2 months post op!

I am 4 days away to the beginning of the rest of my life! I can not wait, I am excited,nervous and anxious. I am not scared, I just want to hurry up and see the results! I know that patience is key, that I am scared about because I am not known for my patience. But as I told my grandma today, I will follow the instructions of my Dr. I hope the recovery is bearable and not to terribly painful. I will post follow up after my markings! And the day of or after if I am upto it. Keep me in your prayers for a speedy recovery and a successful surgery.
Xoxoxoxo

Tomorrow is the big day! I am so excited, I could hardly sleep last night and doubt I will sleep at all tonight! I am thankful that I have an early surgery (7am) that way I can just get up and roll! I am soooo nervous about the results, I am confident that my PS will do a great job, but he can not change my body type/shape! All my life I have hated my mid section, even when I was 100lbs! I am nervous that I will not feel beautiful, sexy ect. That is all I have ever wanted, I am not searching for perfection, jut satisfaction when I look in the mirror or see a picture without only seeing how big my belly is!!!! That is what I'm nervous about. The money is a big issue and I feel selfish, my kids gave up their Christmas for me! Of course they will still get a few things, but all the festivities are not gonna be the same with recovery and tight finances. I have a huge support system! My husband is awesome and wants me to be happy and insist that he loves me how I am and is going to miss my belly!(what a joke)! Then I have two wonderful kids age 14(boy) and 10 (girl). I almost cried when my daughter said to me that she wants me to have this done because she doesn't want to hear me say that I am fat and it makes her sad when I get dressed and I'm sad. My son is excited to have a hot mom, he has always been proud of me but he is excited for my confidence. I am going through with the surgery an don't have second thoughts, I am just praying that I do not have any regrets! Keep me in your prayers and I will try to update when I'm return to the flat side!