Why Hello Everyone!

So today wast the first day back at the gym. Oh boy so not like it used to be. So my workout was 6 times of 400 meter run and I subed the pull ups for 50 squats. I got on the treadmill (it was pouring outside) started to run and I did not like my boobs bouncing and I think it scared me too. So I decided to use the elliptical instead, I didn't bounce as much so it was better. I could feel my boobs getting tight but it only lasted for a little bit. Now we always do some sort of core work after and that was tough. We did 10 mins of whatever core work you wanted to do. I never realized how much you use your chest muscles, or maybe it is just me. Flutter kicks, sit ups, in and outs, and bicycles all seemed to uses my chest muscles after a few reps. So I pretty much just gave up on abs today. Thank goodness my trainer wasn't here today! My PS told me not to work chest at the gym so I am just listening to him. Ha! I was a little nervous to take my light jacket I wore to the gym because you could so tell I had a BA. I really don't know why because I think everyone knows that's what I did. Well I am sure they all know now! I think I need to get different sports bras.

Wow I am really tired now. I don't see any change in my boobs. I think they look the same. They are feeling really soft now. My nipples are still sensitive but it is getting better. I am still sore around the incision and the tops of my boobs. Ughh I can't wait for this soreness and pain to go away. One more week in this bra and I am going to burn them!!

So I was dreading going back to work today. Mainly because I don't like my job too much but this is not the place for that... So I did alright at work I did get really tired but I was ok. I got really tight and uncomfortable. I think it is this bra I have to wear tho. My nipples are so sensitive now! I think it is cutting into my boobs on the tops. You can't see in the pics but it is there. Oh well 15 more days of this thing and I am throwing it in the trash. I did buy a bigger size and it is still doing it but it is a little more comfortable. The price we pay. Oh yeah the doc said to wear this one until my Oct 15 appointment so I will be a good girl and listen.

My pain and tighness have gone away for the most part. When I use my arms and flex my chest muscles I can feel the implant moving and it throws me off. I guess I need to get used to this. I do get shooting pains every now and then but not too bad. I think the nipples and where this bra is tight on the top is the worst pain now. My insicions hurt every now and then. They are pretty gross looking to me but I think they are looking like everyone elses so I am not to worried about them now.

So I guess the first day back wasn't all too bad other than the talk of a government shut down and not knowing when I am going to get paid again part...