25, 1 Kid, 500cc Silicone Removal and Lift - Spokane, WA

No problem. What and when is your surgery?

I have consultations coming up at the end of the month. I have 32 year old silicone (one ruptured) and I'm 56 years old. I really dread going through all this and the worst part is that I brought it on myself! Young and stupid!! Did you have a lift? You really good in your post op photo. I don't think at my age my results will be anything like yours. At least my implants are small so that makes me feel a little better. Hope you feel better soon!

Wow, that is intense. I hope that your consultation goes well. LOL yes young and stupid for sure. I got a anchor lift too.

Dear Bigmistake: I hope everything goes good for you. Just write me when ever you want. hugs zzztop

I will keep in touch! Hugs to you!

I was a 34A. Now after having a kid, I am 36 around. The doc told me yesterday that I will be a B cup.

SMALL B CUP BUT I AT LEAST FILLED OUT B CUP NOW I DON,T EVEN NEED A BRA NOTHING THERE JUST TWO LITTLE BUMPS, I JUST WANT TO CRY AND SCREAM WHEN I LOOK AT MY SELF. I,AM SUFFERING DEPRESSIN OVER THIS . ON PROZAC , JUST SO TIRED. I FEEL RIPPED OFF FROM THIS BUTCHER. BUT I GUESS HE DID THE BEST HE COULD THEY WERE IN ME 35 YEARS JUST BEAUTIFUL AND I NEVER HAD ONE PROBLEM. AND THANK GOD I HAD NO CANCER. SILICON GETS AS HARD AS AROCK. WELL I BETTER CLOSE HAVE SUCH A HEADACHE (4) MONTHS OF FEELING TIRED AND DEPRESSED. AND NO ONE TO TALK TO ACCEPT HERE. HUGS ZZZ

I feel so bad for you. I am 56 and have had silicone for 32 years. I found out last year that one is ruptured and not sure about the other. I'm about to go for consultations this month and I feel sick over the whole thing. I plan to have surgery in June. Please keep updating us and I hope you start to feel better really soon! Hugs and may God bless you!

Dear Big Mistake82 I had mine 35 years i,am 68, I don,t want to scare anyone. but how come you have to wait almost 3 more months to take out leaking silcon from a ruptured implant. The longer you wait the more the silicon goes in your tissuees. my Plastic Surgeon got mine out right away. I had very extensive serious surgery. Had to cut muscle, to get to implant , my implants were put behind muscle. The surgery lasted 4 1/2 hours. first time in my life i had anything like this. i never knew mine were ruptured ((No One Told me. I belong to Kaiser HMO. horrible. but I had my surgery done by a private PS cost me $10,500.00 . and I,am still not over this healing and depression. hugs zzztop

Small b I hated it . My sister had a great figure big boobs. and we would go shopping and she could get these real cute sexy bathing suits . Plus I was about 25lbs over weight and these tiny little breast. I would come home and cry for hours. So I got a good job and finelyy got them back then 1988 only cost me $3000.00 and I was so happy the first time I looked at them I got double DD,s I had bought a real pretty bra (with no big falsies in them) I put the bra on and my new ittle out fit. Hair all done cute. for the first time in my life I felt so like a women Sexy natural great figure I had lost my 20lbs before I had surgery exercized dieted. . Felt femmnein (can,t spell) yep thats what my implants did for me and never once in 35 years did I have a problem. But I,am to old now to have new implants. no more surgery for me. I was so sick. thats about it. I,am very sad

Mine are also behind the muscle. I've had to wait weeks just to get consultation appointments. They are coming up the last week of March. I will be able to be off work the end of May for summer. I also have a son graduating, and a full time job, and keep by grand baby in the afternoons. I'm too busy to ever have surgery, but June seems like the best time. It makes me sick every time I think of the surgery and how serious it could possibly be. I really don't know how long mine had been ruptured either. Funny how I always got letters from the hospital saying my mammograms have been normal, but I changed doctors and my doctor called me and told me that the last one showed a rupture. So maybe my old doctor just was careless and didn't tell me. Who knows?

Dear bigmistake82; I,am 68 had mine 35 years never a problem. the same thing happened to me I had my mammograms every 2 years. Well I noticed On right breast a blueish look to my skin with little lumps under skin.. So I called my PC DR. saw skin Dr. he did a biopsey on skin he looked at my breast said this rash has nothing to do with your implants they are fine. Then one morning I felt my right breast hard broken lumps every where my nipple was so hard. Made an opp. with Plastic surgeon I sat there waiting for him an hour. he comes in turns on his computer and procedes to tell me I have ruptured implant I never knew I had my mammogram 1/7/2013 (no one notfied me I never knew) good Drs. Also I had all kins of things can,t write them down documents i went and got told me everything. Any way it has been 3 1/2 months I,am finelly starting to feel normal. my chest is butchered but he did the best he could. I have no breast now just 2 bumps, scars, no nipples and they are lopsided. had to go buy foam inserts to put in bra. Or I,am totally flat. But if I was you I would try to get in sooner. to save your own tissue, mine had to be removed lymnodes I had to have patholgy check all this stuff 6 times to make sure I had no cancer. I had Post Operative Depression. on meds. and These Drs could care less. It cost me $10,800.00 (out of my own pocket. and in 3 months has only seen him one time. He will not returen calls. big [RS bleep]. I had to go today and get blood work because I was feeling so tired and depressed. Well I better close I wish you good healing and hugs zzz

double DD now nothing lopsided scar,s I can,t look at my chest. hugs zzz

There is nothing wrong with being flat chested! You have to find shirts and outfits that flatter your new figure. I do not want anymore surgery either, too much time and pain! My PS said I should be okay in 2 weeks; be able to lift in 6-8 weeks; and for full results, it should take about 6 months. It has been almost a week since my surgery. I feel sore, but I do not take any medication. It will get better everyday! Don't be too hard on yourself. [RS bleep] happens that is not within our control, and we just have to make the best out of it. Try to be happy for health because I'd rather have no boobs than cancer or complications. Good luck ZZZTOP. Hang in there. :)

Dear mt/1234 I have always loved big breast. I got mine put in when I was 34. have had them for 35 years they were part of me. But my surgery because the right one was such a mess my chest the right one has got scar going through the front of breast. i have no nipples I had so much silicon in my own tissues by the time he got done the right breast goes up and the left down the nipples he tried to grat on my slin and tissue was so thin they are differant colors. my breast right now i would have to ware a little girl training bra. Big thick rope like scars. I had to pay for this out of my own pockets $10,500.00 plus $300.00 for patholgy. Whic I do thank God I did not have cancer. I belong to Kaiser HMO I had my mammogram 1/7/2013 and it showed bad rupture, in fact they said " so much silicon it would block the view of a cancer" and i never knew until 8 months later. By chance. My Pc Dr. never told me. This has just taken such a toll on me physically and mentally. Plus the PS I had never told me nothing. I,am going Tuesday for more blood work. I have sever anxiety, panic attacks . I,am looking into getting a lawyer. Every time I look at myself in mirro I just want to cry., so deformed. I did by some foam inserts to have something in front. I do not like a flat chest. but I will never get surgery again to sick. Thanks alot mt. hugs zzz

Yes. The capsules were removed. Originally, my PS was only going to do a partial capsulectomy, but I had a lot of scar tissue and calcium deposits. Therefore, she took them completely out. Lol, thanks for the compliment. To me they look like Frankenstein boobs. I am too scared for the steri strips to come off!

Dear mt, Were those your breast on the left side of this page??? they came on so fast but what I saw looked great. You have big breast . I had that to scar tissue, calcium deposits then all that silicon. It has been 4 mnths I was walking and going to store practically right away then all of a sudden I just felt so depressed have,nt been out of house for 10 days. Did you feel great right away???? I just feel like I have no energy. i had a totally capsulectomy on both. I won,t ever have surgery again . to scared. when did you have your out??? and you feel good???? Well I have to go need to go to the kitchen . hugs zzzz

I went out the house a week after surgery because I was going stir crazy. I did not feel great right away as I am still sore and limited to what I can do. I had my implants out 4th of March 2014. Mentally, I feel relieved. Physically, I feel sore. I have to give myself and body more time to make a full assessment on how I really feel because it has only been a week since implants have been out. I am happy they are out, but I am anxious for the final results of what my breast will look like.

Dear mt: Actually today 3/10/2014 i have felt good. I had mine out on 11/1/2013. and it was a mess not an easy operation. Bu I have depression and anxiety. I called my shrink he said I was prombly suffering from Post Operative Depression. So he increased my Prozac by 1 so I take 30 mg now . I had to do something I just felt so depressed and no energy. Well and looking at my chest when I first saw it I almost fainted. I had my inplants 35 years and they were just beautiful and never one problem. now this . oh well i,am 68 married and I don,t need big perky breast. and I never want to go through this again. night mare.