breastfed with my implants. Still look great. St. Louis, Mo

I started with a 34a (probably a 32 but 34 was easier to find). I breast feed for 6 months one baby. Overall, I didn't hate my boobs. They didn't look horrible. I just wanted to wear clothes where I didn't have to stuff everything to make it look like I wasnt super flat. My ps never gave me a size. I saw him twice. I told him my goals but he would not say what size he'd put in or what size I'd come out. He said he didnt know till he got in there. This made me so stressed, but I decided to just trust him. I had a feeling he didn't want to go as big as I did, because he said my chest was just too small (12in) (I'm 5'4 109lb). The day of, I was so nervous. I started crying as the nurses hooked me up and prepped me. And I'm not someone who crys! I kept thinking something would go wrong, they'd be the wrong size, they'd be hard, I'd never see my daughter.... All kinds of things. Then he marked me. I said, make sure I'm big enough! Then I woke up. It was rough. I'm allergic to some meds that numb you so I couldn't have any, so I felt It all right away, but he warned me about it. Over all I slept that day away. Got sick once. Probably would have felt better if I got sick more, lol.

I post six days now. I've been moved from the compression bra (which was way too big to find out) to a sports bra. The strips on my nipples (I got an areola incisions) instead of the patches. They look great. I have some muscle soreness of course, but I feel so much better then I thought I would this soon out. Full use of my arms. Can sleep on my side. Just can't lift my daughter. They haven't dropped yet, so I'm excited to see that they look like then and when I get the strips off my areola. Oh, I will say the Valium helped much more then the Vicodin. I hardly took that.

I got 371cc natrelle (allergen)
Round, smooth, unders, areola.

Some more pics... Trying to get some less face shots, lol... Not that I'm shy, but maybe it's not the coolest thing to post lol. Very tired today. I got my daughter back last night. First time I've had her in a week. She's missed me (and I've missed her), so she's been very clingy. She's 2.5. I'm just really worn out today :( Not looking forward to starting work again in the morning.

Well, it has been one week since I got them done and i went back to work today. And it sucked. It was the first time I have really felt like a wimp about this. And not hurting wise so much, just other stuff I didn't expect. I'm a gm of a restaurant and I work a min of 10 a day, so it's not a easy job to start with really. But anyways, I decided not to take any Valium the night before because I didn't want to be "hung over" of sorts from it, well I guess I had gotten used to it because I didn't sleep for more then an hour last night. Insomnia like crazy. Then when I got to work, I popped my aintbotic and a drink of water... That's it. Bad idea. A half later a throwing up the pill and dry heaving I remembered you should eat when you take those, but I was too sick to try to by that time. Over all I just felt really out of it today. I was not on my game. If someone told me something or asked me something, I had to ask them what they said a couple of times. It was just a bad day. I hurt a little, but not too bad. I just didn't expect mentally too be so off. Hopefully tomorrow is better. I have tons of end of month stuff to do for work.

As far as healing, doing good. A couple of the strips came off already. Well just one main bottom one that was on the incision, so it pulled the one on top if that one off too. I don't feel it was really ready to come off yet. It's not red or bleeding or anything. It looks ok. I just know that with my c section, they were one for like four weeks and i just got these put on Thursday and the nurse said they should most likely be on when I go back on the 10th, I'll just need to trim them as they loosen. Well. The whole thing is gone. Just worried about it splitting. I might give them a call in the morning. Maybe, lol... I'll see how the day is going I guess because running up there isn't going to be the easiest thing. Though something gross happening to my nipple would suck, lol.

Thanks to everyone on here. I like this site much better then a different one I was on. Not that there's anything wrong with that one if other people like it. This is just more my style.

P.s. I'm too tired to proofread this, and it's an iPhone, so I'm sorry...