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41 and Looking Forward to Removing my Silicone Implants! - Spain, ES
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Hi everywoman! First I want to apologize for not...
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Hi everywoman!
First I want to apologize for not writing correctly, sorry, English is not my language and I didn´t want to ask for the mistakes to my teacher of English! hahahha Oooh my god this has always been my shameful secret!! :D so with my few English knowledge and with the useful google uncle I have written my own review ( I have to confess that at the begginig I thought to paste and copy different sentences of you since I felt completely identified with most of you!) haha but not, I did not do it, I did the effort to write with my own words!! I know this is like a therapy and I wish to be able to help and encourage many woman as many of you have helped me sharing yours most deep feelings :D
I am a woman from Spain who as many of us commited a big mistake to get breast implants, it was in 1999.
The reason was I lost weight and and my breasts got a bit smaller and they became flaccid.
At first it didn´t bother me so much, I was 1,57 cm and my weight at about was 47 kg so I liked my 85B size, but I didn´t like them because they got flabby.
Firstly I tryed some treatment with creams etc but they didn´t work so I went to consult to a relative of mine who was a beauty culture specialist.
She told me about the breast augmentation and she told me she knew a good surgeon.
I got a date with him and as many of them told me what all women want to listen to, that the intervention was going to be very simple, that it would not give me any health problem, that I would get the best results, blah, blah.. and It was 1999 and I didn´t have internet and besides I was 25 and I look for the perfect body, I was naive and very trusting so few weeks later I got bigger boobs. They were subglandular implants, and they were 270 cc or something like that.
At the begining I was satisfied, I liked my major volume and besides in those days they seemed quite natural,but I was not really glad because I have never really liked fake boobs.
But the months went by and my right breast became tough and I began to suffer “capsulitis”. I tryed many things, creams, treatments but it didn´t improve at all, my surgeon didn´t give it importance but I got worse and I began to worry about it because the aspect of it changed and the worst it hurt me a lot.
At about 4 years later I visited another surgeon and he told me it was not a problem that I could live with that and even to breastfeed. So I got a bit of peace, but the problem got worse I suffered capsulitis level 5, I think the worst level, but fortunately and by chance I discovered macrobiotic diet, I changed completely my way to eat and cook and in a few months all the pain dissapeared completely, so this way I was be able to live with it until 2010 when I decided to renounce the breastfeed (when my daughter was 3) and replace my implants since I didn´t suffer pain but the aspect was very ugly, in those days I didn´t think about removed them, I don´t know why, simply I thought to replace the old protesis and I wanted to a beautiful breast, not deformed, I couldn´t imagine myself flat, I don´t know why, it was something unconceivable, :( I think simply I was not prepared for it so I searched a good surgeon in my area, Valencia and in Juny of 2010 I suffered my second surgery.
Just when I woke up I realized I had commited a great mistake, I felt terrible with myself, It was like a violent terrorist attack to my own body, I thought what do I do to my body? my temple should be sacred :( I should never have begun this lamentable game, it is a terrible trap!.
This time they were submuscular and the surgeon practiced me a pexia areolar and put me 325 cc, besides my right implant was broken and he had to clean my breast so when I woke up he told me that I had lost part of my tissue because of the cleaning.
I felt so culprit of have had to leave the lactation before I would have liked to do it and I felt I caused myself so much pain and suffer that from that moment I promised me that the next time I went to an operating room would be for explanting my implants and it would be the last time!!.
Time passed, I got divorced 2 years later, and now I share my life with a great boy who support me with it, and I have to say that has helped me a lot and as well to read many women´s reviews has been for me the last push to do it!
So finally now I feel confident, determined and I am looking forward to living free of worries, I am looking forward to holding tightly, without feeling shame, touch my own tiny [RS bleep], not to a pair of hard and cold plastic balls I don´t want to hide them, I dont want to feel shame!!.
I felt a deep regret and I have wished for a long time to heal the big mistake of my life and I didn´t know how to do it but now I have discovered it and this is the way, saying bye to my fake boobs finally I face my fears and I am going to accept myself as I am now.
The rest is past.
Bye bye plastic boobs!! :D
All my love for all of you, your help has been unmeasurable, without you my decision would have not been possible, you are brave women and you have given me the strength I needed, and this is marvellous!!
First I want to apologize for not writing correctly, sorry, English is not my language and I didn´t want to ask for the mistakes to my teacher of English! hahahha Oooh my god this has always been my shameful secret!! :D so with my few English knowledge and with the useful google uncle I have written my own review ( I have to confess that at the begginig I thought to paste and copy different sentences of you since I felt completely identified with most of you!) haha but not, I did not do it, I did the effort to write with my own words!! I know this is like a therapy and I wish to be able to help and encourage many woman as many of you have helped me sharing yours most deep feelings :D
I am a woman from Spain who as many of us commited a big mistake to get breast implants, it was in 1999.
The reason was I lost weight and and my breasts got a bit smaller and they became flaccid.
At first it didn´t bother me so much, I was 1,57 cm and my weight at about was 47 kg so I liked my 85B size, but I didn´t like them because they got flabby.
Firstly I tryed some treatment with creams etc but they didn´t work so I went to consult to a relative of mine who was a beauty culture specialist.
She told me about the breast augmentation and she told me she knew a good surgeon.
I got a date with him and as many of them told me what all women want to listen to, that the intervention was going to be very simple, that it would not give me any health problem, that I would get the best results, blah, blah.. and It was 1999 and I didn´t have internet and besides I was 25 and I look for the perfect body, I was naive and very trusting so few weeks later I got bigger boobs. They were subglandular implants, and they were 270 cc or something like that.
At the begining I was satisfied, I liked my major volume and besides in those days they seemed quite natural,but I was not really glad because I have never really liked fake boobs.
But the months went by and my right breast became tough and I began to suffer “capsulitis”. I tryed many things, creams, treatments but it didn´t improve at all, my surgeon didn´t give it importance but I got worse and I began to worry about it because the aspect of it changed and the worst it hurt me a lot.
At about 4 years later I visited another surgeon and he told me it was not a problem that I could live with that and even to breastfeed. So I got a bit of peace, but the problem got worse I suffered capsulitis level 5, I think the worst level, but fortunately and by chance I discovered macrobiotic diet, I changed completely my way to eat and cook and in a few months all the pain dissapeared completely, so this way I was be able to live with it until 2010 when I decided to renounce the breastfeed (when my daughter was 3) and replace my implants since I didn´t suffer pain but the aspect was very ugly, in those days I didn´t think about removed them, I don´t know why, simply I thought to replace the old protesis and I wanted to a beautiful breast, not deformed, I couldn´t imagine myself flat, I don´t know why, it was something unconceivable, :( I think simply I was not prepared for it so I searched a good surgeon in my area, Valencia and in Juny of 2010 I suffered my second surgery.
Just when I woke up I realized I had commited a great mistake, I felt terrible with myself, It was like a violent terrorist attack to my own body, I thought what do I do to my body? my temple should be sacred :( I should never have begun this lamentable game, it is a terrible trap!.
This time they were submuscular and the surgeon practiced me a pexia areolar and put me 325 cc, besides my right implant was broken and he had to clean my breast so when I woke up he told me that I had lost part of my tissue because of the cleaning.
I felt so culprit of have had to leave the lactation before I would have liked to do it and I felt I caused myself so much pain and suffer that from that moment I promised me that the next time I went to an operating room would be for explanting my implants and it would be the last time!!.
Time passed, I got divorced 2 years later, and now I share my life with a great boy who support me with it, and I have to say that has helped me a lot and as well to read many women´s reviews has been for me the last push to do it!
So finally now I feel confident, determined and I am looking forward to living free of worries, I am looking forward to holding tightly, without feeling shame, touch my own tiny [RS bleep], not to a pair of hard and cold plastic balls I don´t want to hide them, I dont want to feel shame!!.
I felt a deep regret and I have wished for a long time to heal the big mistake of my life and I didn´t know how to do it but now I have discovered it and this is the way, saying bye to my fake boobs finally I face my fears and I am going to accept myself as I am now.
The rest is past.
Bye bye plastic boobs!! :D
All my love for all of you, your help has been unmeasurable, without you my decision would have not been possible, you are brave women and you have given me the strength I needed, and this is marvellous!!
Replies (29)
April 9, 2016
You look so much like I did pre explant! It looks like you need muscle repair on the right side like I did too! I saw your comment on another review that you are not sure if you should do lift at the same time? And wanted to share with you that what I have learned is that it is best to do one procedure at a time, epecially if you have very litt ready tissue! Xx
April 11, 2016
Beyouty did you have a muscle repair? Why?
I know that in my second surgery the surgeon had to repaired something in my right breast, in fact he told me I had to rest more months as It is usual, I was almost a year without practice exercice. Could you inform me better about that? And about the lift youbare right I am trying to decide it, my skin heal really well and I am scared about my results, I don't mind small boobs but I would not like saggy. So I would not want after one year I would regret of not to do it, do it, because obviously the breasts will get less flaccid but at the same time I think that will cause me more damage. And I don't want to go to any operation room never in the future. Besides over here I am seeing enormous changed of breasts without lift, as yours!! I ask myself where was all that skin, ¿?
I know that in my second surgery the surgeon had to repaired something in my right breast, in fact he told me I had to rest more months as It is usual, I was almost a year without practice exercice. Could you inform me better about that? And about the lift youbare right I am trying to decide it, my skin heal really well and I am scared about my results, I don't mind small boobs but I would not like saggy. So I would not want after one year I would regret of not to do it, do it, because obviously the breasts will get less flaccid but at the same time I think that will cause me more damage. And I don't want to go to any operation room never in the future. Besides over here I am seeing enormous changed of breasts without lift, as yours!! I ask myself where was all that skin, ¿?
April 11, 2016
Hi solet :) I had muscle repair because my implants were submuscular... Which means my muscles needed to be cut to place the implants. Without muscle repair I could look deformed. I was told I can do upper body exercised after only 4 weeks. I think the big difference is that there is no object in our body anymore keeping us from proper healing :) I did not have any skin removed... My skin retracts very well so in his regard I am lucky :) but for everyone, skin does retract... Just like the skin on your stomach retracted after you had a baby. It takes time... Sometimes a year. You can do lift later under local if you want? The recovery is much easier because there is no muscle involved. Xx
April 12, 2016
Beyouty thanks a lot for your answer, I didn't know that the muscles was cut, I had understood that the surgeon was detaching the musculature of the thoracic cavity and it is what provokes the enormous pain that we suffer after this intervention.
In my second surgery he proposed me to put me more volumen because after breastfed my breasts were a bit saggy. I objected it and he told me that in that case he shoud practice me a pexia, a pexia 'lolly pops' which I didn't want so I convinced him in practicing me only a pexia areolar in the case he was considering the result without pexia was going to be terribly ugly (although I knew that the areolar pexia was very limited, you know in this practice the surgeon can only do a "small" improvement) Finally I wake up with protesis a little bit bigger and with my nipples smaller and with a sacr around them and besides a scar down in my submammary arch because he told me that as I had broken one protesis and as he had to clean silicone He prefered to put my new implants for another different hole, (cut) in offer to avoid some posible pollution. So now I have thoses sort of scars. Well I had told you all of this because I could observe that from that surgery I have always had a bit of excess of skin, as he told me, I have like two folds, my own breasts very very soft even a bit saggy and in all of this time ( 6 years I have not realized of any improvement with my excess skin and for that reason I am not very sure about to the lift, obviuosly he recommends it me again, but it is up to me, of course!
So I don't know yet what I am going to do :/
In my second surgery he proposed me to put me more volumen because after breastfed my breasts were a bit saggy. I objected it and he told me that in that case he shoud practice me a pexia, a pexia 'lolly pops' which I didn't want so I convinced him in practicing me only a pexia areolar in the case he was considering the result without pexia was going to be terribly ugly (although I knew that the areolar pexia was very limited, you know in this practice the surgeon can only do a "small" improvement) Finally I wake up with protesis a little bit bigger and with my nipples smaller and with a sacr around them and besides a scar down in my submammary arch because he told me that as I had broken one protesis and as he had to clean silicone He prefered to put my new implants for another different hole, (cut) in offer to avoid some posible pollution. So now I have thoses sort of scars. Well I had told you all of this because I could observe that from that surgery I have always had a bit of excess of skin, as he told me, I have like two folds, my own breasts very very soft even a bit saggy and in all of this time ( 6 years I have not realized of any improvement with my excess skin and for that reason I am not very sure about to the lift, obviuosly he recommends it me again, but it is up to me, of course!
So I don't know yet what I am going to do :/
April 12, 2016
As well I have to say I got a flat belly after 2 weeks of giving birth my daughter, but I have observe that my skin there has had another reaction, its like stronger, my breasts skin has always been like a bit flaccid, in fact The first time I visited the first surgeon was because I felt very flabby my breasts ( and I was only 25)
April 12, 2016
Hmmm. Maybe if you already have the scars, you might as well have a lift... And if you need to re do the lift later you can? Maybe you can tell to only do the lift if he thinks you need it once your implants are out??
April 13, 2016
Hi beyouty! :)
Exactly! that is what I have been thinking, I want to talk tomorrow with him and the day of the surgery let him to decide it about my expectations, tomorrow I will show him some pics.. because a small and saggy breast for him will be a beautiful breast for me.
I am excited!! I hope he can give me an early date!
thanks a lot for your interest ;) xx
Exactly! that is what I have been thinking, I want to talk tomorrow with him and the day of the surgery let him to decide it about my expectations, tomorrow I will show him some pics.. because a small and saggy breast for him will be a beautiful breast for me.
I am excited!! I hope he can give me an early date!
thanks a lot for your interest ;) xx
April 9, 2016
Your story just brought me to tears! I am so sorry for your struggle, but so happy for you that you have found us on this site and have made such a great decision for yourself! We are all here for you! ❤️
April 11, 2016
Now your words brought me to years, but with a smile in my face :'). You are right, I was very lucky found you, without all of you I had not be able to get the strength I need, to know you feel exactly the same as me and that you you have been so brave to do it instead of the surgeons opinions has been all of I need! It's marvellous because now it's something that I see it easy, and some years ago it was unthinkable, I promis you, it was like a big stone I was carry in heart but now the nightmare, the big shame for me is going to finish, weeee!!! :D
April 11, 2016
You are not alone with these feelings Solet! And I am so incredibly happy for you and grateful to be a part of this decision for you! Xo
April 12, 2016
I feel the same way. I am so glad we have this site. Love to you all.❤️
April 12, 2016
Thanks a lot to offer me your words, your support. To know you are feeling the samd as me is very comforting.
On Thursday I will get my explant day finally, I hope he can give me an early date!
My best wishes from my Spain! ;)
On Thursday I will get my explant day finally, I hope he can give me an early date!
My best wishes from my Spain! ;)
April 12, 2016
Hola guapa, thank you for sharing your story with us. I saw some of your comments about a breast lift. I would wait and see what you look like after explant. You might be suprised with the results and not need it. Un besote x
April 13, 2016
Hola! :)
first of all thanks to you because you were in this path before I was.
I don´t know yet what I am going to do, if I will leave operating room with lift or not, tomorrow I will talk with my surgeon, I show him pics, about my expectations because surely he has other, I am sure that flat for him is a big breast for me or a saggy breast for him it is a beautiful breast for me etc. Tomorrow I will know a bit more!! .
Muchas gracias por tu interés :)
first of all thanks to you because you were in this path before I was.
I don´t know yet what I am going to do, if I will leave operating room with lift or not, tomorrow I will talk with my surgeon, I show him pics, about my expectations because surely he has other, I am sure that flat for him is a big breast for me or a saggy breast for him it is a beautiful breast for me etc. Tomorrow I will know a bit more!! .
Muchas gracias por tu interés :)
UPDATED FROM solet
1 month pre
Getting the strength to do it!!
Add some pics of my fake boobs!
Soon I hope to be able to get the olds pics!
Soon I hope to be able to get the olds pics!
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April 13, 2016
You have beautiful skin and amazing Breast shape, I think you'll have fantastic results sweetie! :) [RS bleep]
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April 6, 2016
Thank you for sharing your story.. We are all here to support you and to cheer you on and keep you going.. My explant was 3/9/16 and I have no regrets other than ever getting implants in the first place : )
April 7, 2016
Thanks to you!
I know that if had not red your reviews I would not have get the strength to do it! At the begining I began to think it was posible, afterwards that it souldnt be so dificult and now I am starting to think that it is not dificult at all, and it will be always the best, that I will get freedom, it's a very important act in our lives, and it's very beautiful change, it suppose we love ourself more and it is marvellous! Best wishes :) thanks _/I\_
I know that if had not red your reviews I would not have get the strength to do it! At the begining I began to think it was posible, afterwards that it souldnt be so dificult and now I am starting to think that it is not dificult at all, and it will be always the best, that I will get freedom, it's a very important act in our lives, and it's very beautiful change, it suppose we love ourself more and it is marvellous! Best wishes :) thanks _/I\_
April 9, 2016
You are gorgeous and I believe will have wonderful results!... You don't even look like you need a lift! :) Lovely position of nipples! [RS bleep]
April 9, 2016
It's the only doubt I have now is that, lift or not! :/ I will sed seeing until May, I looking forward to see your changes!! ;)
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April 13, 2016
Ok I will do my best to make good changes so you don't worry to get the lift! ;) [RS bleep] I don't believe you need the scars!... And a little natural droop is sexy! I always used to want one since my Breasts were too sitting up, no crease line ... Now I know they were good, but I'm happy so happy I didn't lift... I will make changes!... ;) [RS bleep] I'm excited for you to have no cold boobs! Hehe... Mine are small but warm now!. :)
April 13, 2016
Hahhahahha your are fantastic!! the truth is that you are already doing the best, making good changes!! :D
but I tell you something, I have already 2 scars, one areolar and another at the crease line, because my surgeon took my old and broken implants for a different hole, he practiced me 2 cuts in order to avoid some posible pollution of silicone.
I am looking forward to having warm boobs, tiny but real yeahhhhh!!! hahahha
Gracias y besos!! ;)
but I tell you something, I have already 2 scars, one areolar and another at the crease line, because my surgeon took my old and broken implants for a different hole, he practiced me 2 cuts in order to avoid some posible pollution of silicone.
I am looking forward to having warm boobs, tiny but real yeahhhhh!!! hahahha
Gracias y besos!! ;)
April 12, 2016
Solet!!!! I have loved to read you history!! Well done you for your great English!!!!! I am so happy that you have get into this point. I am sure you will looked super guapa y maravillosa, the same that you are inside ;))) I was scare before explant regarding the result and I am so so so happy. I think that just the feeling of feel yourself is better that any other feeling. I am looking forward to hear more from you!!!!!!!
April 13, 2016
when I red "guapa y maravillosa, the same you are inside" you made me cry!! :') gracias de verdad!! no sabes cuánto me está ayudando todo esto!! I agree with you, although I am not flat yet I think I will feel as you said "that just the feeling of feel yourself is better that any other feeling".
Estamos en contacto!
mil gracias!
Estamos en contacto!
mil gracias!
April 13, 2016
Thank you for sharing your story and it really helps to hear as my surgery has always been my secret or so I thought. In reality at the time family must have noticed even though I wore scarves and anything I could think of to conceal what I had done at the time. Have you had your explant? I am just at the start of this journey and have put a call into a PS who other people on this site have gone to. :-)
April 13, 2016
Hi!! I am at the start of this journey too, I have been reading a lot of removal stories from one month ago only, although i discovered this site some years ago. But I am really convinced now and tomorrow I will visit my surgeon and I will know when the great day will be!! :)
we are at the same path, we will see each other over here, con gratulations!!!
Best wishes!! xx
we are at the same path, we will see each other over here, con gratulations!!!
Best wishes!! xx
The slavery to this system has finished, we have overcome our fears and love ourselves more than beforewe are giving strength to each other to get health and freedom!!
Tanks and thanks!! _/I\_