32 Y/O, One Baby. Asymmetric Breasts Due to Breast Feeding. - Raleigh, NC

So, like most women on this site, I've thought about getting breast implants for a long time. I was always very self conscience about my size. I was always a 32 or 34 A and when I was younger I didn't even fill out the A cup. As I've aged and gained some weight, currently 5'2" 130-135, I started filling the A cup and possibly a B. Had a baby, breast fed for 2 months and now my breasts are two different sizes. Probably A and B...basically one grew and the other didn't, so one is deflated and the other is the same as it always was. I will up load some photos later.

While I'll be glad to have larger breasts, my main concern now is that they look more even. As if bathing suit season needs to be MORE challenging. So, I decided now is the time. I didn't realize my breast augmentation would be as challenging as it seems. Because my larger breast doesn't need a lift, but it's a completely different shape then my smaller, it's going to be difficult to get them to look the same. I found a surgeon that I trust, and who is totally on the same page with me about the size I want to be. I can't go too big bc they will be obviously different, one could end up sitting high and look more fake, and the larger will look more natural. He will be making the decision on the table but we agree to try for D-DD, somewhere between 350-400 probably. I had my pre-op today and my surgery will be bright and early on May 30th. I'll praying things go well!

I really can't believe My surgery is this Friday! The time flew by and I'm not at all prepared lol. Well, I got my meds, and my husband is going to take care of me, so I guess I took care of the important things. I figured I'd get more bras after BA when I know what will fit and I can try on for comfort. I'll be wearing the surgical bra for a few days anyway. I'm trying not to be nervous but of course I am! I just hope I'm happy with my rests. I'm so afraid I'll have a botched surgery. There is no real reason to feel that way, except that it does happen to people. Saying my prayers!

Ok, so I kinda wanna throw up! It's like Christmas Eve when your a kid except I know my gifts are coming with pain meds and a recovery time lol. Lord, I know this is a dumb prayer, but please let the surgeon give me boobs that I love. So I'm gonna try to add some photos...before and wish pics. I'll update after the surgery...which should be at 8:30am.