Office workers were rude without caring about my serious situation

Doctor Channing made a few mistakes by inserting 1000 micro-droplets of silicone into my cheeks without first testing to see if I had an allergic reaction before continuing. I called to see if she can see me 5 years later and she said I'm not a good fit candidate huh?probably because I didn't go back to pay the extra $200 I owed because cause I was afraid of more bad results again, I called her 5 years ago and told her that I'm very disappointed, she told me that she didn't want to see me anymore which scared me even more! I just recently called the office today feb 2023 and the administration said they can't see me because I'm not a good fit candidate,? I'm in total shock! I HAVE NO OPTION of sueing her for malpractice!! I recommend everyone to be vigilant and not have anything done by her! THE office workers were rude without caring about my serious situation!