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Regret After my First Tattoo?? - Spain

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Okay, so I had this tattoo done about a month ago....

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oopswth2
Okay, so I had this tattoo done about a month ago. It is a symbol from my favourite videogame saga, Silent Hill. I got it just because I really liked the sigil and videogames are a important part in my life. Whatever, I got it done, and wasn't sure about it, it looked soooo big in my back! (Although it is about ten cm diameter) the day after I forgot about it and loved it until two days ago, when I noticed a small symbol (the one in the upper part) was wrong. I spent this two previous days consuming in what to do until I talked to my artist and gave me a solution. I spent these two days searching for ways to erase the symbol that was wrong, and they told me, because it is dark red, that it wouldn't dissapear completely. After my tattoo artist gave me a solution, I got a relief I can not explain, but right after I have been wondering if I did okay tattooing this in general on myself. Asking me things like, "why would you tat that on yourself, you can only say Silent Hill is your fav videgame?" "Is the color shitty?" "Is it postioned too up?" "I screwed up my skin forever" (because of what they told me in the removal shop). I think this might be influenced by my behaviour this last days (searching for laser removal 24/7, not sleeping etc) and tonight I puked from the anxiety thinking I made a big, big mistake. Couldn't barely sleep, I can't get it out of my head. And it is so weird, because until this days I loved it so much, I thought it made me look so badass. Yesterday I even tried all my clothes to see how much you could see of the tat. (1/4 aprox if the shirt is loose) and seriously, SO CONCERNED ABOUT IT. It looks cool, but for some reason it is annoying me and I don't know why. And plus, before that I just thought that it was tattoo, not such a big deal, but omg, reading all these people opinions made me feel sick of myself. Btw, I also would like to know if it is possible to completely remove the tattoo, any experiences with the color? I am so concerned and yesterday I loved it so much. What do you think/recommend? I want to love it again and stop concerning about it. Heeeeelp, I am dying.

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October 27, 2015
Hola,
Que bueno ver gente de mi tierra por aquí. Aquí tienes otra arrepentida más. Entiendo perfectamente como te sientes, la diferencia es que yo me arrepentí inmediatamente después y lo peor es que llevaba muuucho tiempo planeando este tatuaje, así que la parte positiva de todo esto es que he aprendido a que puedes cometer errores estúpidos en tu vida... todo tiene solución menos la muerte!

Si te sirve de algo mi opinión, ni conozco el video juego ni he jugado jamás a los videojuegos ni nada parecido osea que mi visión de tu tatuaje es puramente artística y a mi me gusta mucho!!!! :)

En el caso de que no logres ver el lado bueno de tu tatuaje siempre te quedará el laser. No va a ser barato, no va a ser rápido... pero harás que desaparezca! Yo empiezo en diciembre a quitármelo y aprovechare una visita a NY para darme el primer tatamiento con el ultimo laser de Cutera que combina el picosecond y el nanosecond ( todavía no está en España). Pasadas las 5 semanas de rigor comenzaré en España, en Madrid concretamente con la Ink Hunter Master que es tipo nanosecond que por lo que he visto da los mejores resultados en lineas definidas sin relleno como el tuyo... ese laser lo tienes en muchos sitios! mira también Picoway, lo tienen en dos clínicas en Barcelona y otra en Sevilla y por ultimo el Picosure que también lo tienen ya en bastantes lugares y funciona genial con el color. Ahora ahí es invierno y te lo vas a poder empezar a tratar, piensa que si empiezas en breves hasta verano probablemente ya puedas haberte dado 3 o cuatro tratamientos.

A parte de esto, decirte que intentes no obsesionarte... es lo peor! yo llevo meses buscando lasers y sitios como loca, casi como si de mi trabajo se tratara. También dejé de descansar y de comer, no quería salir de casa... HORRIBLE :( de verdad, piensa que todo tiene solución, pero lo más importante, piensa si verdaderamente te lo quieres eliminar.. es muy muy chulo!!

Besos, espero que toda este rollo te ayude un poco, yo cuando estoy triste entro aquí y leo post de gente que está igual que yo y me tranquiliza, jajajja no me siento tan estúpida.
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October 28, 2015

Ay, muchas gracias!!! Si, si creo que este arrebato de locura va de la mano de que tuviera un símbolo mal y después de buscar tratamiento láser como una loca y que me dijeran que no tuviera muchas esperanzas porque el color era muy díficil de sacar me emparanollé muchísimo y ya me pregunté si había hecho bien haciendome el tatuaje en general. Y yo también pienso que es un tatuaje muy chulo, todos los de mi entorno (excepto mis padres) piensan que es genial y tal, de hecho me preguntan quién me lo ha hecho porque la línea es genial y no se ha expandido nada. Quiero mantenerlo por eso y aparte porque no sé si me merece la pena arriesgarme a tener un "fantasma rojo" en la espalda.
Yo hago lo mismo XD posteé mi caso a ver si alguien me decía "se te pasará y te volverá a gustar". Gracias por tu comentario y recomendaciones!! :) Ya me siento mejor con mi tatuaje, la verdad.

October 28, 2015
jejeje me alegro!! sal del circulo de vicioso. Tu tatuaje es muy chulo y lo vas a disfrutar :) le gusta a la gente que entiende de video juegos y a los que no tenemos ni "papa" también!!!
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October 27, 2015
Hi! I can understand your misery! (At least somewhat anyway.) I regretted the background of my tattoo immediately after I got it, and that's where we differ. But I understand the intense anxiety! I thought I was losing my mind!

First of all, DO NOT listen to the people in the removal shop! After my first consultation at a removal shop I bawled my eyes out in the parking lot. The laser guy had told me how shitty the tattoo was and how it distracted from my pretty face. It really hurt me! But I have discovered after several more consultations that they are only being harsh because they want you to come spend your money at their laser removal shop. They can come up with bad things to say even about the best tattoos. What you should do is ask for what people HERE think of your tattoo, or people in your life.

And that leads me into my next topic, my opinion of your tattoo. I think it does look badass! I had no idea where it's from, but now that I know, that makes you so much cooler. I'm a gamer myself, so I can appreciate someone who appreciates videogames! And don't feel bad that it's from a game. I've seen plenty of Zelda and Mario tattoos!! I've even though of maybe a Zelda tattoo for myself since I've grown up playing Zelda.

Now I have a question though. Is that symbol still messed up? Can an artist manipulate what you have and turn it into what it should be? If the messed up symbol is really the underlying cause of your stress, I have seen red ink fade quite a bit. It's possible it could be faded and redone. But really, it's just one tiny symbol that I highly doubt anyone that even recognizes the symbol will notice.

Anyway, sorry for the long comment. Keep us updated. Message me if you seriously need to talk. I respond within 24 hours. :-)
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October 28, 2015

Aw, thank you so much for your comment. I don't feel bad because it is from a game, and all the people around me thinks it is cool-looking. Now I am feeling better about it, and your comment sure helped me. I think it was just panic because they told me they could never erase it because of the colour (they told me to aspire to complete removal it would take from 15 to 20 sessions and weren't so sure about it :( !) . And although I like it, I started to question myself because it was also my first tattoo. And yes, since the symbol I have to fix is so tiny my tatto artist told me that he could erase it completely with a couple of sessions of "inking with water on top", basicly a kind of dermal abrassion but since it is so tiny (5mmx7mm) it wouldn't leave a noticeable scar. Thank you for your comment!!

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October 28, 2015
Honestly, it's a really cool tattoo. I love it. Those tattoo removal jerks just scared you because they want your money. From looking at tattoos with similar colours on here, I think it's possible to remove your tattoo, but it's beautiful! I don't know anything about video games, but it looks intriguing and very cool.
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October 28, 2015

No! What scared me is the impossibility of erase it in my whole life! XD thank you so much! For the moment I will keep it and try to stop concerning about it since it is nicely done and I can hide it easily.

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October 28, 2015

Hey there oopwth, looks like your mini support group has taken off! Other comments have taken the words right out of my mouth, my first thought was "cool tattoo" I am not a gamer, so I would not notice anything out of place. Red ink can be removed, according to doctor Danny Soares "the best laser choice for red tattoo removal is the 532 nm q-switched Nd:YAG laser." [ Read more]

The PicoSure Boost also works on red and the PicoWay -- you have options. I find the one your tattoo artist talks about really interesting - are you going to try that?

Also, here are some examples of successful red ink removal: http://www.realself.com/review/decided-tattoo-removal-daddys-girl?sort=oldest

http://www.realself.com/review/phoenix-az-tattoo-removal-picosure-laser-skin

I'm so glad that you've found us! Keep us posted on your next steps. 

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October 29, 2015

Yes, I'm going to give it a try. Since the symbol is so small (5mmx7mm aprox) the saline inyection may make it unnoticeable. And about the ink, it is not exactly red, it is dark red, which I am not sure if I could do something about. (Or it is the same, I don't know). Thank you for your comment!

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October 29, 2015

I think to darken red they add black ink, but you would need to ask your artist -- that's my guess and it's what I noticed when I watched my artist blend her ink. 

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October 30, 2015

No, he told me it was a previously made dark red bottle :( he didn't mix any colours

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Almost gone!!

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Well, I ended up wanting to keep my whole tattoo but I still wanted to fix the small detail, so I went to my artist so he could do the saline thing and stuff. I read on the internet that the saline solution thing is a really rare practice, and there are few artists who can do it properly, and still, it wouldn't erase it, but only fade it (maybe dramatically.) I only had 2 sessions and it did wonders. In the picture you can appreciate the fading next to the other line of the tattoo. I think maybe one or two more sessions will absolutely erase it and I am so so so happy :) If you know someone who can use this technique properly, I would suggest you going to them, mostly if your tattoo is really small and it has difficult colors.

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December 1, 2015

That's wonderful!

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I Am Scared to Death

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Hey again, realself. I used to post here as "oopswth" but sadly I forgot the email I used with that account. For those who don't know, basicly my tattooist did a small symbol in my tattoo wrong (The design I provided was right) whatever, he told me he could tattoo over the tattoo with saline solution and it would erase it. So yup, I said yes and stuff but now I am freaking out. All the ink isgone, but he left a scar behind. We had 4 interventions and the last one was brutal. I think he went deeper than he should to make it gone faster. Whatever, it has been 2 months and the scar won't lose its colour. It is still red and I would even say it is expanding? It is flat, though, but I am so concerned about this, how do you see it? I am supposed to tattoo on top the right symbol (which is ten in roman numbers). In case you were wondering, the symbol is around 8mm diameter?

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February 15, 2016
Well, its been a month since I had the blue zapped on my tattoo, and the marks are still pink and very visible. I spoke to the technician, and they said that pink is good, its the skin healing, and it can take over 8 weeks to fade back to normal. I think plenty of water and healthy eating, and Bio Oil is good. Fingers X for you, but im sure it will be fine!
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February 15, 2016
Thank you!! :) I hope so
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February 16, 2016
Scars take awhile to fade, I'd say maybe a year to fade, but I'm almost positive that it WILL fade over time. Maybe speed up the process with some sort of moisturizing substance? Or maybe some sort of scar fading substance? Also, drink lots of water.
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February 16, 2016
Also-
It's really not that noticeable. I wasn't exactly sure at first what you were talking about. It's the small square red part right?
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February 16, 2016
Yes! It is a really low quality picture, that's why it can't be noticed that easily.
Yup, I talked to a friend yesterday and now I am feeling better about it (even optimistic!) Anyway, I am supposed to tattoo on top, so I guess it would be even more difficult to notice. Thank you for your kind words! :D
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February 17, 2016

Thanks for sharing your journey with us! :) I hope you're finding the community helpful and supportive.