Two Breast Augmentations in 6 Months. Feeling Really Down.

I had my first ba in September. I was a 32AA, 5’4-105 pounds. My doctor wouldn’t go larger than 200cc mentor plus silicone because my breast tissue was lacking and thin. I bottomed out right away and my scars were very visible. The revision surgery was planned for 355cc saline Ideal Implant. I asked for that one because I didn’t like the silicone. I also had the capsule stitched to my rib cage to prevent bottoming out again. I measured a 32A after the first surgery and a 32B after the second. I really wanted to look like I have breasts. I look very tiny. My doctor said I was already going bigger than he would recommend. I wanted 395-450ccs. I just wanted to be a big B/moderate C and look nice. $13,000 later, I’m very depressed. I have no more money to do anything and I cry most of the day. This second surgery was far more painful than the first and it didn’t add much to my figure. I have an appointment coming up to discuss my concerns with the doctor. I feel horrible and I don’t know if I have anymore options at this point. I was bullied several times by peers about my breast size, when I was younger. I’m 38 now, I breastfed my son 18 years ago, and I’m not having more children. I waited a long time to have this done, carefully planned, and chose a good doctor. I can’t exoress just how sad I am and how I wish something could be done. The doctor said if I went any bigger I’d wreck my breasts, have more visible wrinkling, and be more likely to bottom out and thin my tissue too much in the long run. Maybe this is my max size, but I spent a lot of money to look like I still have no boobs.