20 Year Old/ Accutane

I used to apply make up all day long to hide my blemishes and acne! I thought it was horrible but it is my security blanket. I could actually look people in the eyes when talking to them or it just gave me confidence to step out of my house. I used to run to the bathroom every hour with my purse to reapply powder. I never talk badly about people who wear make up because no matter how that person looks, they're still going to carry them the same way. I know when I have make up on i sway my hips a little harder and laugh a bit louder, but whose telling me I cant? That's the real person trying to come out of me, it's my true personality. Wear your make up to the grocery store, on a hike, to the gym, to drop off your kids at school! If that's when you feel most confident then do it! Here are some before and after pictures of me this morning.

My dermatologist told me that this is my last month, I don't need to do 6 months just 5. Although I'm not to happy with the scarring, I'm okay with no more acne. I still have very red skin but that should go away with in a month of being off accutane. Here are some recent photos, The scarring very noticeable in some.

I haven't been to happy with my face these past few days.. Although I dont have anymore acne, my scars make my face look even more uneven then before. Maybe I'm just asking for way to much but I just wish I could have even skin. These scars just reminded me of how long
I waited to start the process. If you are on the ledge about accutane just do it now or your scars and damage skin will Show later the longer you wait! The pictures don't do justice of how it looks in person but if you look closely you could see scaring. I'm Still hopeful!