Tt,bbl want it done, can't wait !!!!! - Duluth, GA

Dolls....I had some Botox and some fillers do e today. So far I am a bit disappointed. I don't see a huge improvement yet :( as for the Botox I know it can take up to a week for full results but the Juvederm is instant. No bruising no swelling that's a plus. I had this done today by Dr. song he is very nice, prima center is very modern and they stay busy. Besides that, same old same old. Bought a couple things over the weekend to get my body ready for the procedures I would like to have done. Will try to upload some pictures later....

Got done with my workout this morning and I should feel pumped and full of energy, how come I am in sad mode???? I get to the point where I am ready to go under the knife that same instant but a couple minutes later I am feeling regret. Yes I do dislike you, you hanging tummy but you have been with me for so long.....lol that's what crosses my mind. To spent all that money on my body, the down time, my 6 year old having to see me recuperating and I am not to thrilled about the way the belly button looks like after a tt. Arrrrggg all that I think about. My babies father is so against it. He will not support it because I likes the way I look now...I don't see how but he believes I should stay the way I am and be happy. Not that I will follow his opinion lol but it does cross my mind also. I am just crazy yall? What the heck is wrong with me!!! I do need it, I just took some pictures and once you see it like that you realize how bad it is. Wish there would be hope for cellulite on my thunder thighs, those bother me just as much as the belly. Today is Friday and on Monday I am going back to dr. Songs clinic to take my mother for her preop and get my face right :) hope that being around "pretty people" and the source of it all, that I will feel ready to go and pumped about it again. Not that I am choosing him to do the body work but just being around a plastic surgeon and his very attractive staff will motivate me again. Also the hype over me wanting to go to Dom Rep is officially over, I have kids (like mentioned numerous times lol) I can't be experimenting. The body work is insane and I love what they do but I am coming back to be a stay at home mother that goes to church twice a week and i will be ok with just looking bomb lol I don't have to get video vixen ready :) but I do love to read and look at all these beautiful chicas on rs they do look truly amazing. Support is always appreciated :)