33 Yr Old Mother of 2 - Rock Hill, SC

I've lost a lot of weight lost all of my breast tissue and have never been huge but I would like to feel sexy and fill out my clothes better. I had a tummy tuck two years ago and since then I'm down to 128-130lbs. Im 5 ft 5. I'm ready to feel complete and I actually like the fake look so my doctor and I discussed round silicone "gummy bear" implants placed above the muscle. But the more research I've done I've decided that I want placement under the muscle. I'm very concerned about spending this much money and I know all of the bad stuff that can happen weeks to years after this surgery but I'm ready to do it. Hopefully I will be as happy as others on this website and feel more confident and sexy. I'm also having lipo of my stomach and some extra skin removed. Since my tt I lost 40 more lbs so now my skin isn't as tight as I would like . I'm scared and anxious and praying that this isn't a mistake. My doc said he could get me to a full c or small d

I'm so nervous and very anxious about my upcoming ba surgery. I've done tons of research and I know the pros and cons. I know the look that I want to achieve and I don't want to be sorry after I spend all of this money:( more than anything though I'm trying to think positive and I'm excited about it getting closer and closer. I know that after I had my tummy tuck it completely changed my life and for the better. I've never been happier. My family is very supportive of my decision and my mom says that I deserve this after all of my weight loss. It's a great thing cause my mom is actually traveling with me for my pre op and for my surgery. My fiancée is also going with me for my surgery. My mom is planning on helping me with my daughters too.

It's exactly a week before my pre-op. It's getting closer:)