36 Years Old, 2 Kids. Reclaiming my Body - Portsmouth, NH

First off, I've been stalking RS for a few weeks now. You are all amazing! What a positive, supportive community. I love all the wonderful advice and comradery.
Now my quick back story. My second child (now 4 years old) was a 10 pounder and did a number on my body. I've been toying with the idea of a mommy makeover ever since then. Originally this was going to be my 40th birthday present to myself. Then about 3 months ago I had a realization..why put off to tomorrow what can be done today. Life is too short and I missed having that self confidence with my body. I envy those women who can be proud of their post-baby bodies, comparing their stretch marks to tiger strips and the like....I just can't get my mind to that point. So surgery it is.
My surgery is only three days away at this point! I figured now was the time to step out of the woodwork and stop stalking everyones page and post something myself. Also my nerves are starting to act up, and I am hoping that documenting my journey will help with that.
The nerves are just about the actual surgery. I wish I could fast forward to the end of the week as I am super excited to see the results. I am having a TT with muscle repair along with a BA. The TT will be no drains, which I am happy about, and the BA will hopefully even out my right breast which is smaller than the left. Hard to be believe in just a few short days I'll be on 'the flat side'!

Less than 48 hrs to go! I feel like I'm in nesting mode, similar to an expectant mother right before her due date. House has been cleaned top to bottom, laundry done, groceries bought, etc etc. Nerves are definitely starting to kick in big time, but just trying to busy myself at work and around the house. The nurse call the other day and my surgery is scheduled for 7:30 am. While I am not an early morning person I'm glad to get it over with and not have to wait around much that day.
Right now just trying to figure out sleeping arrangements. We have a recliner already but it is a manual one so not sure I'd be able to open and close it by myself. Hoping to be able to use pillows and either prop myself up in my own bed or the guest room bed. Ready to do this!

It's done! Everything went really well during the surgery. Right now just staying on top of the pain meds and muscle relaxers. Also taking some mirlax to help keep everything moving while I'm in the meds. Very tired and trying to just sleep and relax. Get to take a shower tomorrow - excited to see my tummy and breasts for the first time then.