5wks post op :)

Id giving so much thoughts into writing on here or not but I finally decided to do so. I'm 24 yrs old married w kids. I haven't posted any pictures yet but I will and I am so exactly about this whole thing just new to me.

I wait 200 pounds I used to always be skinny but I gained a lot of weight due to being on meds and not working out as much. If been so sad and stressed out I try going to the gym and I still try but I tend to lose 5 pound then gain 10.

I decided to go to dra walkiris Robles in march. I'm in school at the moment so I graduate the same month as I plan to go. I miss feeling good and confident about myself I hate going out with my husband cause I feel so fat all the time though he love me the way I am. He supports my decision of going cause he dislike me being depressed about it, especially cause I had a nice body even after I had my kids.

Anything you can tell me about dra walkiris Robles it would help but I talked to many doctors and she's the only one I felt comfortable with. I'd been talking to Raquel her assistant and she's very nice and understanding ill keep you post :) thnx!!

I was doing research and kept looking though I already had in mind to go to Robles, I sent my pictures to yily and seen her before and after and decided to go to her instead. It's nothing against Robles but I just feel like yily can give me my body back. I miss having a small waist and though I never had much hips my ass was big for my figure at that time. I did lose all my baby weight w both kids but staying at home without working and the implanon in my arms increase my appetite I gained alot of weight which now is going down since the last time I posted which my weight was 200 I'm 189.
I'm so excited to go and already made my list based on everyone else's experience. I want to lose 20more pounds but if I can't lose all 20 ill be fine cause I don't want to be skinny I just want a small waist big hips and butt. Ill be posting pictures of how I look soon and I'm going to start working out and buying my things to get ready for my trip in march 27 2013.
I already spoke to Jacqueline marrero and ill be staying at her recovery house hopefully my friend can go and stay w me so we can both get out confidence back and self esteem.

Decided to post some pics anyways
I stop eating junk food for 1month now no soda
Nothing fried.
Lettuce tomatoes spinach grilled chicken breast is the only meat I'd been eating though it gets tiring but whenever I try to eat something different I get the worst stomach pain ever I asked my professor who's a doctor as well about it she said is cause my body is getting use to the healthy food and the grease of the junk food is being rejected since I'm
Cleaning my body for all the other toxins from the wrong food.
I'd been trying to drink alot of water and I download few apps on my phone I'd been walking 3 miles a day and I do t out dressing on my salads.
I want to learn how to eat healthier and get used to it from now cause when I get my body done i don't want to gain the wait back and I want my body to be healthy as well.