29 Yo, 5'9 145 Lbs, 2 Kids, 500cc HP Round Mentor Silicone - San Antonio, TX
I have never had big boobs, and then what I did...
Here are the results I would like. My wish boobies. These girls most def have different bodies than I do but overall would love to achieve results like these. I think its possible, because i dont need a lift. However ive been debating on 550 cc hp silicone, not sure if my dr will agree, but im gonna ask her anyways. At least get her professional opinion. We shall see!
CC Size Finally Decided!!
decision. 500cc round high profile silicone!! I had been going round and
round in my head about the size, were they going to be big enough. Were
my boobs gonna be just as good as all the others that i had run across
in research? And the answer is yes! Im gonna be fine. As my husband is a
boob man, all men are. But him more so than the next, he likes porn
boobies. Umm, I work in an accounting office, so stripper tits werent
going to be something I could do. (Not that they are bad, they are
usually fabulous, if you are able to have that lifestyle). So i felt
like the hubby was pushing me to go bigger and bigger. In his mind the
bigger the better (smh...). Which his pushing wasnt helping my inability
to decide. So over the weekend i had a pretty frank conversation with
him. I said to him, think about it like this... i have some boobs,
prehaps about 200cc or more (natural, yet I put it in cc's so he could
understand better) and im going to add 500 more cc's. Leaving me with a
whooping 700. You should have seen his face. He lit up! He was like, i
never thought about it like that! And now we are both happy! I get to
have big yet managable breasts, and he gets to play with them, and wont
be disappointed. All is well again in our world.
3 Days until surgery
One more day! And high blood pressure!
Boobies are officially installed!
They are in, wrapped very tight, and im exhausted. This pain is no joke, but already worth it. I will get to see them for the first time tm! Good night!
Day 3 Post Op
Dropping? Weird boob....
Over the weird boob phase
Wow- getting used to these big boobies
Alien Boob & Steri Strips
My First Hate Comments
2 Weeks PO today!
500cc = 4.5lbs each boob.... I think not!
4 Weeks Post Op
Well, I love the way my boobs look when naked! I think they are perfect... then I put a shirt on.... and wish they were bigger, still. I feel terrible complaining about that. But I still have some drop and fluff to go still. So hoping that will help me feel less jealous of all you 550-650cc ladies.
Healing is going great! I have zero complaints about the healing. I have no pain, and the random pain twinges are rare to non existent anymore. Feeling really good overall. Still have a numb left nipple... hopefully that will come back to life in the near future. Using some scar gel from Ulta, and I guess it works? Too early to tell at this point. Still transitioning from wound to scar.
Smoking hot..... or just smoking
And just like that it has all burned down in flames (yes pun intended). Im not even sure as to how- but I started (and have been continuing to smoke) like 2 weeks ago! And I hate it!! I didnt pay over 6k to just crap all over my nice new assets. But thats exactly what I am doing. I am not letting my body heal and if I dont quit again- Im going to ruin all of it. I went through the whole process of quitting (suffering through the quitting), spent the money, endured that pain. All of for nothing :-(
So I am setting a quit date (you know what I am talking about if you are a reformed smoker) of Sunday the 4th (tempted to push it till after the holiday- but thats the nicotine talking again) And I am going to quit FOR ONCE AND FOR ALL. Number 8 will be the last.
I endured years of crappy boobs, waited forever to have my work done. And I am not going to suffer through years to come of bad boobs over cigarettes. No ma'am. That aint happenin.
So wish me luck and drop a encouraging line if you can relate.
Oh and please ask me about my non smoking progress (I need accountability)
5 Week Progress Report
Anyways, Im feeling good about everything not too much of an update. Just busy busy bee. Will report if anything changes!
Lets talk bra and cup size. A few weeks ago I was measured at a 34 band size, and figured that will stay the same. I was also measured at a DD cup, putting me in a 34DD. So, I headed over to the Victoria Secret Outlet. All their bras were $19.99! So I bought 5 :o)
However now that the fluff is in full force, I might be exchanging some of those (as luck would have it, all sales are final at the outlet- poo.) Because Im not really fitting in the bras I bought last week. I really dont want to have a nip slip. And I feel like im always going to fall out of the cup, and im constantly readjusting. So I think I need to get remeasured on the cup size. I think the fluff is graduating me into a DDD. Which I am not complaining about! I just dont feel like my breasts are that big when looking at me. Without clothes they look crazy good, but then they almost disappear when I put a shirt on. Maybe this is all in my head... i dont know.
Jumping up and down is a lot of fun now! And I feel my boobs just jiggling away when I walk. This is great! I have not ever experienced this before- as I have always been small in the boob department. But these new big ones of mine sure are a whole lot of fun!
Anyways, Im feeling pretty good overall. The bras are a smidgen uncomfortable wear the underwire sits on my incisions. And the numbness has yet to differ. (update pics to come!)
6 weeks post op pics !
Is it weird?
Post Op Weight Gain
Questions, Lessons, and 3 month update
In the last three months we have come a long way. The dropping is done, and I am couldn't be more thrilled with where they landed. The fluff is still in effect, but I believe is winding down now. Or at least I hope so! Because I fluffed straight into a DDD! Which is perfect for me, because I wanted big ol' boobies! I have no more pain, discomfort; although my left nipple still is completely numb. I have said goodbye to the hope that sensation will be restored. Dead left nippie it is for me. But on the bright side my right nipple is doing great, with full sensation.
They do look more natural now, opposed to 1-2 months ago; but because I chose the HP implant, I don't think they will never look like they were naturally mine- like born with these. But again, I perfectly ok with this.
Which this leads me to my next thought...
To tell or not to tell?
For example, the other night I was at a bar with the hubby and a there were a lot of other people outside where we were at. I was standing up talking, and out of no where a chick was like "Wow! You've got some huge boobs!" (in a loud, drunk 24 yr old excited kind of voice). And suddenly everyone got quite, and turned to and checked out my boobs. I was wearing a regular fitted, crew neck tshirt, nothing revealing at all. But I believe because I was standing, and she was sitting, they may have been more noticeable to her from the angle. But I was definitely caught off guard with this sudden attention (stares and glares- from both genders) And I kind of choked a little. And then with a little fear in my eyes, and not knowing what to say I then uttered out "well thank you! They are new".... awkward silence..... then everyone kinda shrugged their shoulders and moved on and back to their conversations. Later on, I had 2 other girls come to me and say they were thinking about getting theirs done, and wanted to know all about the process. I talked to them for a little while about it, and mentioned RealSelf as a phenomenal resource to use as well.
So I think lesson learned here was, nobody criticized me, or judged me (out loud). However, slightly embarrassing, but I quite possibly could have been able to help 2 other girls out with fulfilling their goals of a BA.
Obviously no one is perfect, and instead of pretending like I was born with amazing tits, I opted to tell the truth. No need to make others hate on themselves, because I might be too proud to admit that I too, am not perfect. So, this is why I stand on the "tellers" side.
Anyways! All is going good. I will keep you posted! Pics to follow :-)
4 months, or so...
Since the last post we've had a wedding and the dress was amazing. As well as boobilicious! Will post pics when they come in.
On the boob front not much has changed. Still stacking up at a 34DDD! And loving it! For a pre wedding gift the girls at my work went to VS and got me a bra panty combo. Lol they walked in and found a cute set, but didn't know what size I was. So they just asked for the biggest size. So they ended up purchasing a 36DDD. And as I opened telling me about the size and laughing because at this point my boss had the bra on her head, say "look how big this is, we have the gift receipt so you can exchange it for a smaller size." I turned 50 shades of RED! And i said well the band size is a little big but the cup size is on point! Mind you my boss still has the "enormous" bra on her head.... and we all were just crying laughing. Yea, so that happened lol...
Anywho, everything is great, scars are really thinning out and have no keloids, and are very fine and smooth. Still visible on my left side, tattoo hides the right side scar, so no worries there.
D&f is pretty much over, and I have no complaints, no pains, nothing! Nothing but some big ole' lovely tatas!
Sleeping will never be the same as pre boobies. As I will now and forever be a side sleeper, meh.... and its awkward to lay on my stomach. Which I had to explain to the waxing lady when getting my most recent brazilian (it was time to roll over for the, um, backside lol).
So all has been really good lately! How have you ladies been doing?? Any one scheduled a surgery? Just completed surgery or dropping and fluffing?? I need updates!
Nipple Feeling.... Returning? Maybe. Maybe not.
I was instructed to use antibacterial soap the night before my surgery and the morning of my surgery. I had to be at the hospital at 7:30 am, so I got up around 6 and took a shower and made the 30 min drive to the surgery center. When I got there it was a normal check in process with paperwork and all that stuff. Not being able to eat or drink from midnight until after the surgery, the smell of the coffee at the lobby was making me crazy! I NEED my coffee every single morning! So I sat in the waiting room for about 20 or so minutes and was finally called back. I took the pregnancy test- and obviously it was negative- because I am post op now lol. I put my gown on and and those fancy compression socks and the anesthesiologist came by and started giving me the IV bags and "a little something to relax me".
A few minutes later my husband walks over with my doctor and she starts to give him more PO care details and all that. But I remember her talking with us both and her saying "I am giving your PO care/ instructions to your husband, because you wont remember having this conversation", she also explained that I would be wheeled to the OR and that I would wake in the recovery room. And I wouldnt remember a thing, and in a few short minutes I would be out cold.....
Ha, I remember not only the whole conversation with my doctor and husband, I also remember all the details of it as well. I remember being on the bed and being wheeled into the OR, I actually got myself off the gurney and onto the OP table. I remember it being freezing cold in there!! And the table had boards that stuck out to the side, and I watched them strap my arms down to it. And I asked the nurse in the OR room, what the big round lamps were on the ceiling. She said that they were heaters that they would turn on during the surgery, and the others were bright surgical lights that would also be turned on when they were about to start. In fact the last thing I remember was my doctor standing over me, really close to my face- checking to see if I was under yet. Lol! I wasnt supposed to remember anything! And def not with this amount of detail.
After the surgery- which seemed to only take a minute, like I closed my eyes to blink- and bam- Im in the recovery room. And my husband was standing over me asking why I took my hair out of the braid it was is. Apparently I am not an easy person to deal with when waking up from anesthesia. Not easy at all! I was thrashing around and later on told by my doctor I was pretty combative. With a mouth of sailor- lol. Hmmm, not sure where my volatile behavior stemmed from.... I guess you never really know what your mind and body will do in a situation like that. I dont remember any of that though- which is probably a good thing, or I would have been slightly embarrassed.
So my husband starts to wheel me to the elevator, where we were instructed to wait for nurse to help me into our car. And it felt like an eternity waiting for her! My husband even headed back into the lobby to find out where the nurse was that we were waiting on. Lol- I can just see myself all dazed and confused- if not borderline drooling on myself, just sitting there in the wheelchair alone by the elevator lol. And with all the IV's I received during the surgery I had to pee so bad. So the nurse finally showed up and had to take me right back in again to pee! We did, eventually make it to the car.
The car ride home was tortuous, as every bump in the road was a painful reminder that my pain meds were dwindling down. So, I promptly took more as soon as I got home. And passed out again!
My very sweet husband, made himself a little sleeping bag pile next to our bed and laid there so that he could help me if I needed him. Well, I woke up and had to pee yet again! And realized that I could not sit up on my own- I couldnt get out of bed. I panickingly yelled for my husband and startled him awake- I was like Im going to pee in the bed lol! I cant get up! He jumped up and tried to pull me forward. I squealed with pain!! It was terrible. So he drops me back down on the bed and then tried again. But this time he ran his arm down the spine of my back. And yet less painful I still cried. But I made it to the toilet! Lol- so this was how I got out of bed for the next three days, pain, crying and being lifted by my husband.
But after a few days I was good, could get up on my own and went back to work!
So there is my surgery story!
Happy New Years
And on another note i realize that im wearing the same short in the majority of my pics lol. At this point I will have to assume they are my favs!
Falling In Love Again Everyday
Best Decision Ever, still!
Its been about 10 months since my BA. And I still believe this is the best decision I have ever made for my self confidence. I love love love them!!! And I am so very happy with my results! Shout out to my doctor!
Anyways, my journey has been a wild one for sure. There was all the excitement and nerves and worry leading up to my decision and to the point of surgery. Even after surgery and months later, my post reflect the emotional roller coaster.
So, the implants have definitely done all the settling that they are going to do. I can sleep pretty comfortably on my stomach and side. Although I don't like laying on my back, as I hate the sensation of the implant sliding a bit inside my body. Gives me the heebeegeebees. And when laying on my back they slide towards my armpits and the weight of that makes it uncomfortable.
But I have still not gained any feeling back in my left nipple. But that is ok with me now. I look at it this way, would I rather have feeling back in my left nipple and my pre-BA boobs back? Uh, no ma'am. Im happy with not feeling little lefty. I have all the sensation needed in my right nipple.
On a funnier note, I recently went on vacay to a little (not so little though...) event called MudNats here in TX. It is about 15,000 people on four wheelers and side by sides in partying in the mud for a week. We go every year. And when the sun goes down, the sand pit gets a bit wild. And there are lots of beads being thrown to ladies for.... well you know. Lol. Anyways, I was talking to my husband about how I had never flashed anyone before. I was not exactly ready for randoms to see what I was sadly sporting prior BA. So my husband was like well, do it then!! Youve got an awesome rack, and scratch it off your bucket list. But he was like, don't get comfortable with showing off my good though. Lol. So that night I did! And it was exhilarating! Ha! I finally had nothing to be embarrassed or ashamed of. I was totally confident! And it was crazy fun. And I got a ton of beads!
Anyways, besides my recent shenanigans I would say, everything has calmed down and I am to the phase of just enjoying them. All is good in my world.
Picture update as well. Some of my fav boobie pics recently, and my collected beads! (I know daddy wouldnt be proud, but momma would lmao!)
Absolutely nothing negative to say. Dr. Pilcher is amazing!