29 Years Old, 4 Kids, 5'3", 105lb, 32a to C - Scottsdale, AZ

I'm loving what I see so far!! I have my 2nd post op appt coming up to remove the suture and apply the new tape. I've been having boob greed moments but this cleavage tho..... Hahaha I never had them and it just looks and feels good having it. I'm still looking for that perfect post op front closure bra. This one is from Champion (I didn't feel like going out and got lazy from ordering from Amazon and had my hubby buy this from Target) it's not too bad but I want to try others. This was about $20 something dollars.

No pain anymore, but still uncomfortable getting up in the morning. I took muscle relaxer & pain meds just because I had some left, but for some reason it gave me nausea which I never experienced. I ended up opening my brand new bottle of Ondansetron(sp?) nausea med I was prescribed but it didn't do any good. I just slept through it. Anyways, I feel like I'm all over the place updating on here but yeah, I'm doing good and I will try to post more pictures (without bra) next time. I still feel weird doing that haha

It has been 9 days since I had gone to the bathroom (I'm trying to keep it clean here lol #2 ahem*) my surgery was on 5/26/16 Thursday and the anxiety and anticipation from couple nights before didn't help much and I'd say the last time I went was probably 5/24/16 Tuesday (today is June 2nd). The day of surgery and post op day 1-3, I was glad I didn't have to go because I was afraid of "what if's" like "what if it's too painful for me to go by myself" "what if my hubby has to help me(started picturing gross things in my head)" "what if he isn't there to help(I still need him even if it's gross and no I'm not bipolar)" that sort of stuff. But you know what, I was fine. I can get up, walk around, eat, brush my teeth blahblah. I just needed extra help with certain things but it was doable. But after my first post op appointment on Tuesday 5/31/16, when I had the ok to take shower.... I saw my naked body with a tummy of a 5 months preggo woman, I told myself nuh uh I'm not having that. So then I slowed down on my meds (valium and percocet). I mean it's only in the morning when it's worst. I did take stool softener 3 times a day, but with the pain killer in my system, it just did not do its job. This morning, I just flat out stopped both muscle relaxer & pain killer and only took colace and... 3 hours later *ta da* or that bell chime.. So yes, I will keep it clean and stop right here. But I had to choose between "feeling good with no pain" or "looking good and feeling good" and I chose the latter. So happy this worked and bye bye pain meds. Ps. My bra (surgical bra?? The one you receive at post op appt) seems to be too tight. Where is a good store/website to purchase this at? And what size should I look for? Thank you in advance loves.

Gosh people... I promised myself I will be happy with whatever size my boob turns out to be because I had zip zero nada nothing but ahhhhhhh :( I was just curious this morning because I didn't get to ask my ps or the rn's what size implants nor what type ended up inside me. Because I just assumed someone would tell me then! But I emailed my dr's office and the answer I received was "the surgical center didn't give you your implant ID card?" WHAT ARE THOOOOOOSE?? No I don't even know what they are lol crazy.... She told me she'd make me a copy at my next po visit but yeah what is going on? She also told me instead of 375 & 405 Dr's been mentioning (& ordered ahem*) because of my asymmetry, I ended up with 375 on both sides. Huh? Why???? :( I don't know. I'm just whining... But really happy that I have boobs :( I swear I'm not bipolar... :( "this shall too pass"