30 years old 5'2 (and a 1/2 tyvm) 3 natural births; lost couple hundred pounds.

I carried my sisters twins. I carried my own son. I was blessed. I was wearing a 34B in 5th grade. Needless to say they grew. By the time I was at my heaviest I was 302 pounds and a 40 DD. Now I'm 130 AND A 32 super deflated B. I saw several surgeons and none of them seemed to understand like I do not care to look natural. Seriously. Judge if you just but I've had huge boobs my whole life. People would think they were fake. Not to mention like this skin on my belly. Not feeling too great about myself.
Moving forward decided to meet with Dr. U. She and her staff were awesome. My fiancé was very uncomfortable with this idea and now he's the one reassuring me. Dr. U doesn't push for extra treatments; I was interested in having a tummy tuck for the skin but my fiancé and I maybe might decide on another baby in the future. So it was her wonderful staff and herself who suggested I put the brakes on that. So as of now; my only complaint? I gotta quit smoking ???????????????? I quit both times I was pregnant and while breastfeeding and I have a smoke free environment for my son; but holy crap I have a feeling the no working out and no smoking will be the hardest part.
I have 100% confidence in Dr. U! I can not wait!

So I go in the 13th for my bloodwork. And the 20th is my big day. I feel like I'm forever away but I had to quit smoking or I would have been done and over this.
My biggest problem is the size. I'm 5'2. I look at some women and think wow... 500 CC's aren't what I thought they were. Then I see some women with 400 and they're perfect. Maybe it's a size issue. I just don't want to go through all of this; and come out disappointed or have smaller boobs than I did when I was heavier or breastfeeding.
At first my fiancé was all about like "not too big" blah blah but after explaining it all now he's starting to understand this I don't want the whole Pam Anderson thing... I just don't want to be smaller than what I was before! Ugh. Anyway ... So here's some wish boobs. Totally starting to freak out now though. I hate being faceless but I have so many tattoos. My fiancé is so paranoid about one of his brothers coming across naked pics of my body (he's in a large MC) and I can understand that. I guess. So this is my wish boobs. And me with clothes. Haha.

I'm on IG if any of you are on Instagram and do updates on there! I love reading everyone's stories and seeing everyone's gorgeous boobies! Plus ... The only person that supports me in this is my fiancé. Everyone else tells me I'm crazy; wrong etc. its getting old quick.

@Sf_NinersGirl

Happy healing my gorgeous ladies! ????????