29 Years Old, 4 Kids, 5'3", 105lb, 32a to C - Scottsdale, AZ

First of all, I'd like to say that I'm the president of itty bitty [RS bleep] committee lol But to be honest, I don't think I've seen any reviews on RS with my size. Everybody who says they're 'flat' has SOMETHING. I don't :(

My goal is to go from 32a (flat) to C (I told my ps I want to be a 'full B to a C') but as days are getting close, these letters keep going up lol I don't want the 'fake look,' but then I don't want it to be subtle when I'm undergoing a big procedure. I don't want to regret about the size later on. But my main concern is, if this is even possible with little room I have for the implants.

My surgery date is on May 26th. I have pre-op appointment next week to go through surgical details and sign some forms. Countdown has officially started as of today and I'm so excited to share this on RS with all my BA surg friends.

Ok guys this is it (not that anyone's reading this ????) I had my pre-op appointment today and paid off dr's fees plus implants. This is crazy hahah With less than 10 days until the surgery date, I don't know what I should be doing. Probably get my meds filled, shop for bras, work out.. I don't know really. I wanted this so bad, but now that I'm half way through, am I having second thoughts? During my pre-op appointment, we went over paperwork, medications, implant sizes etc I thought we talked about allergan smooth moderate plus BUT I was told that textured implant was ordered.... I was convinced this was a better implant because of lower risk of capsular contracture and no need for massaging. Also the size.. to go from A to C(or full B) ps did mention it would be 300+cc. Well I found out they ordered 375 & 405CC (asymmetrical breast). I don't know if this would look ridiculously big (and fake) on my frame (5'3", 105lb) or if it's proportional. I'm trusting my ps 100% on this size and everything else. I've heard of people complaining that their breasts are not big enough but never the 'it's too big.' Has anyone start from my size (flat chest, smallest A where there's no room) to a C(or full B)? Would I look like I have 2 balls on my chest or would it stretch?

This month has been crazy busy with kids' recitals, family gatherings, and kindergarten graduation. I honestly feel like I haven't had the adequate time to prepare for tomorrow's surgery. House is a mess, I have pile of work that needs to be done, I haven't prepared any meals for hubby & kids to eat... Hopefully this doesn't lead to pizza every night. Ahh stressing out at the last minute. My hubby's parents live just 2-3 minutes away from our house and I don't know how I can keep this surgery a secret. I told my hubby several times to never say a word about this, but who knows. I haven't told my parents and I definitely don't plan on telling my in laws, not that it's shameful but it's not their business. Does anyone feel me on this? Tomorrow at 12:30, I check in, pay the surgical center or fee and in I go at 2:30. Since kids are out from school, they will be coming to the surgical center with me (30 minutes drive) but will be going back home once I'm in surgery and come back. Whew I don't know how tomorrow's going to work out. Hubby will be with 4 kids (oldest Just finished Kindergarten, youngest is not 1 yet) and taking care of me. Should I ask someone to watch kids for just couple hours before I get out of the surgical center? Because this seems crazy even as I write it lol