Loving my results!!

Like so many ladies, I have been stalking this site for several months and have finally decided to write my own story. I am 44 years old, 5"3, 150 lbs. I had an okay figure prior to having children..never had much of a butt...but certainly better than what I have today. After two back to back pregnancies, I was about 50 lbs overweight. I suffered, struggled, ate right and exercised and managed to lose the weight. But sadly, along with the extra pounds, I lost what little butt I had.

My kids are now in their teens and off to college soon. I usually don't spend much money on myself, but decided to indulge since I truly hate my backside! I had a consultation about 1 year ago with Dr. Jimerson but decided against doing the BBL at the time. My mind is set now...I met with Dr. J last week and I'm scheduled for December 17th. He requested I gain about 20 lbs but I cannot imagine that's going to happen...more like 10 lbs. He did clarify that since I'm not giving him much to work with, I will not end up with a huge booty...but really, I'm 44 and work in an extremely conservative profession. A huge ghetto booty would not really suit me. Just please improve on the pancake ass I currently have!! It is so embarrassingly pathetic!

I am truly excited and starting to get nervous as I'm less than a month away from surgery! I'll be getting the BBL, lipo to upper & lower abs, upper & lower back, flanks and inner thighs. This surgery has completely consumed my life....I cannot think about anything else!

So since my consultation last week where I was told to gain weight, I've done nothing but eat and eat and eat. I feel totally disgusting and sick to my stomach. I stand on the scale this morning and I've gained 2 lbs! I was expecting about 9 or 10! You'd think gaining weight would be super easy..no? I can't think about drinking those nasty Ensure shakes. I hate milk...and that's like thick milk...gross.

I'm getting so excited!! Only 25 more days to go..I'm up 5 lbs and with Thanksgiving coming I know I'll do some serious damage!
I haven't really purchased any of the things I need..I'll have to look at some of the supplies lists you ladies have posted. I was really only hoping to buy the absolute necessities.