33 Years Old, Mother of 3, in Need of a Life Changing Bbl

I know it is so soon after my surgery but I can tell that I did not get the results that I desired. I spent a lot of money to get a butt that I dreamed of my entire life and I am so sad that I did not get those results. So I am going to go with the doctor that I wanted to consult with originally but he was not accepting new patients at the time. I actually called his office and was told that he moved practices and was given his direct email. I emailed him pictures of my before and after and he is eager to work with me period he made me feel comfortable by responding and his coordinator called me immediately. She also said that dr. Franco would be willing to give me a good deal since my first surgery did not go well with another doctor. I cannot wait until Friday to see what he says and to see if his price will be feasible for me to be able to correct the results I received from dr. Young period I will give you all an update after my consult.

I am literally crying right now as I type this. I already knew that choosing a doctor in San Antonio I may not get the voluptuous results that I wanted because there are not a lot of doctors here who can achieve a BBL. Although I am happy with some of my results I am so hurt and discouraged about my butt. I know it is still early but from everyone that I have seen on here and all the years that I have done research no one that I've ever seen has looked like I do afterwards. From the moment I woke up in the hospital I was upset because they had me on my butt instead of laying on my stomach but I didn't think anything of it.. everyone kept saying just wait it will get better but the more days pass to me the worse it gets. My Wish picture was of Amber Rose and some other women that are very heavy in the bottom part of their butt. I know that I did not get a tummy tuck but I am not trying to be a video model so I'm not as concerned with my stomach. I just want to have a womanly figure with a round bottom. From the back I am shaped the exact same way with a narrow bottom but wide across the top there is absolutely no protrusion from the side it's flat. I just really don't know what to do at this point. Now instead of having a flat but I have a wide flat butt which just makes me look even bigger. My butt does not look appealing in anything I wear or try on. Everyone I see on here even looks nice with their garment on. I look even worse with my garment on because my butt is so flat and so wide. I have not set down on my butt except for maybe a minute as I took a picture since my surgery date and aside from them laying me on my butt after surgery. I am just so discouraged ????????

Just another before pic.