Tummy Tuck and Breast Augmentation!!!! - London, UK

Hi my name is jay im 29 years old and have 4 beautiful children but carrying big babies has left my body looking shabby at best my boobs have gone from a full c to a deflated b and my tummy looks like a deflated clown balloon lol!!! But on a serious note it gets me down alot so after 2 years of thinking about it i have finally booked and payed for my procedure!! only 5 weeks to go but i feel under prepared im not sure what to expect in the way of pain and healing and end results but i feel i need to reclaim this wreck of mine and begin to feel like a sexy woman and not have to always cover up. Scared and super excited xx

Well its going so quick got my post op health check on thursday to make sure i am fit enough! i should be fine i dont smoke anymore i eat well and i work out everyday and have no health probs that i know of. Keep feeling scared then excited then scared its driving me mad i know the risks are low but its gotta happen to someone rite?!?! Trying to keep positive and think about the end result and that bikini i can wear for the first time in 15 years lol. AND HAVING BOOBS WILL BE LIKE THE ICING ON MY CAKE LOL. Getting my bag packed already got all my baggy comfy clothes,pjs underwear ect any ideas of what else i will need????? x

Today i have woken up with an overwhelming feeling of guilt! Its because i am spending so much money on myself. I told my step mum and my dad and they were supportive and totally understand why i need to do it! but i am scared to death of telling my inlaws i know this will annoy them to no end and they will think i am selfish to spend so much on me so i have decided i wont tell them till its done that way they cant talk me out of it!!!! But i still feel a bit bad am i out of order and selfish for doing this? do i really need it? :( idk