European Girl finally gets Grigoryants nose

i had the surgery 16 days ago! I come from Europe! i am still swollen in the face and of course in the nose especially on the side of the nose( between eyes and bridge) and the effect is wide...The bruises went away after 3/4 days I Used arnicare gel bruise IT was Wonderful! I can't smile...and I look a little pig when I try...some days I breathe well some days completly blocked...this night for example I was completley blocked..i am using at night vaseline and a saline spray made with thermal water...I have used Arnica Relief from GNc after the surgery may be it has helped a bit for the swelling...anyway the swelling needs time to go away.. I haven't showed off my new face and nose because I don't feel confortable and I don't wanna have a bad impact with people that could say you were better before...maybe because I am swollen and all the face look weird...I will try with make up on the face and eyes but avoiding make up the nose because I prefer not to touch it.
i am taping the nose every night and sleeping 30 degrees.. If you have questions I'll answer! I'll post better photos when I will download pic collage actually I have no wifi...but I will do it soon!

Today i went out and It's really freezing ..i have a lot of mucus and I can't breath, the freeze air give a sensation like someone has hurt it or you have hit the nose against something but nothing impossible to bear! Some pics for you!

Photos after 17 days