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30 years old 5'2 (and a 1/2 tyvm) 3 natural births; lost couple hundred pounds.
UPDATED FROM MrsKo
8 months post
Revision and lipo DONE
WORTH IT$10,800
Well ... I know I've been really bad not posting. I'm an ass.
So here goes the update.
My original ready lift and implants (565 mpp) were not what I wanted. My stitches for some reason didn't dissolve. It was a miscommunication; not anything my doctor, Dr. Usha Rajagopal did or didn't do. It was just a irregular thing.
That surgery and journey was documented from the beginning (see earlier entries).
My last check up visit for the 565's wasn't the best. The scar on the right side wouldn't heal completely without help. It finally did but not perfect. As I said my body for some reason did not absorb the sutures. I couldn't work out right; I gained a lot of weight. This time I decided for the revision she agreed to do I would be upgrading to 800's and they'd be UHP this time. Well I have those now. The lipo as of now I totally regret. The pain is unbelievable. I look like I'm 7 months pregnant; can't breathe in this corset; wrap type thing. So hard.
And I'm completely dependent on my mom and Rocky to just go to the bathroom. I can't and won't do pictures of my belly right now. I have serious control issues due to past issues. Well not having control over myself and my own decisions, my body especially makes me unstable mentally. If I had known it would be this bad I wouldn't have done it. The pain is awful; super swollen and I'm pretty sure it's only going to get worse. Not making things easier by treating Rocky and mom like it's their fault by being a [RS bleep]. I was totally unprepared for this lipo after treatment. Didn't know it would BE THIS BAD. Uncomfortable sure but not this. But my boobs relatively pain free. And we went from 565 to 800. Here's a couple shots of what I can get of my new girls. I do love them; but know now not to get attached until a month or so goes by! Here's hoping this second time around for better than first! Bra is the new front closing Victoria's Secret Bra's which staff removed underwire from prior to putting on me! I love them. They're nice to look at and pretty comfy. 38DD was too small to close inside bra. So just the outside is closed for now but that's all I've got for now. Hoping tomorrow is better. And wish I knew if I had traditional lipo or not ????
So here goes the update.
My original ready lift and implants (565 mpp) were not what I wanted. My stitches for some reason didn't dissolve. It was a miscommunication; not anything my doctor, Dr. Usha Rajagopal did or didn't do. It was just a irregular thing.
That surgery and journey was documented from the beginning (see earlier entries).
My last check up visit for the 565's wasn't the best. The scar on the right side wouldn't heal completely without help. It finally did but not perfect. As I said my body for some reason did not absorb the sutures. I couldn't work out right; I gained a lot of weight. This time I decided for the revision she agreed to do I would be upgrading to 800's and they'd be UHP this time. Well I have those now. The lipo as of now I totally regret. The pain is unbelievable. I look like I'm 7 months pregnant; can't breathe in this corset; wrap type thing. So hard.
And I'm completely dependent on my mom and Rocky to just go to the bathroom. I can't and won't do pictures of my belly right now. I have serious control issues due to past issues. Well not having control over myself and my own decisions, my body especially makes me unstable mentally. If I had known it would be this bad I wouldn't have done it. The pain is awful; super swollen and I'm pretty sure it's only going to get worse. Not making things easier by treating Rocky and mom like it's their fault by being a [RS bleep]. I was totally unprepared for this lipo after treatment. Didn't know it would BE THIS BAD. Uncomfortable sure but not this. But my boobs relatively pain free. And we went from 565 to 800. Here's a couple shots of what I can get of my new girls. I do love them; but know now not to get attached until a month or so goes by! Here's hoping this second time around for better than first! Bra is the new front closing Victoria's Secret Bra's which staff removed underwire from prior to putting on me! I love them. They're nice to look at and pretty comfy. 38DD was too small to close inside bra. So just the outside is closed for now but that's all I've got for now. Hoping tomorrow is better. And wish I knew if I had traditional lipo or not ????
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UPDATED FROM MrsKo
2 months post
It's been so long!
Hi dolls! It's been so long I don't even know where to start.
I'm having a small problem with my right side and I'm not into posting pictures today. I will soon though but I'm only updating to vent.
So even when I was heavy and had my own large breasts I wore tank tops. Just black or white normal tank tops. I don't remember having this kind of trouble.
Everywhere I go. I have problems. Women are so rude to me -- if there's more than two of them (I call this a pack of snickers)-- if a boyfriend or a husband stares at me he can't just look and glance or no-- he has to stare so hard he crashes his cart into his girlfriend/wife his God damn old lady. Then her eyes immediately sense the threat and I of course being the immature person I am likely am standing there laughing. That last time I was with rocky so it's not like I appeared to be man hunting. And I'm perfectly happy with Rocky so I'm not out staring at attractive guys or any such thing. I swear I am not. But these little people of "power" (by little they're usually fat women) or just mean evil step mother types. Here's an example ok so I was buying Amazon gift cards this is my everybody go-to gift. You can't buy the undefined amount on a credit card. Like the $50-200. It must be predesignated like the $100 or $50. So I go to Walgreens these heffers (and if you wanna call me a racist I don't give a crap because I'm not this is just a fact-- I like live in a black town-- black chicks are way worse) start muttering both looking at me the minute I walk in. And I'm always nice to people at the start. Asked where the gift cards were both of them stared at my [RS bleep] then look me up and down and I swear one wanted to comment but the other one just lifted her finger and said "over there". I'm like great thanks.
So I walk around get the cards -- my standard bandages these days and holy [RS bleep] a front closing sports bra made of Lycra (which I'm still in awesome). I take all this [RS bleep] up. I have my credit card and I'd out in my hand. She scans everything with this [RS bleep] smirk cards and all. Then she pulls this "no cash or debit card no gift card" and gives me this smile like she's eaten the canary. I'm like the other Walgreens accepts it as long as they're predesignated. Her face drops so much it's comical it retrospect. And her fat friend literally comes up out of nowhere (mind you a moment of 60 seconds of pure silence has passed) goes shoulder to shoulder with her and says "we aren't like the other Walgreens [RS bleep]". Yes she called me a [RS bleep].
So I did what person would do. I asked her just like this ... "Do you just want to feel my [RS bleep] or do you think the manager gets down with you calling customers [RS bleep]?" "He ain't gonna believe you [RS bleep]". So I lost it I started screaming really stupid [RS bleep] because I have no self control and I won't repeat what I said here my good friends probably already know ::insert funny slightly embarrassed emoji face here:: lucky for me the manager had heard her call me a [RS bleep] twice and I got my [RS bleep] on my credit card and left. But here's my thing. Unless I'm with Rocky -- I catch such a hard time. Everywhere I go. 90% of the time I'm catching [RS bleep] the other 10% it's a woman asking questions about my [RS bleep] when I'm trying to get [RS bleep] done in my day to day. Im no longer a person I'm just a set of [RS bleep]. And this in a sports bra. Now if I would have known this would be such a problem pre-ba would I have gone the same? Absolutely. Now I just carry a jersey or one of rocks flannels in the car everywhere I go. Granted it's 300° in Vallejo everyday and I look stupid but hey I guess the combo of tattooed arms--big fake [RS bleep] in and a god damn smile gives you instant villain status.
People automatically assume we're mean because of the gear we wear so I at times go out of my way to be nice to certain people. More shock value and teaching people a lesson about sterotyping than just being nice but damn ... It's middle school all over again. But see ... When I talk to Rocky it's "maybe you should just wear a jersey over your tank when we're in public" ok why? I didn't have to when I was like fat. And I see heavy girls wear waaaaaay more not okay stuff. And why is a tank top so bad? I want honest opinions here. I actually put on a tank top and took pics of what I look like and I want honest opinions seriously. Not support! Just honesty. Granted I hear this a lot "why are you covered in tattoos with huge fake [RS bleep] if you don't want the attention and it's not like you're ugly soooo?" The honest answer to that is when I got my ink I didn't do it for attention. I did it because I wanted the ink. I got my [RS bleep] because I wanted them. Who does permanent [RS bleep] like that for anyone else but themselves? I don't know maybe people do. I don't but [RS bleep] man and pardon my god damn cussing I don't do anything for public attention!! So I'm asking the lot of my girls and loving followers ... Give it to me straight.
I'm having a small problem with my right side and I'm not into posting pictures today. I will soon though but I'm only updating to vent.
So even when I was heavy and had my own large breasts I wore tank tops. Just black or white normal tank tops. I don't remember having this kind of trouble.
Everywhere I go. I have problems. Women are so rude to me -- if there's more than two of them (I call this a pack of snickers)-- if a boyfriend or a husband stares at me he can't just look and glance or no-- he has to stare so hard he crashes his cart into his girlfriend/wife his God damn old lady. Then her eyes immediately sense the threat and I of course being the immature person I am likely am standing there laughing. That last time I was with rocky so it's not like I appeared to be man hunting. And I'm perfectly happy with Rocky so I'm not out staring at attractive guys or any such thing. I swear I am not. But these little people of "power" (by little they're usually fat women) or just mean evil step mother types. Here's an example ok so I was buying Amazon gift cards this is my everybody go-to gift. You can't buy the undefined amount on a credit card. Like the $50-200. It must be predesignated like the $100 or $50. So I go to Walgreens these heffers (and if you wanna call me a racist I don't give a crap because I'm not this is just a fact-- I like live in a black town-- black chicks are way worse) start muttering both looking at me the minute I walk in. And I'm always nice to people at the start. Asked where the gift cards were both of them stared at my [RS bleep] then look me up and down and I swear one wanted to comment but the other one just lifted her finger and said "over there". I'm like great thanks.
So I walk around get the cards -- my standard bandages these days and holy [RS bleep] a front closing sports bra made of Lycra (which I'm still in awesome). I take all this [RS bleep] up. I have my credit card and I'd out in my hand. She scans everything with this [RS bleep] smirk cards and all. Then she pulls this "no cash or debit card no gift card" and gives me this smile like she's eaten the canary. I'm like the other Walgreens accepts it as long as they're predesignated. Her face drops so much it's comical it retrospect. And her fat friend literally comes up out of nowhere (mind you a moment of 60 seconds of pure silence has passed) goes shoulder to shoulder with her and says "we aren't like the other Walgreens [RS bleep]". Yes she called me a [RS bleep].
So I did what person would do. I asked her just like this ... "Do you just want to feel my [RS bleep] or do you think the manager gets down with you calling customers [RS bleep]?" "He ain't gonna believe you [RS bleep]". So I lost it I started screaming really stupid [RS bleep] because I have no self control and I won't repeat what I said here my good friends probably already know ::insert funny slightly embarrassed emoji face here:: lucky for me the manager had heard her call me a [RS bleep] twice and I got my [RS bleep] on my credit card and left. But here's my thing. Unless I'm with Rocky -- I catch such a hard time. Everywhere I go. 90% of the time I'm catching [RS bleep] the other 10% it's a woman asking questions about my [RS bleep] when I'm trying to get [RS bleep] done in my day to day. Im no longer a person I'm just a set of [RS bleep]. And this in a sports bra. Now if I would have known this would be such a problem pre-ba would I have gone the same? Absolutely. Now I just carry a jersey or one of rocks flannels in the car everywhere I go. Granted it's 300° in Vallejo everyday and I look stupid but hey I guess the combo of tattooed arms--big fake [RS bleep] in and a god damn smile gives you instant villain status.
People automatically assume we're mean because of the gear we wear so I at times go out of my way to be nice to certain people. More shock value and teaching people a lesson about sterotyping than just being nice but damn ... It's middle school all over again. But see ... When I talk to Rocky it's "maybe you should just wear a jersey over your tank when we're in public" ok why? I didn't have to when I was like fat. And I see heavy girls wear waaaaaay more not okay stuff. And why is a tank top so bad? I want honest opinions here. I actually put on a tank top and took pics of what I look like and I want honest opinions seriously. Not support! Just honesty. Granted I hear this a lot "why are you covered in tattoos with huge fake [RS bleep] if you don't want the attention and it's not like you're ugly soooo?" The honest answer to that is when I got my ink I didn't do it for attention. I did it because I wanted the ink. I got my [RS bleep] because I wanted them. Who does permanent [RS bleep] like that for anyone else but themselves? I don't know maybe people do. I don't but [RS bleep] man and pardon my god damn cussing I don't do anything for public attention!! So I'm asking the lot of my girls and loving followers ... Give it to me straight.
Replies (5)
June 23, 2015
I am so glad you're back!!!!
The negative attention from females is pretty common across the board, I think. I was at the mall with my boyfriend a couple of weeks ago. He was all, "did you see that chick look you up and down?" and, "did you see that chick stare at your [RS bleep]?" He proceeded to tell me about all of the nasty looks I was getting from the female population. I am pretty oblivious (or maybe it's just because I am in my own little world -- I dunno) so I didn't see any of this go on. He thought it was pretty funny, of course.
Again, so glad you're back!!!
The negative attention from females is pretty common across the board, I think. I was at the mall with my boyfriend a couple of weeks ago. He was all, "did you see that chick look you up and down?" and, "did you see that chick stare at your [RS bleep]?" He proceeded to tell me about all of the nasty looks I was getting from the female population. I am pretty oblivious (or maybe it's just because I am in my own little world -- I dunno) so I didn't see any of this go on. He thought it was pretty funny, of course.
Again, so glad you're back!!!
June 24, 2015
Lol I'm not oblivious. It's ridiculous though. I'm defenintly going to start giving it back. I'm so tired of being treated like crap! But it's totally true. Start looking around when you places! 1.) just for safety! And two ... Just because. To see how ridiculous this anti ba world is!
June 23, 2015
You responded, finally! yay! It is sooooooo good to hear from you. I am so sorry you are having problems with the female population. I don't understand the Walgreen's incident as their behavior was very unprofessional; nonetheless, you are now a threat and envy to a lot of women, because you look so damn good. I looked at all your pics and cannot believe how beautiful you look! You are definitely a stand-out ... in a good way, of course. Enjoy your new additions and try your best to ignore and not care what others think or say. You've got a life to enjoy and live without having to worry about a bunch a strangers you'll never see again! Hugs and kisses...xoxoxo
June 24, 2015
I love you! You're so awesome! And right?!? Aside from the store protocol she called me a [RS bleep] twice! You're so awesome. I've missed you all!
June 24, 2015
I love you too, and think you are SUPER awesome. I only hope you continue to update/stay in touch with us to let us know how you're doing. You know we're here for you and have our support...xoxoxo
June 23, 2015
Okay, first you look amazing!!!!!!! Hot mama for sure!
Second, whoever is saying you are looking for attention is most likely just jealous! I am doing all I can to hide how huge my boobs are now, just so I dont get attention...they are for me, and as a bonus, my husband loves them.
I am going to get my first tattoo in a few months. I decided to have my favorite bible verse scripted on my ribs. I dont usually wear bikinis so my husband asked me, "why there? no one will even see it."...and I was like, "so? I know it's there, it's not for anyone else". So, I agree, you can get tattoos and implants and whatever the eff else you want done to your body for the sake of your self and no one else. It's a hard thing for vain people to wrap their head around I guess.....
Second, whoever is saying you are looking for attention is most likely just jealous! I am doing all I can to hide how huge my boobs are now, just so I dont get attention...they are for me, and as a bonus, my husband loves them.
I am going to get my first tattoo in a few months. I decided to have my favorite bible verse scripted on my ribs. I dont usually wear bikinis so my husband asked me, "why there? no one will even see it."...and I was like, "so? I know it's there, it's not for anyone else". So, I agree, you can get tattoos and implants and whatever the eff else you want done to your body for the sake of your self and no one else. It's a hard thing for vain people to wrap their head around I guess.....
June 24, 2015
Exactly! Holy [RS bleep] your first is your ribs!?! I will promise you two things right now ... You're gonna be miserable and you'll be getting your second before you know it! Tattoos are abso-addicting and oh my god one of my worst was my ribs! Make sure you find an artist with a LIGHT HAND but not so light the ink won't stick. everyone thinks it's when they hit the bone that knocks you out oh no way. I could have my bones drilled for hours. I have my hips my belly arms all of it. Both sides of my ribs. Oh honey it's between the ribs. And my artist was heavy HEAVY handed. Definitely one of my top 3 most painful but yes! You get one tattoo next thing you know you're addicted and you DONT do it for attention you're doing it because you love it! Even though the entire time you're like "I'm an idiot I'm an idiot never again never again!" Much like childbirth. Pain is over immediately ... Once it heals you're like that wasn't so bad ... Go in again "I'm an idiot I'm an idiot what was I thinking!!?" Ugh! Vicious cycle!
As for the boobs I hate having to hide them. And it pisses me off that people women especially are such [RS bleep]! I've gotten so sick of it I started giving it back... "You like these sweetheart? I'll give you my doctors number." It's so frustrating!
As for the boobs I hate having to hide them. And it pisses me off that people women especially are such [RS bleep]! I've gotten so sick of it I started giving it back... "You like these sweetheart? I'll give you my doctors number." It's so frustrating!
June 26, 2015
Mathew 6:34: "So don't worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today's trouble is enough for today." and I plan to have some kind of flourish of a lily and a sparrow - which is mentioned earlier in the passage.
June 26, 2015
Mathew 6:34: "So don't worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today's trouble is enough for today." and I plan to have some kind of flourish of a lily and a sparrow - which is mentioned earlier in the passage.
June 24, 2015
Hell yeah...she's back! Don't sweat them hater [RS bleep] girl, they just want what you have! They do
lol awesome though, never know you were haven probs :)
lol awesome though, never know you were haven probs :)
June 24, 2015
Woah I wasn't done and not lol...look awesome! Don't let other people get under yer skin! I've dealt with this for over 15 yrs, 1st BA and now. Their just jelous insecure people! I on the other hand look at hott girls with big boobs and if my husband doesn't see them 1st I bring it 2 his attention ;) enjoy yer boobs and enjoy yer life! It's too short to worry about what others think...loved hearing from you...XXXX
June 24, 2015
I do the same thing! I'm always like damn daddy look at hers! He always responds appropriately -- glances looks down looks at my girls and says "mine are better mama!"
UPDATED FROM MrsKo
23 days post
Captains log on yesterday's appointment
Okay it sucked. Apparently -- the line on my right breast is not doing so hot. However just by taking Drs advice and cleaning it twice a it's gotten so much better.
The tape it stung! The staples there were only one two and I didn't feel a thing!
Prepare yourselves ... It's bad. Kinda why I've stayed off but you guys have always supported me so more crossed fingers the better. No infection yet she said ... But she wants me lines to heal smooth an straight. Apparently I did this not taking it easy. So for the next two weeks I'm bed rested like day one one steroids. I can't like lift anything. Not even under 2 pounds and ... Absolutely no gym not even treadmill or no arm work outs. Lay in bed. That's it. But I'm going to power through it so my girls can get start getting to massage and she said from what she can tell my girls will be perfect and symmetric and just what we both wanted IF I DONT SCREW THIS UP BY NOT STAYING STILL.
PREPARE YOURSELFS. NOT PRETTT.
The tape it stung! The staples there were only one two and I didn't feel a thing!
Prepare yourselves ... It's bad. Kinda why I've stayed off but you guys have always supported me so more crossed fingers the better. No infection yet she said ... But she wants me lines to heal smooth an straight. Apparently I did this not taking it easy. So for the next two weeks I'm bed rested like day one one steroids. I can't like lift anything. Not even under 2 pounds and ... Absolutely no gym not even treadmill or no arm work outs. Lay in bed. That's it. But I'm going to power through it so my girls can get start getting to massage and she said from what she can tell my girls will be perfect and symmetric and just what we both wanted IF I DONT SCREW THIS UP BY NOT STAYING STILL.
PREPARE YOURSELFS. NOT PRETTT.
Replies (5)
May 13, 2015
gosh! So sorry about the bed rest!!! I've been on bed rest twice at the end of my pregnancies bc my babies were ready to come out too soon..and it was tough, but I had 3 really good friends that stepped in to help!! Thank God!! Praying for you!! Hang in there!! Did she say you could use a saline wash? You might ask her bc that helped me in a stubborn area from the incision around my nipple. XOXO I'm here if you need to talk!!
May 19, 2015
Thanks Ner. It means a lot. Rocky says it looks like I'm healing but I sent pics to my doctor anyway because I just don't know. I'm literally sitting here flipping out waiting on her to answer me.
May 19, 2015
Awww, I am so sorry you are not sure how well you are healing. I hope your doctor gets in touch with you before tomorrow is gone. I know this is worrisome, but please try to be calm until you hear from your doctor. If Rocky noticed an improvement, then that is good news. Other people notice before we do. :-) Rest and heal well, sweetie...xoxoxo Sending you a big ((((((HUG))))))
May 23, 2015
how are you doing? Still on bed rest? We've had non-stop rain here! It's like a monsoon!!! Lol
May 13, 2015
I am in the exact same boat and mine look pretty much the same. It looks much better since I have been putting ointment and stuff on it and changing bandages every day too.
May 13, 2015
since yesterday I've noticed a smalle change. I wash my hands with the hibiscus -- then the girls. Air dry and then wipe them down with hydrogen peroixide and the with The bactine or whatever ointment she said cover up and back in the sports bra. I hope it seals. Freaking out. Gonna check out your profile!! Thank You love and happy healing!
May 13, 2015
You poor thing. Thank God it is not infected. I sure hope you listen and listen well to your doctor (I"m sure you will). You got lucky and you don't want to screw that up. Thanks for sharing and please keep us posted....will be thinking of you...xoxoxo
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Omg I couldn't work out at all during the last ones so I gained weight. Had it apparently burned off? Lipo OMG my boobs pain free. They're not right they don't hurt. I have feeling in my nipples no numbness the girls are perfect. This lipo oh my god. I'm pretty sure I died from pain last night. I took pain pills did nothing. I wanted to die. I hope it gets better. I'm bruised and sore. Pictures no way. Do not know how women stand up straight after lipo. I can't even bend over to snap this thing back after going pee. I dread having to pee.
How are YOU DOING darling?!?
As for me, I am doing pretty good. I've had two revisions since my surgery in March and a third revision will likely be needed early next year (haven't booked date yet). I'll book the procedure when I see my surgeon on the 19th of Jan. That is when he will decide what to do next, but he is pretty confident another will be needed. My revisions are just minor little skin excisions from my Mastopexy. I downsized and not enough skin was taken. I currently have a new surgeon whom I love! Get some rest, sweetheart, and update whenever you feel good enough to do so. My thoughts and prayers are with you for a speedy, and less painful recovery. Missed you...so happy you are back! Muah xoxo