30 Years In The Making! - Scottsdale, AZ

Since before I hit puberty all I could wait for was to have nice "tatas". Here I am menopause and I am finally going to get them. Of course my body is not quite the same shape it was even 10 years ago but whose is. I have been so boob obsessed since I have decided to do this. At 5'4 and 145 lbs it is so hard to judge by pictures what mine will look like because none of the pictures seem to have the same body shape. My doctor and me have chosen 450cc saline implants with a donut lift. In so many pictures it seems too big but his nurse said it looks really proportionate to my body. They have been so great at answering all my pictures and calming me down when I start to second guess everything. As you can tell, I am a bit (ok a ton) nervous. 6 days and counting.

I am so excited and nervous at the same time. Yesterday I went in for another consultation with Dr. Simmonds office just to try on the sizers again. I was so worried about going to big. When I tried them on again, I realized that I actually wanted to go to the 550cc implants. They seem so much more proportionate to my frame and although I am conservative, I am having the BA/BL so I can look nice. They don't look like [RS bleep] boob size. Just gives me shape that I have never had. Amber and Allie in the office were so helpful, patient, and great to deal with. They have made this a pleasant experience so far. 4 days.....yea! I can't wait. I have started the Arnica to minimize bruising and swelling....hope it works.

Freaking Out a bit! Tomorrow is the big day. I am so nervous I have gone to big. I don't want [RS bleep] boobs, I just want to look proportionate to my frame. I am no skinny mini but I don't want big floppy boobies either.