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Implants Removal After 15 Years. No Kids. 33 Years Old - Spain
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Hi there girls. I think that after one year...
reinventing.meMarch 29, 2016
Hi there girls. I think that after one year looking through this website trying to find help and advice, It has arrived the moment to say a huge THANKS to you all and to write my history.
English isn't my first language so... sorry for the mistakes.
My history started 15 years ago when I was 18 years old. I was never interested in having a BA done at all. I grow happy in my body during the high school, and I don't remember to have problems with my little boobies, of course I would have appreciate a bit more breast but I was really happy with what I got.
After starting the university, I noticed an asymmetry in my breast that wasn't there before. I started to feel very uncomfortable with it and to even notice it through some of my thing shirts. I live in a beach area and I got uncomfortable quickly. By then, the bras wasn't as good as they are now, but anyway, probably some of it was just in my head.
As my family saw me feeling self concious, and as they thought the same that me regarding my boobies, they suggested to see a plastic doctor and see what it could be done. Thing that I though was a good idea, why not?.
By then I didn't know me as well as I know myself now and I wasn't concious of the impact of BA will have in my soul. Everything happen so quickly and I got BA to fix my asymmetrical problem.
Lucky me I was in the best hands that I could be. The doctor that treat me was and is great and I had fabulous results, they are very natural and I never had any complications regarding my breast. The only thing I always thought I would like to be better is my right scar that is more notable, but that is just the way that I heal as I had another operation in my pelvis when I was wee and it look very thick as well.
After I pass the ten years barrier I have a check every single year.
I should say that I feel that the BA was never something for me, I have always felt very very self concious to talk about it so I just keep it to myself. I only told about the operation to my closest friends, 3 or 4 people. Regarding the rest of the world I never mention anything and I have always felt very uncomfortable and fake to myself when somebody talk about BA and I lie, it make me feel so bad.
I have pass different internal stages. For example, I have tried to open up with more friends. I have battle with my interior and blame me for not being strong enough to assume the past and accepted it and to be open about it. I have also being supper happy, I have completely forgot about it. It has always been a wee roller coaster for me. I think it was just my interior shouting for freedom and complaining saying that it just don't match with my soul.
It was a year ago when I found out about realself and about the possibility of implant removal, I got so happy that I even cried. I saw a small light at the end of a long tunnel, the idea of a new beginning. I could not stop thinking about the possibility of being free and true to myself again. I always though I will be forever stuck in these situation.
Reading the last paragraph sounds very dramatic. I would like to clarify that I always have be very happy regarding my girls, but I think that under my survival cover my soul was feeling just like that.
Well, going back to the present... I have read loads of history of brave girls that have gave me the courage to move forward and to have a second look to my asymmetrical natural breast.
I have discussed it with my doctor, the same that perform my BA and he support me, he seems very surprise but very understanding at the same time.
I think the operation is expensive, 4600 euros. But I feel very confident with him, and he is very good and very professional. So I have not checked with another doctors to be honest. It will be done by block, removing the capsules. The incision will be in the original, peri areolar, around my nipples.
I need to phone the doctor tomorrow to confirm the date in just 2 weeks, to be honest I am freaking out a bit or a lot!!. I think that my parents support me as they always do, but they think that it is the worst idea in the world and that I will be completely deformed, thing that doesn't help me at all.... In the other hand I have the best boyfriend in the whole universe and he support me completely with all his heart
English isn't my first language so... sorry for the mistakes.
My history started 15 years ago when I was 18 years old. I was never interested in having a BA done at all. I grow happy in my body during the high school, and I don't remember to have problems with my little boobies, of course I would have appreciate a bit more breast but I was really happy with what I got.
After starting the university, I noticed an asymmetry in my breast that wasn't there before. I started to feel very uncomfortable with it and to even notice it through some of my thing shirts. I live in a beach area and I got uncomfortable quickly. By then, the bras wasn't as good as they are now, but anyway, probably some of it was just in my head.
As my family saw me feeling self concious, and as they thought the same that me regarding my boobies, they suggested to see a plastic doctor and see what it could be done. Thing that I though was a good idea, why not?.
By then I didn't know me as well as I know myself now and I wasn't concious of the impact of BA will have in my soul. Everything happen so quickly and I got BA to fix my asymmetrical problem.
Lucky me I was in the best hands that I could be. The doctor that treat me was and is great and I had fabulous results, they are very natural and I never had any complications regarding my breast. The only thing I always thought I would like to be better is my right scar that is more notable, but that is just the way that I heal as I had another operation in my pelvis when I was wee and it look very thick as well.
After I pass the ten years barrier I have a check every single year.
I should say that I feel that the BA was never something for me, I have always felt very very self concious to talk about it so I just keep it to myself. I only told about the operation to my closest friends, 3 or 4 people. Regarding the rest of the world I never mention anything and I have always felt very uncomfortable and fake to myself when somebody talk about BA and I lie, it make me feel so bad.
I have pass different internal stages. For example, I have tried to open up with more friends. I have battle with my interior and blame me for not being strong enough to assume the past and accepted it and to be open about it. I have also being supper happy, I have completely forgot about it. It has always been a wee roller coaster for me. I think it was just my interior shouting for freedom and complaining saying that it just don't match with my soul.
It was a year ago when I found out about realself and about the possibility of implant removal, I got so happy that I even cried. I saw a small light at the end of a long tunnel, the idea of a new beginning. I could not stop thinking about the possibility of being free and true to myself again. I always though I will be forever stuck in these situation.
Reading the last paragraph sounds very dramatic. I would like to clarify that I always have be very happy regarding my girls, but I think that under my survival cover my soul was feeling just like that.
Well, going back to the present... I have read loads of history of brave girls that have gave me the courage to move forward and to have a second look to my asymmetrical natural breast.
I have discussed it with my doctor, the same that perform my BA and he support me, he seems very surprise but very understanding at the same time.
I think the operation is expensive, 4600 euros. But I feel very confident with him, and he is very good and very professional. So I have not checked with another doctors to be honest. It will be done by block, removing the capsules. The incision will be in the original, peri areolar, around my nipples.
I need to phone the doctor tomorrow to confirm the date in just 2 weeks, to be honest I am freaking out a bit or a lot!!. I think that my parents support me as they always do, but they think that it is the worst idea in the world and that I will be completely deformed, thing that doesn't help me at all.... In the other hand I have the best boyfriend in the whole universe and he support me completely with all his heart
Replies (16)
March 30, 2016
You are beautiful and you are going to have a really nice result I feel! breast asymmetry is normal for nearly all women, myself included. Yours really is not noticeable to me in your preop photos. The way you described feeling about your implants, that is how I feel also. I have only had mine for one year. I'm the same age as you. I hope so much to be able to find a good doctor to do explant for me and a lift- I know I will have extra skin after. That is the reason I had my BA in the first place! I really ruined what I had though and just created all these unnatural problems and if I had a time machine would gladly give these implants right back! I also do not tell anyone I have implants and have to wear 3 sports bras at a time all day/night as to not look absurd and to be comfortable physically. They made me a G cup when I had asked to be a D, which I had been my whole life before becoming deflated. I didn't even know a G existed! I'm 5'4 and 111 pounds, they look ridiculous. Like I will fall over lol! Many problems with BA already for me...
April 5, 2016
Thanks so much for your message :)) It really helps me!!! I am getting so nervous!!! But excited as well
Dont get to hard with your self, try to be your bext friend :)) Dont regret it as you have learn lots of things about yourself. You are so lucky of having the possibility of removed them only a year after. I believe in you!!!!!! You can do it!!!!!
Dont get to hard with your self, try to be your bext friend :)) Dont regret it as you have learn lots of things about yourself. You are so lucky of having the possibility of removed them only a year after. I believe in you!!!!!! You can do it!!!!!
April 5, 2016
Thank you! I like your philosophy very much. I've been really beating myself up this past year. The money spent and wishing I would have left well enough alone!
March 30, 2016
We will be having surgery at the same time...equally freaking out...but I look at your photos and you have a beautiful body and you will be beautiful after. I love how you worded your story, that your interior shouting that it does not match your soul. This is exactly how I feel. Stay strong and if this is what your interior is shouting at you to do....then it is the right thing. I will follow your story as I am going through some of the same steps as you, at the same time. Good luck!
April 5, 2016
Hello my friend!! Thanks for your message!! Less than a week now and i am freaking out!! I have not doubts but I suppose its inevitable to feel scare. Lest do it. You will look amazing and natural and perfect as your natural body is!!!!
March 30, 2016
Hola!! Yo también soy española, me quite los implantes hace un poco más de dos meses. Que alegría encontrar a alguna española por aquí!! Ya verás como todo va a salir bien y vas a quedar genial. Antes de operarte tenías un pecho bonito y la verdad que no noto ninguna asimetría. Un besito y ánimo!
April 5, 2016
Muchisimas gracias!!!!! y como estas? esras contenta? Que tal te sientes?
Pues yo tengo unos nervios ya!!! La verdad que en la foto no se aprecia la diferencia tanto como era. Ojala todo vaya bien y yo tambien pueda estar en el otro lado.
Muchisimas gracias!!!!!!!!! Me ayuda un monton
Pues yo tengo unos nervios ya!!! La verdad que en la foto no se aprecia la diferencia tanto como era. Ojala todo vaya bien y yo tambien pueda estar en el otro lado.
Muchisimas gracias!!!!!!!!! Me ayuda un monton
April 1, 2016
Hola!
Yo también soy española, antes de nada mil gracias por compartir tu experiencia y tus sentimientos más profundos.
Me siento muy identificada contigo, yo también he pasado por varias etapas, y siempre he sentido una enorme vergüenza por llevar implantes, sólo mi familia y cuatro amigas saben mi historia.
He tenido problemas, nada grave pero si quebraderos de cabeza, muchos llantos y sobretodo un arrepentimiento enorme, profundo.
Quiero acabar con esto lo antes posible, cómo no! tengo un gran temor a los resultados, apenas tengo tejido mamario, ni grasa, soy muy delgada.
En breve voy a intentar escribir mi propio review, será un esfuerzo hacerlo en inglés, pero lo haré! Jejej
Estoy ahorrando dinero para operarme en Julio. Espero recaudar lo suficiente, ahora mismo me siento súper fuerte y convencida diría ya casi al 100%, Ojalá puediese hacerlo mañana y terminar con esta historia, acostumbrarme a los resultados aunque me quedé casi plana. Estoy deseosa de empezar de nuevo con lo que me quede, pero ser libre y no entrar jamás a un quirófano para someterme a una cirugía estética!
Te mando un fuerte abrazo!
Te sigo ;)
gracias
Yo también soy española, antes de nada mil gracias por compartir tu experiencia y tus sentimientos más profundos.
Me siento muy identificada contigo, yo también he pasado por varias etapas, y siempre he sentido una enorme vergüenza por llevar implantes, sólo mi familia y cuatro amigas saben mi historia.
He tenido problemas, nada grave pero si quebraderos de cabeza, muchos llantos y sobretodo un arrepentimiento enorme, profundo.
Quiero acabar con esto lo antes posible, cómo no! tengo un gran temor a los resultados, apenas tengo tejido mamario, ni grasa, soy muy delgada.
En breve voy a intentar escribir mi propio review, será un esfuerzo hacerlo en inglés, pero lo haré! Jejej
Estoy ahorrando dinero para operarme en Julio. Espero recaudar lo suficiente, ahora mismo me siento súper fuerte y convencida diría ya casi al 100%, Ojalá puediese hacerlo mañana y terminar con esta historia, acostumbrarme a los resultados aunque me quedé casi plana. Estoy deseosa de empezar de nuevo con lo que me quede, pero ser libre y no entrar jamás a un quirófano para someterme a una cirugía estética!
Te mando un fuerte abrazo!
Te sigo ;)
gracias
April 5, 2016
Jope que lindo tu mensaje!!!!!! Ya veras que consigues lo que necesitas ahorrar y te va a ir super bien. Seguro que sera una liberacion, yo lo veo asi. Ahora que me queda tan poco ya me estoy poniendo muy nerviosa, tengo mis miedos, sobre todo por la asimetria que yo creo que es mas de lo que sale en la foto, pero si no lo intento nunca lo sabre. Mucho animo y escribe tu review :))))
April 5, 2016
Buenos días!!
Que alegría recibir noticias tuyas!
Quiero comentarte algo que tal vez te ayude.
A mi me extirparon grasa en mi segunda intervención porque tenía un implante roto y silicona al parecer esparcida. Así que salí del quirófano con un pecho mas pequeño además de que juntamente era mi pecho menor, por este motivo he vivido temerosa de lanzarme con la explantación pero al visitar hace un año a mi cirujano y plantearle el tema me dijo que sw podía corregir la diferencia pasando grasa al parecer de un pecho al otro. Esto para mi fue también una luz ya que me daba pavor imaginarme un pecho con una 85A i el otro como si me hubiesen practicado una mastectomia. Así que consultalo con tu cirujano.
El mío es excepcional, es el Dr. Tejerina (Valencia).
Ya me cuentas estamos en contacto!.
Por cierto una buena amiga me presta el dinero que me falta y el día 18 cuando vaya a Valencia voy a intentar concretar cita para cuanto antes! Si él puede en Mayo pues mejor que es Junio.
Porque ahora que estoy segura y además ilusionada me quita el sueño y ando todo el día con ello en la cabeza..y así no se puede vivir!! Jejej.
Un abrazote :)
Que alegría recibir noticias tuyas!
Quiero comentarte algo que tal vez te ayude.
A mi me extirparon grasa en mi segunda intervención porque tenía un implante roto y silicona al parecer esparcida. Así que salí del quirófano con un pecho mas pequeño además de que juntamente era mi pecho menor, por este motivo he vivido temerosa de lanzarme con la explantación pero al visitar hace un año a mi cirujano y plantearle el tema me dijo que sw podía corregir la diferencia pasando grasa al parecer de un pecho al otro. Esto para mi fue también una luz ya que me daba pavor imaginarme un pecho con una 85A i el otro como si me hubiesen practicado una mastectomia. Así que consultalo con tu cirujano.
El mío es excepcional, es el Dr. Tejerina (Valencia).
Ya me cuentas estamos en contacto!.
Por cierto una buena amiga me presta el dinero que me falta y el día 18 cuando vaya a Valencia voy a intentar concretar cita para cuanto antes! Si él puede en Mayo pues mejor que es Junio.
Porque ahora que estoy segura y además ilusionada me quita el sueño y ando todo el día con ello en la cabeza..y así no se puede vivir!! Jejej.
Un abrazote :)
UPDATED FROM reinventing.me
Pre BA picture
reinventing.meMarch 29, 2016
Hi ladies! Here is my pre BA picture. Do you see a big size difference? I feel a bit anxious about it.
I feel very nervous today, I have day for operation, in 2 weeks time. Feeling scare, excited and with some doubts now that the day is set.
I feel very nervous today, I have day for operation, in 2 weeks time. Feeling scare, excited and with some doubts now that the day is set.
Replies (4)
March 30, 2016
You are beautiful and it's not anything anyone I would notice!!
March 30, 2016
Seriously, I do not see the asymmetry but barely and that's so natural- it's how nearly all women are- one a little bigger! Me too!
April 13, 2016
Hola! ... you are gorgeous and will be gorgeous when you get implants out too! ;) [RS bleep] no need to worry or be afraid, we are all happy we explanted, you'll see! Xxxx
UPDATED FROM reinventing.me
Surgery booked!!! and so soon!!
reinventing.meApril 5, 2016
Hello girls!! This is just a quick update. I will be having the surgery in 2 days!!!!! I am very nervous and really excited. Now that everything in settle and the decision is taken I feel more calm. I feel very happy because I have all the support from my family as well, even if they found it hard to understand it at the beginning and probably still.
In another hand my amazing doctor told me today, after seen the pre surgery test that anyway the implants seems to need an update, so this is good.
I am trying to hydrated with natural coconut at the moment, as well as drink water. I have bought a vit C, Vit e, zinc, collagen, haluronic acid supplement, just for 15 days. I bought it myself, it was not recommended by anyone.
I feel very happy, as I am almost in the other side, finishing this season in my live. It has been brilliant but now I am in another moment. I am trying to keep positive regarding my future results as well as motivated and prepared for anything. I am aware it will be a bad shock at the beginning, as after such a long time I will probable not recognize myself in the mirror. I dont know what to expect. I think I will look as I was as a teenager. But I am ready to afford what it cost to be natural, relaxed, free and 100% me. But I cant lie, I am shitting myself hahahaha. Now that the day is so close, I think that I will miss those girls, but NOT ENOUGH.
Wish me good luck.... Love to all of you. I dont know how I will be feeling when its done but I want to THANK YOU ALL from the bottom of my heart as this website and all of you have gave me the possibility of "changes and progress", it has gave me loads of helpful information. If it wouldnt be for you I would never found the path of trying to life a healthier life.
We dont know how we will feel after, but what we know if that we have the strength to fight, try and be happier.
In another hand my amazing doctor told me today, after seen the pre surgery test that anyway the implants seems to need an update, so this is good.
I am trying to hydrated with natural coconut at the moment, as well as drink water. I have bought a vit C, Vit e, zinc, collagen, haluronic acid supplement, just for 15 days. I bought it myself, it was not recommended by anyone.
I feel very happy, as I am almost in the other side, finishing this season in my live. It has been brilliant but now I am in another moment. I am trying to keep positive regarding my future results as well as motivated and prepared for anything. I am aware it will be a bad shock at the beginning, as after such a long time I will probable not recognize myself in the mirror. I dont know what to expect. I think I will look as I was as a teenager. But I am ready to afford what it cost to be natural, relaxed, free and 100% me. But I cant lie, I am shitting myself hahahaha. Now that the day is so close, I think that I will miss those girls, but NOT ENOUGH.
Wish me good luck.... Love to all of you. I dont know how I will be feeling when its done but I want to THANK YOU ALL from the bottom of my heart as this website and all of you have gave me the possibility of "changes and progress", it has gave me loads of helpful information. If it wouldnt be for you I would never found the path of trying to life a healthier life.
We dont know how we will feel after, but what we know if that we have the strength to fight, try and be happier.
Replies (2)
April 12, 2016
Lol... Yes it's normal to be nervous!... I've just found your story and am excited for you, you're a gorgeous person inside and out! :) [RS bleep]
Hi there, and welcome! Thank you so much for sharing your story with us. I hope you'll get lots of support from this great community. Have you checked out the Breast Implant Removal forum yet? Here's a great post that I'd like to share with you. Hope you enjoy reading it. Please come back and give us regular updates so we can support you on your journey :)
Breast Implant Removal Tips (Pre-op, Surgery Day, and Post-op)