Left me with a warped, huge over projected nose

This man along with suleyman tas has taken away my looks and my inner peace yet 10 months on from his 2nd ratchet excuse for a revision he still wants to sulk and continue to lie / deflect. He finally answered my call after numerous attempts at ignoring me as he owes me an explanation and an aplogy for betraying my trust ...again. First thing he mumbled was " are you going to let me explain ? " . I knew EXACTLY what rubbish he would come out with and sure enough he said his usual gaslighting nonsense " its a shame we could not achieve what you wanted " and "we discusssed in detail and it " was decided" .. Well firstly arfat ..what I wanted was for you to remove one of the 3 sauasge grafts you shoved in my nose but you betrayed me again and instead ADDED a cap graft on after I told you NO DONT DO IT ! ( as it would make my nose more projected ) So basically you made me travel all the way back to Pakistan to remove a graft ...then proceeded through your own stupidity to add another one ..without my permission yet you are showing me attitude and arrogance ..the nerve that you have is shocking ! .You said on the phone call that I am doing a " campaign against you " .. yes.. its called my campaign of the truth . I have not lied or tried to gaslight you as you have tried to discredit the truth by using pitiful deflecting techniques.. it doesnt work with me ..you are NOT the victim here so stop acting like one.. man up and face wat you have left me looking like .. its all on you !. You then mumbled " I am making your patients distressed with my reviews " . .Again its the truth ..I have not distorted / filtered my photos or made up lies about you. Your patients should be fully aware of the diasastorous results you can be capable of producing too..it is their right and it is my right as a woman left with the the pain and misery of picking up the pieces of my shattered self worth / image and finacial cost of my 4th revision now because of your sloopy careless ways to warn others as once the nose is ruined it will affect their mental wellbeing and their looks. You are obviously only worried about your earnings being affected. You still have neither explained to me WHY u added a cap graft on after I told you no and you replied "ok we wont " or offered an aplogy instead you slam the phone down then block me so I couldnt correct you. Cowardly behaviour from a man who knows deep down everything was his own fault but pride and arrogance have overcome any humbleness i mistakingly thought you had. Every doc can appear to be nice and caring until it comes to accountabilty for their own mistakes then suddenly they turn cold and literally turn their back on you. I am willing to challenge arfat jawaid to a live debate and I'll bring all my up to date proof and surgeons evaluations of the mess arfat jawaid made ..twice . I know he is lying to his patients about me and what part he played in all of this instead he will say I'm deranged/angry and he'll say anything but the truth (that he didnt have the skill or intelligence on both revisions). If he wants to defend himself as he will never admit any wrong doing he can respond here..I won't deny anything I've said to him but he will surely twist the truth and deflect ..anything to save himself from admitting how much damage he has left on my face and to my self esteem . He ripped the feminity from my face and is now sulking like a little boy ..he cannot own up ..man up now. Im going through enough misery as it is ..so stop rubbing salt in my wounds ! .

8 months on from arfat jawaids 2nd ratchet job I look worse than I could have ever imagined. My tip is so fat and bulbous because he ignored my instructions NOT to add a cap graft on my tip ( he used the phrase " cartilage piece when he asked me if he could add it in to my tip ) I am not a doctor and therefore I did not know technical terms..All I know is when I he told me it would make my tip project out I said to him NO don't do it then...he casually said " OK we won't " but he betrayed me by adding it on minutes later leaving me with exactly what I feared a big fat pointy nose and now he can't handle my anger or my right to an answer from him on watsapp and online. He won't answer my call. I know he is reading this as he scans through everything and he is more than welcome to respond to my review with his lies but I will expose his lying ways without hesitation. It turns out that there is no such thing as a nice doctor in my opinion. Once they ruin your face they become ice cold. He cannot even apologise for ruining my nose twice. He promised me if I came back he would remove one graft but instead he took it out an added another one!!! .. Such a stupid stupid betrayal which I'm left to deal with. Meanwhile he is promoting himself as some kind of celebrity rhinoplasty expert when in reality he can never match the talent of the few select senior European surgeons he thinks he Is on par with. No way can someone who made my nose even worse than my primary have any right to call themselves an expert . He was lazy from the beginning( didn't have detailed consultations with me prior to surgery/ didn't bother to ask for head shots to analyse my nose from different angles/ he didn't go through surgery plan step by step.. everything was 3rd rate from the beginning. I should not have let myself get pushed into going to Pakistan. In hindsight I should have fought harder and gone to a established senior revision expert. The worst thing is arfat jawaid
destroyed my natural smile .. he took it away and left me with a stretched out nose with grafts that look like their about to burst under my thin skin. I'll never forgive him or the main destroyer of my life suleyman tas.

Again I can't seem to upload photos without adding comments. I have never had to take anti depression medication throughout a few traumatic events in my life but I feel I can't drag myself through this anymore after 3 failed surgeries. I am fearful of taking them but my life is crap ..I'm pushing friends and family away to avoid them seeing the creature I've turned into because of suleiman tas and arfat jawaid . The first Is the one responsible for aggressively altering my nose ..he was meant to fix a deviated septum yet he carved out my nose leaving it unrecognisable and making me lose my ethnic features that I liked. The second guy arfat jawaid added his own twisted take of a revision leaving me ashamed of even looking in the mirror. I have a strong distrust of men in general but now it's even deeper. Yet I know I have to go again to a doctor as I'll never accept this fat tipped warped manly nose as much as I couldn't accept suleiman tas short , wide nose. Please anyone reading this don't go into this lightly ..I gambled my nose and lost everything good including my happiness and my sanity I'm losing slowly slowly it seems. I don't know how I'll live out the rest of my days as my nose is looking more and more gross .. These 2 should be struck off as their hands caused me and others life changing misery but of course they'll carry on making money and will never accept or look back at the devastation they've caused to my life. God I wish I had listened to my family and avoided Turkey and Pakistan