32yr, 5'5'', 137lb, Breastfed 2 babies, My Boobs Got Jipped After Kids!

Anxiously awaiting my BA next month to fill up these boobs! What I had was lost and nowhere to be found again. I'm very excited to feel like a curvy woman again.

I feel almost like I was robbed of my chest after having babies. They got extremely large, then shrunk way down once I lost weight. I gained 37 lbs with both of my pregnancies and lost it rather quickly. Each time left with "socks with rocks." It has surprisingly affected my confidence, I used to love my breasts and felt like they were one of my best physical qualities. It's hard when you work out at the gym but know no matter what you do, you can't bring back the girls. I'm done having kids and ready for my body back.

Hopefully I will look more like these pictures and less deflated after my procedure.

The closer my surgery dates gets, the more excited I am. I am ready for this. Lately, I don't know what is going on with me but I have been having a lot of feelings about how people will judge me about getting this procedure. I am doing it for me and MY happiness, but at the same time does that make me selfish and vain? I guess I don't want to be those things, but I just keep worrying about it. Silly I know.

I went and looked at bras that don't have a wire in them and there are a lot to choose from. I had no idea! I worry I will gain weight and loose muscle during the time that I have to stay out of the gym. I guess I will have to be careful in my diet... which I am not that good at! Well, sometimes :)