now, OMG the date is fast approaching! Anyway, I really want to take my kids places and explore and have adventures but I know I will never fully be happy and enjoy myself until I can be happy and comfortable in my own skin. So I started saving money and my first savings is going to..... Myself! Sigh, it's so hard to admit that but I think I deserve it. It's my present to myself for being the tough b**** that I am :-D I keep battling the guilty feeling that maybe we should go to Disney world for a week instead or visit family in San Diego, but then I go back to telling myself I won't be happy until I'm comfortable in my skin... Then I wonder what if I don't survive (in terrified of the anesthesia) and I call myself selfish again and possibly vane.. Since my children would be left without the only parent they have... ugh...Does anyone else have these emotional roller coasters??

Ugh...it's so hard to share pictures... I don't even allow my bf to catch a look at my stomach. Here it goes...

Was so nervous to post them that I forgot to upload! Lol here they are ....