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Journey to a New Me Inside and out - Suwanee, GA
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I am on my new journey to start a new me. I'm...
lady1334April 24, 2013
$13,000
I am on my new journey to start a new me. I'm ready to stop all this negative live styles. I feel like this procedure is pushing me to change my ways which are smoking weed cigarettes and drinking. I'm currently 223 lbs I stand 6 ft tall. I need to loose weight to get the desired results I want. I am starting quitting smoking today.i have been an avid weed smoker for over 10 years . It's how I cope. I spoke on the adverse about 6 blunts a day of loud and smoke a pack a day of cigarettes . I want my procedure to go smooth and I want to to be satisfied with my results so I agave to. I'm using this for motivation.i already went to my consultation in march 13 2013 I called today to get my surgery paid in full and get an appointment.they answered but I was told that I would get a call bk in 24-48 hrs?????
Not trying to be funny I'm trying to give u 13000 dollars. I have never been skinny .after having my daughter I I got to almost 275 I lost weight I'm down to 220 but I wanna at least get to 200 or 195. I starved my self to loose the weight originally and when I gained it bk I gained it all top heavy. I have sponge bob all day. Even when I was bigger I never had muffin top and fat bk. now dats where most of my weight is.when I gain weight I can tell because this my back love hadle and stomach are the first to grow larger....never my ass. And when I loose my ass is the first to go.lol. iLife I said I was never a tiny girl I been 180 and 6 feet sincei was 12 years old .my weight kept going up from there. I was never told I was beautiful and always had self esteem issues and always put on a front to seem confident.. I see this surgey as a n opportunity to change years of self hate and low self esteem.
I have 4 more classes to finish and I will be done in school. I honestly have no motivation for life and that's not good being only 29. I want to be confident and happy with myself not for anyone. I don't think n people really understand that this surgery is a life changing moment for me. My life will never be the same starting today. I'm scared and excited. I'm tired of standing still. I need something to push to the next level in life. I have a daughter that watches mommy. She 10 by the way. I took 3 weight loss pills today slim quick. I don't know if that will affect the fat transfer so maybe I should call and ask. Any way I need all questions comments and concerns please. I need all the support I can get I don't have any in real life. Thanks for bring a shoulder to lean on.
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so many struggles
lady1334June 15, 2013
hello I have had everything that could happen to happen since the last I started my story in becoming. a new me inside and out. I found out my fiance of 3 years was cheating and instead. of ne using that for motivation I started BK smoking and slack on eating right and working out. I lost 11 pounds but need to loose more to get the results u want. I need to tightened these thunder thighs and back fat. I feel like I know each and everyone of you from reviewing your stories.I am so self continence but wanted to post pics because y'all dis Ans it's only fair. well here goes. Monday norm back to the gym I go.
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June 15, 2013
Hey Lady, my heart goes out to you what a freakin [RS bleep]...well it goes to show you that you cant trust anyone but yourself.. My grandma use say "out with old in with the new" so keep focusing on you and your daughter and leave these selfish azz men alone there no good especially the ones that dont have Any Ambitions.

June 15, 2013
Your a beautiful Godiva Chocolate Black women, so carry it well.. We all have insecurities nothing that an good nip & tuck cant fix. After your surger your going to look like a Goddess..homeboy might crawl back to you But A Strong Woman Knows Her Worth. Later my Queen

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