Athletic 5'1" Crossfitter/Runner. Went with 286cc Moderate Plus Silcone Unders.

I've always wanted boobs. When I was younger, I thought they would eventually grow, but that never happened. In my early twenties I was a bit heavier, and that was the only time
I could ever fill an A cup. I was not happy with my body then, and even at my highest body fat I was only ever a 34A.

Now that I'm active with running and CrossFit, my boobs are as small as ever. The rest of my body (arms, butt, legs) are pretty muscular, so the lack of boobs I feel makes me look masculine. Not a look I want to go for. It's frustrating not being able to fill the smallest sized bras, wearing padded bras with extra inserts to try to give some kind of cleavage, and still just not looking or feeling right.

One huge thing (other than the cost) that has been holding me back is the recovery time and how much strength I'll have lost when I get back into things. I have made a lot of progress in the gym over the past two years, and I hate thinking that I won't be able to lift as heavy right away, and also worry about trying to get back to doing push-ups and pull-ups. I just need to remember all the past the summers when I put on my swimsuit and couldn't fill out the bikini top.... that is why I want to do this! I figure the sooner I have it done, the sooner I can bounce back and get back into the gym. Plus, I'm 27, so I need to fully enjoy the last few years of my twenties!

I'm thinking between 265cc to 286cc moderate plus (midrange) silicone. Kind of leaning towards the 286cc. A little worried that it will be too big on my short frame, but I don't want to regret not going big enough either. I'm extremely indecisive, so this is hard!

Here are my stats:
Between 5'1"-5'2"
120 lbs (fluctuates up or down about 5 lbs depending on my diet)
27 years old
No children

I appreciate any input from others, especially fellow CrossFitters/lifters/runners/etc. Thanks for reading!

I had a consultation on February 1st. I was originally looking at having the surgery the in first week in June, but now I'm trying to get the time off work at the end of this month so I can get it over with! I've waited long enough... I want boobs now! I did a lot of research on doctors before scheduling the consultation, and after sitting down with him, he recommended everything that I had already pretty much decided I wanted. Under the muscle, silicone, mod plus profile, and incision under the breast fold. It was nice knowing that what I wanted is what he typically does.

I keep obsessing over pictures and reviews on here trying to decide on a size! I don't want to be obnoxiously huge.

Here's what I'm working with right now...

I had my pre-op appointment yesterday and I am scheduled for February 22nd! Less than two weeks away. This has moved so quickly. Three weeks from my first consultation and I'm going in for surgery. Lol. When I set my mind on something, I do it. I'm super excited but also nervous I'm going to pick the wrong size! I don't want too huge where it's obvious, but I also feel like if I'm spending this much money and going to be doing it, I might as well go pretty big. I'm torn.