Nose job and lip lift on the way

I still feel a little self-conscious just because I know I had major surgery and I feel like everybody can see the scar under my nose but everybody around me does tell me that they can't see it and that it healed perfectly. I never felt like I was ugly but when I look at my before and after photos I'm definitely happy that I went forward with the lip lift and rhinoplasty.
I definitely think my nose is still healing I have a little bit of a bump bridge bridge of my nose I'm praying that goes away. My lip lift scar still feels pretty tight but I have complete control of my mouth and movement I don't look weird when i talk at all I look completely normal.

Slowly seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I still feel like I have a very long way to go I feel like my nose is still very swollen my lip lift incisions a very noticeable but I’m sure like every scar it will heal with time. My biggest concern as of right now is the little lumps inside of my lip where the lip lift incision was made but I see improvement every day I just can’t wait until I’m fully healed I definitely would recommend if you’re thinking of getting a nose job or a liplift to know that you’re not gonna like what you see in the beginning it does take time. Praying this scar line fades fast.

Well this last trip was really annoying it was my month post op and I waited for over 50min and also parking isn’t free. Nor is my time and energy. It took me two hours of travel there and back just to have to sit and wait when apparently the girl at the front desk that asked me if I was there for sagar Patel after walking through the door, And I answered yes(she doesn’t work for him)When I finally out of frustration get up and ask what’s taking so damn long I answered with I DONT WORK FOR HIM. like I’m sorry as a business owner that’s just bullshit. The dr Handled it in a since just as she did. She doesn’t work for me. Lol okaaay doctor. I got you. Next time should I take my mask off and shout out when I see you walking in and out of the hall? Any ways on to my recovery I have a lot of swelling on the right side of my liplift there’s like a ball. The doctor said Rub it it’s normal. So I’m hoping that changes. My right nostril looks weird idk if it’s from the swelling in my lip. It’s been about a month and and three weeks and i know I still have recovering to do also I had Covid so idk if that’s slowing things down. I just feel so ugly. I’m praying everything comes together. I feel I look botched. Only time will tell.