Reconstruction but Didn't Have Cancer -
I am one of the unusual cases for a breast...
I am one of the unusual cases for a breast reconstruction, as I have not had cancer. I had a breast reduction which went horribly wrong in Sept last year. I also had a reduction 35 years ago, and that is where the problem stems from.... I am 58 and my breast were 36H. I had extreamly bad back and neck aches, and suffered from headaches which had been diagnosed as coming from my heavy breasts. My GP suggested I have another reduction.
Early last year I started my research and found a good PS here in Sydney. At the 1st visit he told me of the risks as a result of the previous reduction, and at the 2nd visit he repeated the possible complications. I decided to go ahead, and thought the worst that could happen is I could lose my nipples, but knew they could be reconstructed. After the operation I was told there was a problem with both my nipples and that I might lose them. I took the news pretty good and for 2 weeks we fought to save them.
The left side finally became pink, but the right got darker and had to be removed. Back into hospital I went, but unfortunately when the Dr came to see me after that operation, he told me that 1/2 my breast had also died, and had to be removed.... I had another another 2 operations before I eventually went home both times to debride my tiny little right breast, and also to have a skin graft on the left breast, as there had been skin seperation on the 'T' section..... I couldn't win.
I have been healing well and I have seeing my PS twice a week for about a month, then went to weekly, forthightly, then monthly visits, and now I will see him for a preop visit, in Feb and will have an expander placed in my right breast in March.
So my journey begins. I also need to have some more work done to the left breast, and there is also a 'dogear' to repair, but I am really pleased to start this transformation as I really don't want to be lopsided for longer than I have to be. I have gone from a H cup to a C cup and am wearing a prosthesis on the right side, but I have a very positive attitude. My PS is wonderful and I have full confidence in him, and know that I am in very good hands....
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Not sure I know what you mean Beverly 'in terms of lifestyle'...
If you meant the 2nd reduction, I really hated my breasts, and with all the associated problems that I was having with them and I really wanted to get rid of them. There was a lot of things that are hard to do with extreamly large breasts,and was very disappointed that over the 35 years they had grown back much larger than they were before I had my first reduction. I was 23 and had was an E cup, and in all honesty wasn't really happy with the first reduction as I thought not enough was taken, and I only went down 2 cup sizes. Over the 35 years I had 3 children, and my weight had gone up and down, and through all of this my breasts just got bigger, and then menupause hit and they started to grow again.
As for now, I need to have this reconstruction to become the full me again. My husband is very supportive and of course for him I would love to have breasts that look great. I am under no illusion that my girls are going to look fabulous when finished, but they will hopefully be the same size and look good in a bra.
My PS is a bit of a perfectionist and I think he has taken the approach that he want to get them as perfect as possible for me, especially after what I have been through.
Megan... I asked to be a C/D cup. I am a small C at the moment
There are problems with the left breast as well, as there is also dead tissue in it, but my body has started to absorb it...thankfully.
After the expander has done it's job and the change over op takes place, he is going to take out the skin graft on the left breast and bring it back to a thin line scar, and also place about 100cc implant into the breast. This will also help to make the girls have the same shape. At this stage he is planning to put in 450cc into the right breast. After all is finished I will probably be a very full C to a D.
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I applaud you for choosing to restore your body. It appears your persistence is paying off. How do you support this choice in terms of your lifestyle?
Beverly
Marg, good job maintaining such a positive attitude through this! I'm so glad to hear that despite what has gone on you still feel confident in your PS. Do you mind me asking if approximately a C cup is what you were aiming for with the second reduction?
Thank you for writing the update for us. I'm so sorry to hear your left breast has been problematic as well. Again, I am just amazed at how well you are accepting all of this - very admirable!
You want to hear something a little funny? I've always had the opposite problem as you, I'm very tiny up top, and when I read about how your breasts kept growing even after your reduction I thought "If they can still grow, there's hope for me yet!" ;)
Please keep us posted on how you are doing - and don't be afraid to reach out to the other ladies in this community, they are awesome!!

So pleased I came across your story, I'm having a Bilateral Mastectomy on the 27 March and I don't have breast cancer either. My breasts are a 36H and I have seen 8 PS and 2 Breast Surgeons. I decided that a Breast Reduction wouldn't give me the results I wanted, like you I also hate my breasts. I would be interested to know how you get on with your recon. I'm thinking once Iv'e healed to get implants I have very thin skin as have been on medications for nearly 20 yr's. Hope all goes well for you today! Helen.
I think you are very brave in having a full Mastectomy, and I do hope all goes well for you.
Although I did hate my breasts, it was only because they were so big. I have to say I have really enjoyed the last few months being a small 'C' cup, and I have felt so much more free.
Goodluck for your surgery and let us know how you get on.
I will keep updating with each procedure I have done as well..
I am back home after spending 2 day in hospital...
My small right breast has had an expander put in under the muscle, and when I woke I found the Dr had already put 200mls into it. It is very painful at the moment and feels like an elephant is sitting on my chest...haha. My Dr has said it will keep getting better as the skin get used to being streached and soon the elephant will be gone. I will be having 100mls put in each fortnight until I am at the size I want to be. I am thinking this process is going to be painful each time.
The left breast had a few procedures done to it, but it is really looking good, from what I can see. The breast had dropped down the chest, so decide to do a mini lift. All the dead tissue was also debrided, He cut away some skin at the bottom of the chest and sewed the breast down to my ribs to keep it in place. The skin graft was also brought back into a nice thin single scar. The nipple had to be moved up to a higher position, and this was done as a nipple graft rather than doing it the normal way as he thought the nipple would survive a third move. I may not have as much feeling in the nipple anymore, but to be honest I didn't have much feeling there after the Breast Reduction anyway My 'dogear' has also been repaired, but as yet I cannot really see what it is like with the tape over it.
This is early days yet, but I think I am really going to be happy with what my PS has done, and I am looking forward to all of the tapes coming off so I can have a good look at my girls. It is going to be at least 3 months before I have the expander swapped over for the implant, and at this stage I will still be having a small implant placed into my left breast as well, as it is now quite small and it will help to give the girls the same shape.
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So glad to hear things are going well for you Peglet!!
It seems a lot of women mention tolerating the fills can be difficult. Some have talked about reducing the amount of fill to 50-75cc's at a time. If you are finding them to be pretty uncomfortable perhaps this is something you can discuss with your PS. Might as well try to make it as comfortable as possible.
Please keep updating us on how you are. :)
Saw my PS today and he is very happy with my progress. I am having my first fill in 4 weeks,(that is 5 weeks after expander was inserted), so as to let the expander settle and I am quite happy about that.
Actually feeling quite good today and even slept on my side for a little last night.... All is looking positive
That is wonderful to hear!! Hoping things remain as comfortable as possible for you!!!

How have you been. You were to have the Bilateral Mastectomy on the 27th March. How are you feeling??
I do hope it went well and you are at peace with the decision to have the operation. So far I would definitely recommend a reconstruction when you are ready, but I am still in the very early stages. I will keep posting and let you know how I am going and what is happening to me....

I am to see him again on the 24th April, to discuss a date for the swap over. After a talk with my husband, I have decided not to go any bigger than where I am now. Pretty sure I will be happy with a C cup for the rest of my life...... certainly a lot better than and H cup.
If you are unsure about how painful it might be, you could ask your PS to go very slow with the fills.
Mine has been very fast, but my breast is coping well with it...
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