37 YO ready to get my groove back!

Dolls- Not unlike many of you...I've been stalking RS for a while now. Most of you ladies are so open and forthcoming--it truly has been great to read (and empathize) with the way must of you feel!!! I've learned sooo much from so many of you...like a lot of you- I'm addicted to RS lol.
I started this journey with one dr in mind ( in the U.S.) and now I'm doing to do what I thought I'd never do...GOING TO DR!

I like many of you, have fallen in love with the snatched waists and donks -- soon it will be my turn!! I've had a TT in the past, honestly the best thing I've done...but my body (as you can see in the pics ) ain't all that. I WANT to be all that, shoot... lol!!!

Anywho...won't bore you with much. Will keep ya'll posted on my journey. I'm slated for Mid November with Yily- bbl, lipo and a bl. I've seen what she's done, I pray to the snatched waist angels that she can do the same for me. Sent my deposit last night and after literally stalking them (if it was the U.S. they may have called the police on me lmao) I got my confirmation today.

So we're off to the races as they say...who says that? No clue really lol. Xoxo dolls!!!!

Bbl on the brain -like ALL the time...hear a song , think of my surgery, put on some clothes, think of my surgery, watch tv, think of my surgery, step in the shower, think of my surgery...everything I do pretty much reminds me of my surgery coming up. I'm very excited...I've seen what Yily can do--I KNOW she can hook a sister up! I wish I didn't have to fly to DR though..I know that's a no brainier- I pray to God all will be ok but with all this "idle" time- my mind goes all over the place. I'm just trying to stay positive about the entire experience and not "worry" so much.

BTW--guess I also have to stop "talking" about it. Lol I found pics of Kim k in my sons iPad-he's 8 lol--I guess he heard me talking to my husband about how I would love to have "junk in the trunk" like her.
lol - my BBL has gotten to be a "family" thing after all lmao .... Have a great weekend loves xo

Literally. I'm on RS during the day at work, on my phone and at home when I get some down-time. I'm on this all the time..reading, learning and commenting when I think it is appropriate. RS is amazing and confusing at the same time. There are so many opinions - and dont' get me wrong that is what makes this place great...but I find myself second guessing my "initial instinct" or gut feeling more than I thought I would be. On top of it, it is like an emotional roller coaster - isn't this supposed to be fun and exciting?? One day I want to cancel the entire thing and the next I'm ready to fly to DR tomorrow. I was looking at pics of the OR room today in DR and it scared the you know what out of me..envisioning myself on that bed. I'm not having a good day today. I really want this done, but not at the risk of anything else. Sorry for the rant today, I'm feeling emotional I guess. Today is one of those days I want to call everything off. Sorry dolls -- maybe PMS'ing too.