30 year old Mom of 4 breastfed - 30aa, 5'4" 115lbs, Sientra HSC+ smooth round style 107, going 415cc submuscular!

Wow I feel like my boobs have changed so much since my last update! I am 99% pain free now, some weird pain if I try to lay on my side still, but for the most part they are feeling really natural and I don't think about them very much!
At 6 weeks post op my husband and I went to VS to try on bras and get some new lingerie and when I got sized they told me I'm a 32DDD! My husband looked at me and said "this is the best day of your life" hahaha and I was like whatever it's the best day of YOUR life! Lol that was kind of exciting. We are having so much fun with them- I didn't know it would reignite our sex life like it has, but that has been such a fun added bonus!
It has been amazing to wake up with boobs- meaning that I don't have to put a padded bra on every day to give the appearance of having boobs--they already exist! I'm still emotional about how good that feels. Every woman deserves to feel feminine, it has been such a game changer for me.
Ok so on to some worries that I've had about them- my left breast seems a little off...it feels like it shifted a little too far to the center and so my boobs look a little asymmetrical to me now. It's not very noticeable- and my husband thinks I'm crazy when I try to show it to him, but it bothers me I won't lie. My PS commented before I went in for surgery how symmetrical my boobs are and how that would make his job easier and ensure a beautiful result, so I know it's not my anatomy. It seems like he dissected my pockets unevenly or something. It's great for cleavage, but I just wish my nipples looked exactly the same like they did before. I'm probably the only one who notices it so I'm trying not to let it bother me. I also think he may have dropped my incision fold a little and so I'm constantly thinking that they are bottoming out, but again, I think I'm probably just over analyzing.
I'm back at the gym but I still haven't been brave enough to do any upper body weights because I am scared of ruining them! I can still barely pick up and carry my 2 1/2 year old for very long cause it makes my boobs feel weird. Trying to listen to my body and take it slow for my investment! Loving them!

I am almost 3 weeks post op and for the most part am not in much pain anymore. I stayed away from realself so that I wouldn't psyche myself out about my results. I just wanted to relax and let things settle and not compare how my recovery was going to other women. It has definitely been more painful than I expected. For about the first week it was hard for me to say I liked them just because they were causing me so much pain! When people asked if I was liking them I would say "I think I'm eventually going to!" Haha
The second week was way better. I was completely off pain meds and things were settling and my pain was really manageable. The one thing that has been hard having my surgery in winter is that every time I go outside my pec muscles get so freaking tight and it hurts so much! Also when I come in from the cold my boobs spasm like crazy. So yeah- a warmer weather surgery would have been lovely for that reason.
Just a few days ago I started getting some pretty decent nerve pain. My nipples have always been really sensitive and so having them even more sensitive than they were before is pretty uncomfortable. I think that's where a lot of the nerve pain stems from. It has been really awful a couple of times but it seems to be subsiding a bit. Dr Yates was so sweet to call me in a new prescription on the weekend (Christmas weekend no less) to help with that pain. He has been awesome to answer my texts when I have questions and concerns. That has really eased my mind and I've loved that.
The thing I am most excited about is how natural they are looking! I had pretty much come to terms with the fact that because I had no breast tissue to build on that my implants would always look super fake, but I have been so happily surprised how natural they are looking! Especially in clothes- no one would ever guess I have implants. They look really conservative in clothes but without they still look plenty big.
I haven't tried on any real bras yet, just buying size medium in sports bras so far. I got a gift card to VS and Nordstrom from Christmas so I'll go bra shopping in a few weeks! Excited for that!

Tomorrow is my big day! I am so excited and so anxious/scared at the same time! I have been talking about getting a boob job since I was in jr high- mostly kidding since I've just never had full breasts. All of my sisters were full C cups or bigger and I never got bigger than a small B.
After having babies and nursing whatever breast tissue I had just melted off and was never seen again! That's when I started getting serious about getting boobs. My husband is a total butt guy and never minded that I didn't have big boobs so it took a lot of convincing to get him to this point with me. I think he finally saw that it was about me wanting to feel and look feminine again.
So here I am! I originally went to a consult with my PS in January of this year and picked 495cc super high profile implants and I could tell my PS was worried about that size on me. He just wasn't sure my body would be able to hold that big of implant with so little breast tissue to begin with. I came away feel scared and not ready to take the plunge. I realized that I had unrealistic expectations for my outcome and I would have been really unhappy if I had moved forward at that time.
So I took the summer to see how I felt one last summer with no boobs in swimsuits and I was totally fine! I felt confident and accepted the fact that I would buy two different sizes in tops and bottoms. I think that was a turning point for me- just loving myself the way I was.
In October I decided to go back in for another consult and this time I felt so at ease and confident in my decisions and felt like my PS and I were on the same page about my results. I scheduled my surgery that day!
So here I am! I have all my meds and post surgery stuff, I go in tomorrow morning at 9:45am to get this thing done! My husband is finally coming around to the idea and even seems excited! I'm getting 415cc unders sientra round highly cohesive (since I have so little tissue to help cover and prevent rippling). I can't believe in 24 hours I will have boobs!!