Dr Duran or Dr Aslani? Can't Deciede

Hello girls.
I here all ok nd alive. I had a few problems after my op but i am all ok now
But a bit upset as im not happy with my results. My butt is way smaller than i expected nd not the heart shape i asked the doctor to give me. She gave me a square shape butt i just hope when all the swelling goes down it looks more like the butt i want

Plz all my bbl sisters pray for me. I cant believe im here and i still cant believe i am doing this. Im not feeling tbe greatest at the moment. I got to my recovery house today (armonia) i brought my cousin with me since i could even do one day alone. The house is very old. All the stuff are old and dirty the fooooood is so rubbish.
They brought me lunch and dinner and i could even touch thsm. I paid half of the money already but i wanna go from here. Only if i new someone here who could help me to rent a house and hire a nurse for one week. I asked them if my cousin can cook for me and they said yh. So i dont see the point of paying $2000 for this place but now i have no choice.
Im so scared of getting infection here i have to be super carefull.
I gavnt seen dr duran yet i will meet her tmro but so far im regretting everything.
But im here now so i have to think positive. Plz pray for me i just wanna finish everything and go home but thats in 2 weeks :(

Hey all my sisters. I know i havnt posted in a long time. I wasnt even sure myself till last week but ive finally booked my flights and paid a fortune for it. My op is going to take place on 14th of sep( 2 dayz after my bday) with dr duran. I will be travelling with my cousin and i will be taking my antibiotics from uk. Im soooo scared. Sometimes i still think shall i just go there for a holiday and forget everything but i really want the dream body i got in my head. So i am going to man up and be brave. Its all gonna be fine. Plz pray fir me. If there is anyo e else going same sorta time let me know. Love u all xx