**SX JULY 17,2013** Excited and anxious at the same damn time! - Suwanee, GA

I usually dont let minor things bother me but i saw something disturbing..confusing..So one of the girls I met in GA turned out to be a fake ass b****. Sad but true. I feel sorry for her. What's funny is she's an older lady. I'm half her age. Didn't find out about this until recently but in the end I heard she was talking behind my back. But let me set it straight: I'm not one to kiss someone's feet and act like their important when their really NOT. It's really sad what people will do to feel loved and what they will say to earn attention. Fake attitude claiming she would be of help and whatever I needed her companion could do it. HAHA she had NO benefit to me whatsoever. like it even mattered im a big girl i can handle myself but the fact she had to bribe the people around her to win their affection is kind of Sad. It's also hilarious how this particular person would post a picture of herself on here but PHOTOSHOP Her post op pics. Because honey in real life you could never look like that nor would any surgery be able to fix your fugly personality and snake-like ways.... Lol just a hater I wanted to address and LAUGH OUT LOUD AT. (Might I add I'm not the only one laughing at you, so who gets the last laugh now hehe) Seriously Like who posts photoshopped pictures on realself come on now this site is intended for REAL REVIEWS. There is obviously something deeper that needs to be fixed if you are so insecure to post your real results lolol

On that note I'm gonna laugh and catch zzzzs

Measurements as of today:

38-33-45
I went online and checked my waist to hip ratio
it was .73
Im a happy camper thats all I can say :)

I cant wait until I start working out. My waist and back fat need to go...I was 34-36c before having to gain weight....My waist I cant expect it to be super tiny because realistically I went from a 250 pound body. But im confident I can shed a few off doing ab workouts standing up as soon as I'm in the clear to get it in at the gym

thats it for today!

Quick update:
-I ordered a medium garment from lipoexpress. [RS bleep] didnt fit had to get a large instead so I'm waiting until it comes in the mail..
-ordered a half foam roller hopefully I can start driving
-I use mederma and neosporin everyday on my scars
- been eating right maintaining weight
-weird because when I came home from GA I was 179.. Now I'm 170
- cant wait until I can tone up at the gym
- booty has dropped from a '48 (day of sx) to '45.. Not too dramatic of a drop considering I was swollen
-back sides and front tummy is still sore and tender to the touch
-I've even off my meds
-didnt start back on my birth control pills yet
-I take multivitamin and arnica and iron pills
-I usually eat a lot of meat and veggies/fruit only